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[sigmarara]

Wait guys hear me out, instead of staying up rly late to be alone go to sleep rly early and then u wake up rly early and then you'll be alone for longer and also won't be as sleep deprived. I feel like an absolute genius rn

[sigmarara]

Why aren't I happy?

[sigmarara]

stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me stop yelling at me

[sigmarara]

I was just a little girl.

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I was four years old.

[sigmarara]

THE WEATHER IS GETTING BETTER ^0^

[sigmarara]

So ur telling me the past week I've woken up too late but today I wake up before my alarm goes off??? Lmao dw Tumblr im actually having a good day for now but it is only 7:30 soo

[sigmarara]

Why the fuck did my teacher decide to make a french test in the first period of the day at 7:30? What makes him think that's a good idea?

[sigmarara]

Moots?(￣▽￣)

Ofc u seem so cool ^0^

[sigmarara]

Existing hurts more than when I swipe across my skin.

[sigmarara]

Fuck this

I hate my body

I hate my skin

I hate my intrests

I hate my thoughts

I hate my hobbies

I hate my relatives

I hate my classmates

I hate my friends

I hate my mom

I hate my art

I hate my voice

I hate my hair

I hate my issues

I hate my success

I hate my thighs

I hate my scars

I hate my addictions

I hate my achievements

I hate my siblings

I hate my room

I hate everything I hate it all so much I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it. Apparently I don't care enough abt some ppl and now I'm being ignored and I know I'm being ignored bc they saw it and chose to ignore me bc they want to feel "important" well fuck you and fuck me and fuck everything I hope I'm dead by tomorrow I fucking hate this all I didn't do one good thing today and I feel useless and ignored and pathetic and stupid and o wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die kill me rn omg or just let someone best me to a pulp and fucking bruise me up. Someone just abuse the living shit out of me so I stop feeling please please please please please please please

[sigmarara]

Idk if this is normal but I do not feel human rn. I want to hurt ppl soooo badly and it's confusing me bc two weeks ago I was terrified of doing anything close to that. I wanna make someone bleed so badly omg and just watch them scream and cry and I want to let out all my anger on them bc I can't continue keeping it inside me. The girl in school should be lucky I held back when I got angry, I could have hurt her so badly so easily.

[sigmarara]

I feel so cvnty rn I can't explain it

[sigmarara]

I've just collectively decided that idc if the artist is problematic as long as they're good

[sigmarara]

I can't be the only one going insane bc they haven't been online in so long and I miss them and my heart hurts and why isn't my blade cutting the way I want it to and I really don't want to go to school and I wanna post more sh content on here but also I don't wanna get caughtstshhs but also I'm hesitant bc my cuts suck so bad and idk how to get them consistently at deep styro

[sigmarara]

aaaaa u seem so cool^^

Waaaa thank you that's rly sweet ^^

[sigmarara]

I just wanna give them a big hug:(

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[sigmarara]

Pls :(

No glue, no borax. Just please