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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

I've been emp and suicidal for a year

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There's this one specific construction worker at work who is like a 11/10 and he saw me pushing some tables around and was like "wow you're so strong" and I almost came on the spot even though he said it in a jokey way but also I catch him looking at me sometimes bc he catches me looking

I cant believe im in a romcom

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Sometimes I worry something is wrong with my mom because she has really bad memory and is literally forgetting how to drive. Sometimes she can barely finish sentences. Shes only 49 and I guess I worry cause I love her. How do I secretly slide her cognitive tests. She gets mad when I talk about it.

Or maybe to do I just accept maybe my mom just isn't as sharp as I thought she was.

Her wife doesn't seem to mind. Well she does. She gets freaked out and doesn't let her do much driving. It makes her sad when we say things about it but we've almost crashed every time we get in the car with her. Borderline feel unsafe at times.

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High key. Social media is killing me how to show down consumption

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I'm home and im.I'm.. still sad.

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How do I say I want queer spaces to be queer spaces without sounding essentialist.

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This makes me want to go through the sorrowful solutions thread

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This makes me want to go through the sorrowful solutions thread

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I actually need more shrooms I'm fucking insufferable

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I dissociated or something I dont know

Out of body

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Feeling suicidal again

Ptsd is really bad

Cry myself to sleep with flashbacks

And parents dgaf and gaslight me into thinking everyone has those problems.

"Were all stressed-" well mom im the only one wracking full sobs so no. I think one of us needs support.

Maybe I'm so hard to get through to. Or I'm spoiled

I'm very autistic and now im thinkingnim the problem

Having struggle

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I actually broke the c.ai filter fr this time waow

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I actually broke the c.ai filter fr this time waow

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Nerves are shot web weaving all I can do gni

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High on shrooms

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I'm really sad.