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Should I return?

I feel like I should...make a reapperance. 

Anyone interested in picking up our old stories? I think I’m okay now!  (left due to mental health reasons last time!) 

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( beneath the mask )

So I’ve been in a weird state of mind lately.  I also made a new blog for just writing fics. Started with a salt fic, and I also have two parts of an angst fic up.  If you guys wanna read my stuff, feel free to follow me here.

Also I’ll get to everything I owe very soon.  Life kinda...caught up with me during my hiatus.  Not fun... but thank you all so much for your patience. 

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( beneath the mask )

Alright, I know I said I’d be back by now, but some stuff has happened. I haven’t exactly had the time I thought I would at the start of everything, sad right? Well after the first (so GROUNDHOG DAY!) I’ll definitely be back and ready and here for everyone! I’m sorry that this hiatus took longer than anticipated! You guys are all so patient and amazing!

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Do you like  EYEBALL GIRLS?   What about murder mysteries? If you said yes to either of these things … then you should give this post a reblog to interact with Aiba from the FANTASTIC game, Ai the somnium files!    Written by Fauna.   

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So...I won’t be back until the 24th...or just when i finish my photoshop and coding commissions. Below is a list of all the stuff I owe...it’s kinda scary at first sight.  Coding Commissions: 5 Photoshop Commissions: 21 Stories here: 8 (not including stuff on my discord).  Setup elsewhere: 2 pages of content to alter, post orders to set up and manage, discussions to set up, research to do.  Stories Elsewhere: 3 (hahahaha! i thought there’d be more!) 

This...just sucks. I wanna be active, I really do, but right now I just wanna slap something/one because all of the requests piling up are making me irritable, and honestly...with how superfluous my muse for Mari is right now, it’s sad because I don’t want that to bleed into my being here, ya know??

Honestly tho...thank you all for your patience,  kindness, and overall amazement. I never thought tumblr would be a second home to me, but all of you have made it so. You’re all so wonderful! I can’t even begin to express my joy at being here with you guys! 

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☆彡   STEVEN   UNIVERSE :   LYRICAL   PROMPTS  .

“   we’ll   win   the   fight   and   then   go   out   for   pizza  !   ” “   we’ll   always   save   the   day  !   ” “   i   will   protect   you  .   ” “   i   will   fight   for   the   place   where   i   can   be   free  .   ” “   i   will   fight   to   be   everything   that   everyone   wants   me   to   be   when   i’m   grown  .   ” “   don’t   you   know   that   a   power   that   big   comes   with   a   bigger   expense  ?   ” “   i’m   telling   you   for   your   own   good ,   and   not   because   i’m  …   jealous  !   ” “   i   could   show   you   how   to   be   strong   in   the   real   way  .   ” “   i   want   to   inspire   you  .   ” “   if   i   could   begin   to   be   half   of   what   you   think   of   me   i   could   do   about   anything  .   ” “   i   could   even   learn   how   to   love   like   you  .   ” “   i   always   thought   i   might   be  bad ,   now   i’m   sure   that   it’s   true ;   ‘cause   i   think   you’re   so   good   and   i’m   nothing   like   you  .   ” “   look   at   you   go  !   ” “   i   just   adore   you  .   ” “   i   wish   that   i   knew   what   makes   you   think   i’m   so   special  .   ” “   if   i   could   begin   to   do   something   that   does   right   by   you ,   i   would   do   about   anything  .   i   would   even   learn   how   to   love  .   ” “   i   don’t   want   that   for   you  .   ” “   i   have   to   protect   you  !   what   if   somehow   you   get   hurt  ?   ” “   you’re   better   off   not   knowing   the   trouble   i’m   in  .   ” “   i   don’t   want   you   to   worry  .   ” “   you   don’t   have   to   be   a   part   of   this  !   i   don’t   think   i   want   you   to   be  !   ” “   you   don’t   need   this  …   you   don’t   need   me  .   ” “   alright  .   everything   begins   with   your   stance  .   ” “   keep   your   stance   wide ,   keep   your   body   lowered  .   ” “   concentrate  !   don’t   you   want   him   /   her   /   them   to   live  ?!   ” “   deep   down ,   you   know   you   weren’t   built   for   fighting  .   ” “   when   you   live   for   someone   you’re   prepared   to   die  .   ” “   with   my   short   existence ,   i   can   make   a   difference  !   ” “    i   think   you’re   INSANE  !   …   but   i   guess   i   am   too  .   anyone   would   be   if   they   were   stuck   with   you  .   ” “   what   do   you   ever   see   here   that   doesn’t   make   you   feel   worse   than   you   do  ?   ” “   what’s   the   use   of   feeling   blue  ?   ” “   what’s   the   use   of   feeling ,   _____  ?   ” “   you’ve   got   to   be   a   leader ,   ______  !   ” “   oh ,   won’t   it   be   grand   to   get   rid   of   them   all  ?   ” “   it’s   okay ,   it’s   okay  …   ” “   you’ve   got   nothing   to   fear  .   i’m   here  …   ” “   i’m   never   going   down   at   the   hands   of   the   likes   of   you  !   ” “   go   ahead ,   try   and   hit   me   if   you’re   able  !   ” “   i   think   you’re   just   mad   ‘cause   you’re   single  .   ” “   if   you   think   you   can   stop   me   then   you   need   to   think   again  .   ” “   i   know   you   think   that   i’m   not   something   you’re   afraid   of ,   ‘cause   you   think   that   you’ve   seen   what   i’m   made   of  .   ” “   i’m   stronger   than   you  .   ” “   isn’t   this   such   a   beautiful   night  ?   ” “   isn’t   it   nice   to   find   yourself   somewhere   different  ?   ” “   i’ve   never   seen   you   look   like   this   before  .   ”

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So it’s like...I want to be on here and do stuff, but then I forget that I have responses, and I keep getting suckered into doing all sorts of other things throughout the day that I just feel bad at the end of the day when it’s @catoukxn​ and I talking, because I feel like I’ve wasted the whole day instead of writing with all the cool people out here.  Then it’s like...the group I run is eating my time, and I only JUST started getting it back into gear...which should only take at max 3 more days...then commissions that I keep not doing for some reason...ugh.  I am a sham.  Anyway I’ll finally get to my posts today. Sorry I’m taking so long D:  Hopefully I can do my commissions too. Bleh. 

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Mun’s Asks: RP Edition

What was your first impression of the roleplay community on Tumblr? And what’s your impression of it now?

Tell us about the first fandom you roleplayed in. Are you still part of it or have you moved onto others?

Who was your first muse? 

How many roleplay blogs do you have?

What’s your oldest roleplay blog?

What are your thoughts on the current roleplay trends on here right now?

What is the one trend you miss the most that’s no longer popular or seen as much as it was before?

Are there other websites you roleplay on that’s not on Tumblr?

How long have you been roleplaying?

Are there any fandom(s) you avoid roleplaying in?

What made you start wanting to roleplay?

Are there any characters you’re interested in wanting to roleplay as? 

Are you interested in creating an oc and roleplaying as them?

What are your thoughts on duplicates?

What’s your impression on blogs who are selective/private?

What do you expect from others when they want to roleplay?

What are your thoughts on people who goes all out on the aesthetic for their blogs? Do you think they’re have the right to express their creativity however they want?

What’s the one thing you want to try the most on your blog?

Give us a headcanon about your muse that you never shared to anyone else or wanting to explore deeper.

Is there someone you admire on here?

What is it you prefer: angst, fluff, or smut? Why?

If you could recommend at least five blogs to your followers, who would they be?

What’s the one thing you dislike about the roleplaying community on Tumblr?

Where do you draw your inspiration from?

Do you still keep in touch with your old roleplay partners?

Is there anything you can change about your skills as a roleplayer?

What songs do you listen to when wanting to get into the mood of roleplaying?

Ever had a falling out with a partner?

Which fandom(s) do you wanna roleplay in/crossover with but you’re too afraid to approach?

Other than roleplaying, what’s your favorite hobby?

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Question starters

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Why are you doing this?

“Why does it have to be like this?”

“Why are you here?”

“Why are you lying?”

“What is your name?”

“What can I do to help?”

“What happened?”

“What am I supposed to say?”

“What’s the matter?”

“Who do you think you are?”

“Who cares?”

“Who is going to take the blame?”

“Who was going to tell me?”

“Who is responsible?”

“Where have you been?”

“Where are you going?”

“Where did all the money come from?

“Where are you hiding?

“Where is the love?”

“How could this happen?”

“How have you been?”

“How do you live with yourself?”

“How did we survive?”

“How are you still alive?”

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I love the way you portray Marinette. It's always fun getting new stuff from you whether it's here or Disord. Honestly, your portrayal is 'spot on'

I just…wanna immortalize this??? Cause like…it makes my insecurities about playing her melt away~ Thank you minou~Looks like I’m not paying as much attention to my actions as I should be! Whoopsie! Anyway…it’s the same for you really! Your responses keep me going and bring the biggest smiles to my face! Even in the angsty stories! You’re definitely ‘the cat’s meow’

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Open Ask: P5 Palace Meme

@linkyofmuses​ asked: “Palace + 7 [Which sin they represent most]”

The sin that LB/Marinette represents most would probably be pride. While in the show she’s shown setting her pride aside a lot of the time, she has a lot of pride in almost everything she does, especially when she’s the Hero of Paris!  I think that it could get out of hand in one way though, not in her going over the top with it, but her losing every semblance of it that she once had, giving in to self loathing and falling apart. I definitely can’t see any other scenario for her needing a palace aside from introversion and losing the pride she once had.  I know that it seems more like she’ll give in to sloth or lust or something, but to me the biggest parts of her are centered on her pride, and when she loses it, it’s like she’s losing a big part of her real self, and at that point she won’t be able to really come back from it without major help. 

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Open Ask: P5 Palace Meme

@sunsreign​ asked: “Palace + 2 [The keywords to get into the palace]”

Keywords are: Fallen Hero of a Damaged Paris Fallen Hero being; her insecurities lead to a palace similar to Futaba’s, where her distorted view of herself is the description needed to see her.  And like Kaneshiro she’d be responsible for the whole city, so as a location, all of Paris works just fine.  The reason that Damaged is used as opposed to anything else is because she views herself as damaged, should she get to the point of needing a palace, it would be something in ruins, broken, similar to the Parsian future she saw in Chat Blanc.  So once again: Location: All of Paris, Concept: Fallen Hero, Distortion: Damaged

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Send ‘Palace’ + a number and I will explain;

Based off the Palaces in Persona 5;

What my muse palace look like

The keywords to get into the palace

What their treasure is within the palace

What the treasure take form after being taken out of the palace

How the shadows look like (the enemies, cognition, etc)

What their shadow self look like + how they behave

Which sin they represent the most

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Protective Starters

Feel free to change pronouns!

“Get behind me.”  “I can take care of myself.” “I got hurt, so what? You’re safe, that’s all that matters.”  “What were you thinking?”  “That was stupid and dangerous, you’re lucky you didn’t get hurt… or worse.”  “Will you relax? I’m fine.”  “I would never forgive myself if you died when I could have saved you.” “Just stay quiet and let me take the heat, okay?”  “I don’t want you getting in trouble because of me!”  “I can’t let you do that.”  “I don’t need your protection.”  “I’m going to make him pay for what he’s done to you…” “At least put a coat on, it’s freezing out there!” “Be careful, alright?”  “Stop being such a mother hen!” “Thanks for looking out for me.” “Don’t worry, I got your back.” “You can’t protect me forever.” “I can’t lose you! I won’t lose you.” 

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Open Ask: Between You and These Bones Prompt Meme

@reversedxwildcard​ asked: “The problem is you keep trying to use your eyes.”

"Meh meeh meh meh, meh meh meeh meh!" she shot back at the detective in an irate tone. "Of course I'm trying to use my eyes! I can't exactly see with my ears!" she snapped, before realizing that she needed to do exactly that...because sight was betraying her. "O-oh..." she whispered, before shaking her head and closing her eyes. If she could pick up on the sounds surrounding her, then she could pick up on the bell around her purse, if it had been moved around. The new bell that she had recently put on it, in case she did lose it as she expected. Closing her eyes she took a deep breath and concentrated on the sounds around her. A lot of it was teenagers, speaking in such a rushed pace that the words flew past her, and adults, tapping on the screens of their electronics that the "doot doot doot"'s of their devices gave their own rhythmic patterns, and faintly...behind her...was the sound of the bell she had gotten used to hearing. The bell around her purse.

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ᴛᴀɴɢʟᴇᴅ sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴍᴇᴍᴇ       sᴇɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ( ᴏʀ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ) ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴍᴜsᴇ!

❝ This is the story of how I died. ❞

❝ That’s when people usually start to look for a miracle. ❞

❝ And for that one moment, everything was perfect. ❞

❝ Why can’t I go outside? ❞

❝ The outside world is a dangerous place filled with horrible, selfish people. You must stay here where you’re safe. ❞

❝ All the things we’ve seen and its only eight in the morning. ❞

❝ Stop taking everything so seriously. ❞

❝ Stop with the mumbling, you know how I feel about the mumbling. ❞

❝ I distinctly remember your birthday was last year. ❞

❝ That’s the funny thing about birthdays, they’re kind of an annual thing. ❞

❝ I can’t believe that after all we’ve been through together, you don’t trust me. ❞

❝ Okay, okay, okay…I’ve got a person in my closet. ❞

❝ I do hate leaving you after an argument, especially when I’ve done absolutely nothing wrong. ❞

❝ You are not leaving this tower! Ever! ❞

❝ Ugh, great. Now I’m the bad guy. ❞

❝ I’ll be back in three days time. I love you very much, dear. ❞

❝ I know why you’re here and I’m not afraid of you. ❞

❝ The only thing I want to do with your hair is to get out of it. ❞

❝ Who are you, and how did you find me? ❞

❝ I know not who you are nor how I came to find you, but may I just say…hi. How ya doin’? ❞

❝ I was being chased, I saw a tower, I climbed it. End of story. ❞

❝ I have made the decision to trust you. ❞

❝ Tomorrow evening they will light the night sky with these lanterns. ❞

❝ When I promise something, I never ever break that promise. ❞

❝ I didn’t want to have to do this but you leave me no choice. ❞

❝ Well that’s okay, what she doesn’t know won’t kill her. ❞

❝ I’m a despicable human being. ❞

❝ You know I can’t help but notice you seem a little at war with yourself here. ❞

❝ This is part of growing up. ❞

❝ Stay calm. It can probably smell fear. ❞

❝ Haven’t any of you ever had a dream? ❞

❝ Go. Live your dream. ❞

❝ Someone get me a glass, ‘cause I just found me a tall drink of water. ❞ 

❝ Let’s just assume for the moment that everyone in here doesn’t like me. ❞

❝ I have got to get me one of these. ❞

❝ I was going to offer you something worth one thousand crowns, would have made you rich beyond belief. ❞

❝ A gift like that, well, it has to be protected. ❞

❝ You can’t tell anyone about this, okay? It could ruin my reputation. ❞

❝ Well a fake reputation is all a man has. ❞

❝ Why would he/she like you, come on now really. ❞

❝ Look at you! Do you think that he/she’s impressed? ❞

❝ I just listened to the sound of complete and utter betrayal and followed that. ❞

❝ All good things to those who wait. ❞

❝ Well I hope you came to apologize. ❞ 

❝ I need you not to get him arrested. ❞

❝ What if its not everything I dreamed it would be? ❞

❝ And what if it is? What do I do then? ❞

❝ You get to go find a new dream. ❞

❝ I’m not scared anymore. ❞

❝ We want him/her instead. ❞

❝ The world is dark and selfish and cruel. If it finds even the slightest ray of sunshine, it destroys it. ❞

❝ I’m the lost princess. ❞

❝ I’ve spent my entire life hiding from people who would use me for my power. ❞

❝ But I should have been hiding from you. ❞

❝ Where will you go? He/She won’t be there for you. ❞

❝ That criminal is to be hanged for his crimes. ❞

❝ You want me to be the bad guy? Fine. Now I’m the bad guy. ❞

❝ Let’s see how fast you can run. ❞

❝ We’re going where no one will ever find you again. ❞

❝Our secret will die with him. ❞

❝ I will never stop trying to get away from you. ❞

❝ I can’t let you die. ❞

❝ But if you do this, then you will die. ❞

❝ You were my new dream. ❞

❝ Did I ever tell you I got a thing for brunettes? ❞

❝ After years and years of asking, and asking, and asking, I finally said yes. ❞

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Alright I know.  I’ve got 4 more responses to do.  2 - @kxllingjoke​ 2 - @linkyofmuses​ I didn’t forget, and don’t want you guys to feel cast aside! But one of each of your responses got eaten earlier when my computer crashed so...I’m kind of not in the mood to further my writing right now????  ANYWAY THOUGH!!!! I will be back soon enough! I just want you guys to know you’re not forgotten!