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Looks and Differences

When i was in elementary and highschool i was not very fond of putting light make up around my face plus i have a dark skin complexion, no one really paid attention to me and that’s why i never ever joined on to any groups that has thesame hobbies as me..

By the time i was in my 2nd year in high school there was this one girl that approached me and told me that “every time i see you I don’t know why but it annoys me” and by that time i knew that i would never belong to any groups, when i was in my 3rd year highschool I started liking KPOP but since it was 2013 the only popular artists were BTS Exo Snsd Boyfriend 2ne1 and other Kpop artists who also made history that era. And at the same time i also gained friends there were 7 of us. We enjoyed the company of one another ... a lot 💖 even if we were never the popular ones. Every now and then people would recognize my friends but me? They don’t even know who i am, but that’s okay because at least i have my true friends.

By the time i went to college and since its on a different county i decided to change my appearance bit by bit, I started straightening my hair, applying moisturizer on my face and after i knew it boys would like me. But what hurt me the most is every sem breaks i would go back to my old county because thats where my parents leave and every time i hangout with my old friends some acquaintances would not recognize me anymore. Maybe because I’ve changed. Some were shocked that i had a changed my appearance and some where pleased because they knew that im pretty i just never get to tweak my self a little bit. And thats when i knew that when i was in highschool i was definitely a nobody because of my appearance.

People would always tend to pull you down because they don’t like the way you look, speak, or even just breathe. Believe me there a some people who are like that. But always remember to look on the bright side. Always put yourself first and just find the right set of friends. 🙂