shydamystic - Tumblr blog

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I quit my job yesterday, I had a breakdown due to #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and could not stay there any longer. Why does my brain make me this way?

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Oh nothing, just me once again being inconsistent with blogging like I said I would. The past few days have been rough but honestly I have reasons to let in the sunlight and I’m so thankful for them.

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The Start of Something Old and New

I have not blogged on Tumblr in such a long time this all feels very familiar yet foreign at the same time. I guess I don't mind shouting out to the void. My page is still going to be all over the place but I am also going to shine a significant light on my mental illness issues and hope I can probably help someone else....

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This. This is the one. 

"i like your personality" thanks it's professionally diagnosed

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This is super accurate. I hate when my hands touch strangers hands especially at drive thrus, it makes me physically nauseous .

I love this video so much. I thought I was the only person who experienced these things. this made me feel normal for the first time in my life.

to any other neurodivergent people out there: you're not crazy, or deranged, or disgusting. you're not a bad person. your intrusive thoughts are not your desires. and you are not alone.

ableists don't even make eye contact with this video.

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#STANTWICE

twice in i can’t stop me

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The accuracy in this is absolutely insane

Pass the gravy

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Being old and coming back

I have not been on here in over a year, almost two if not two? Honestly, feels no different than being on it before, probably will not be back for anything other than anime canon and cool wallpapers.

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What do boundaries feel like?

It is not my job to fix others.

It is okay if others get angry.

It is okay to say no.

It is not my job to take responsibility for others.

I do not have to anticipate the needs of others.

It is my job to make me happy.

No one has to agree with me.

I have a right to my own feelings.

I am enough.

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i’ll be honest i’m not even sure half of these are vines but here we go

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frozen grape dipped in chilled water

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me, a witch having a bad mental health day: *shoves a bunch of different crystals in my pockets* rocks pls

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Me, empty and can’t feel anything except the hole in my chest that can’t be filled: I would do anything to feel again

Me, two minutes later having a mental breakdown: undo

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jisun x idol room preview

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(181010) fromis_9 - love bomb ❤️

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Chaeyoung x Idol League

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we’ve been sleeping on this picture of jin taking a bath with taehyung for far too long