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i have understood so many things about online leftist culture by the fact that when i said "your local community has people you will morally and politically disagree with but you cannot lock them out of accessing any tangible service you’re organising" one of the tags responding said "this isn’t about proshippers in here you’re not welcome" like. folks. focus with me. some of us are homeless here.

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feels so embarrassing to b hyperfixated on your own oc like the smallest thing that reminds you of them has you giggling and kicking your legs and smiling goofy in public but it’s like sorry everyone i was thinking about shmoopsie from my brain again. yeah the one like max 10 ppl know about

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she nothing on my nothing til i nothing. celibacy

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made a bunch of gundam affirmations inspired by that one instagram account

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Absolutely losing my mind over this text I got from a client today

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Based on traits from real pigeon breeds. Lower values = smaller part, or in the case of frillback normal feathers rather than curly ones

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thank you firefox, these are definitely my usernames.

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this too shall bass

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If it wasn’t for the existence of the shrimp pose, I think the croissant leap would be my favorite cat form

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Inverted ballpoint pen drawing!! The first picture is what I drew and the second picture is the inverted final piece

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*pounds a monster at 9pm* why can't I ever sleep at night

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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hey if you read this post you are hereby forever immune from posts that say you have to reblog them or you're a bad person. you're immune now. next time you see one of those, just remember this post and say "i am inoculated against this" and go about your day unbothered by fake rules

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Would anyone like to join me in my New Year's tradition of reading about good things that happened this year?

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not gonna lie, when i saw that a cybertruck had exploded i legit didn't realize it was some sort of premeditated thing, i just thought it was just another extreme flaw in it's design. i had no idea fireworks were involved, i honest to god thought it just did that on its own