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in a better mood, no longer numb and i have laughed today. still feel like crying though and i really want someone to cuddle with.

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i’m gonna cry i want someone to cuddle with

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i’m lonely and touchstarved and my bi dumbass wants to be kissed

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i feel numb

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whoops its saying i don’t have a valid email address, guess i can’t 

30 day free trial of being okay

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i am tiny and sad

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me @ myself: yeah im gettin real fuckin sick of ur shit buddy

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also my allergies have started acting up again. i take allergy meds every day and barely go outside so they shouldn’t be this bad. 

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she’s right i am

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k i might be meeting my best friend irl at the park sometime soon. i can’t wait, i need human contact

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also i’m really fucking touchstarved and want human contact

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oh and it looks like i have depression too btw. turns out i have like. most of the symptoms. (not suicidal tho)

let’s see which ones i have. 

Mood: anxiety, apathy, general discontent, guilt, hopelessness, loss of interest or pleasure in activities, mood swings, or sadness

Behavioral: agitation, excessive crying, irritability, restlessness, or social isolation

Sleep: early awakening, excess sleepiness, insomnia, or restless sleep

Whole body: excessive hunger, fatigue, or loss of appetite

Cognitive: lack of concentration, slowness in activity, or thoughts of suicide

Weight: weight gain or weight loss

Also common: poor appetite or repeatedly going over thoughts

23/27. that’s great. 

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^^me right now

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i’m tired and i’m anxious and nothing feels good

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not doing so well. got too much to do but can’t get anything done.

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i still have shit self-esteem though.

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actually been doing real well lately. wondering how long that's gonna last.