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I'm tired

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I'm so tired

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I think I finally know why I love when my stepmom is so gentle and motherly with my baby sibling, it's cause in a strange way I crave that same soothing motherly love that I never got from my mom because she was too buried in herself and seeing my stepmom be so loving with her own daughter makes me feel like I missed something more than before

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Sooo my dad said if I cvt again he's gonna bring me to the psych ward lmao

Why is it kinda tempting to relapse now

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Jwhdhjabsjskshsj I love how they make me feel >_<

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I have a throbbing headache, I'm in the therapy waiting room and my phone is about to die but at least the fit's fire

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Oh my god I don't want to go to therapy today I'm gonna cry what (I've been crying for the past 30min and have a headache)

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I'm crying again and this time it's worse, what is wrong with me I wanna die so bad I ruin everything

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I'm never venting to anyone ever again

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Dude my eyes are burning from all the crying I just did what

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How am I so constantly on the verge of tears but nothing actually comes out?

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hey u okay? u can talk to a me if u wanna alr? im always down to talk :]

Hii! Thank you for asking/caring lmao but uh not rly, I am grateful for your suggestion to talk so thank you for that :]

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I'm losing myself, I'm going insane I need to relapse I can't do this anymore I'm gonna fucking cry I hate this I hate this I hate this I wait to rip my hair out please please please please please please please make it go away what the fuck is wrong with me

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Tell me why I avoid Tumblr like the plague bc I don't wanna relapse and then my TT fyp decides to show me content with blades and mentions of sh, like THIS IS NOT THE TIME 😭😭

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Wait guys hear me out, instead of staying up rly late to be alone go to sleep rly early and then u wake up rly early and then you'll be alone for longer and also won't be as sleep deprived. I feel like an absolute genius rn

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Why aren't I happy?

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stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me