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My favorite Louis is barricade Louis

-all credits to photo owners

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In another universe the boys weren’t overworked, in another universe the boys were protected from older women and the media. in another universe maybe zayn stayed. in another universe the boys reconciled. in another universe they remained brothers until they were old and gray. in another universe liam recovered and found peace.

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then and now 😮‍💨

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me, a larrie, after getting larry videos on my tiktok fyp

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time to read about those two men falling in love again. they're kissing for the first time for the 5454754213715th time and i'm still surprised!

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“the little girls are gonna love them”

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the most fucked up thing 1d ever did was this

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I’ve lost friends and family before and gone through some truly awful things, but this grief feels different. I think it’s because I’ve never lost something so intrinsically and almost solely linked to joy. like that’s what 1d represented for me for so many years and still does. when I’m at my absolute lowest, to this day, I put on 1d songs to make me feel happier, and it always works. and now I’m at loss, because I don’t know what to reach for

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they were all brothers. they are all brothers.

no one, and i mean no one, will ever be able to understand those years and growing into adults in the bubble they were the way those five will. for five years, they saw each other more than they saw their own families. they became family. they share something so special that people nor circumstances will ever break— they shared their youth. they shared a flash of time together that shaped them from boys into men. and as much as we’ve talked about how integral liam was to our childhoods and growth through this band, a piece of the other four boys’ childhoods and youth also died yesterday. a piece of their history died yesterday. a face to their personal memories died yesterday. and it’s devastating.

they found a home in each other when they were so far away from home, and i cannot even begin to imagine the grief they are feeling and will continue to feel.

walking in the wind has the perfect line like “if you’re lost, just look for me. you’ll find me in the region of the summer stars” and i know for a lifetime to come those four guys will be living that out as the years go on.

my entire chest aches for them. they deserve all the space and grace during this delicate time.

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Louis' tribute to Liam via instagram - 17.10

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liam. oh liam. god. he was the one i worried so much about ever since the band. like, it used to be zayn but when zayn left and grew i thought "ok, he's going to be ok" because you could see after a while that the band was not good for zayn. you could see it. but liam, god. he carried so much weight, all the time. from the band all the way to the present, he was the guy who was supposed to be put together. he was "daddy direction" he was. yeah. he was that guy. and i know it weighed on him. i KNOW it did. the drinking and the fucking spiraling he went through after the band, it was all connected. and i'm not. defending his choices, i'm not. but i'm grieving him and i'm aching for him, and. i just wanted him to be okay. i really really thought that he would be okay. and he's not. and i'm. fucking heartbroken about it.

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i miss harry's watermelon sugar macarena dance

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Harry Styles: Behind the Album