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hyeonje-ssi... 🫣💛💛💛✨✨

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hj

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**tsctir novel ending spoilers!!**

THERE HE IS, GETTING TORN APART, MUTILATED, RIPPED LIMB FROM LIMB OVER AND OVER AGAIN, BRAIN TORN TO ABSOLUTE SHREDS, AND THE ONLY THING ANCHORING HIM IS A SILLY MOMENT HE HAD WITH YOOJIN??? AND THE SWEET JOKE OF A PROMISE TO GO TO THE AQUARIUM???? EVEN WHEN HE COULDN'T REMEMBER WHAT AN AQUARIUM WAS ANYMORE, EVEN WHEN HE COULDNT LINK HIS NAME TO HIMSELF ANYMORE, HE HELD ON DESPITE IT ALL

OK SO WHO WAS GONNA TELL ME THAT SHJ WAS LITERALLY GOING TO BE KILLED OVER AND OVER FOR MULTIPLE DAYS AND THE ONLY REASON HIS SENSE OF SELF STAYED INTACT WAS BECAUSE OF THE MEMORY OF HYJ WRITING HIS NAME AND OCCUPATION ON HIS HANDS, AND THE UNFULFILLED PROMISE OF GOING ON AN AQUARIUM DATE????? WHO THOUGHT THIS WAS OK?????

Sung Hyunjae. Sesung Guild Leader.

It didn’t matter if his past was erased, if the present was unclear, or if the future would shatter into pieces. Those two words defined him. Another memory emerged.

An aquarium.

He had retained two memories. Himself and his purpose. The name inscribed on his palm and the promise to go to the aquarium. Even if he were completely wiped away, as long as those two things remained, he could stand up and walk without hesitation.

AND THROUGHOUT IT ALL, HE FEELS SADNESS JUST BECAUSE HE DOESNT KNOW IF HE'LL BE BACK BEFORE THE END OF HYJ'S LIFESPAN??? I'M CRYING WAIT HERE'S THE QUOTE-

How long would Han Yoojin’s lifespan be? Sung Hyunjae was confident he could endure until the end. But he could not guarantee Han Yoojin’s remaining time. Even if he aged so much that he could not recognize him, it was fine. Even if the world completely changed, it did not matter. Even if it was a barren place dried up without a drop of water in the aquarium, it would be enough just to visit. Even if there was not a single minnow left, he could think of, draw, and talk about the largest whale shark.

Sung Hyunjae stood up again. His golden eyes grew wet. A tear fell soundlessly. It wasn’t out of despair or frustration. It was just pure.

- It was sadness.

“How could one not be sad? I loved those times.”

Every moment of living in his world. The life of Sung Hyunjae. Even if Han Yoojin’s life came to an end, Sung Hyunjae still had death awaiting him. His sincere death would certainly come and present him with an end.

So, he was neither anxious nor afraid. He was simply sad.

GOD TO BE LOVED SO DEEPLY THAT ALL THAT SHJ ASKS FOR IS HYJ'S PRESENCE WHEN HE RETURNS. NO MATTER HOW MUCH THE WORLD CHANGES, NO MATTER HOW OLD HYJ GETS, HE JUST HOPES THAT HE'S THERE

WAAA THIS NOVEL MADE ME SO SICK IM CRYING

AND THEN

AND THEN AFTER ALL THIS -

“I’ve come to rescue you, princess!”

Han Yoojin shouted.

Sung Hyunjae laughed, utterly delighted.

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“You were my ideal type from head to toe.” Strong, poised, a successful adult in society. And, well, I was jealous of your looks too. Not your face, but your height and build. The face is nice to look at, but having it myself would be too much pressure. [...] “And when you loitered around near me, did you think I wouldn’t develop any affection?” [...] His damp hair, those golden eyes beneath it, still sparkled. It was not just his appearance but his entire presence that was beautiful. He was still someone I could call my ideal type, yet it was different from before.

– The S Classes that I Raised – Chapter 812: Ideal Type

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Mythbusters have 3 categories of myths

the general public doesnt know how physics works

the general public doesnt know how lying works

oh crap this ones real

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Han Yoojin, no one can make me hate you 🖤

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THE SWIMMING PIC HAS ME SOBBING 😭😭

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This guy won’t leave

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your brother is basically a classic person to kill

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the Star l the Sun l the Moon

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SHAMPOO (@SHP1225) on X

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“Sung Hyunjae-ssi." A true caregiver. Or, just a caregiver. "I love you.” [...] Sung Hyunjae drew a short breath. "…Han Yoojin-gun. Yoojin-ah.” “No matter how you change, it's okay. No matter which path you take, it doesn’t matter. Just as long as it’s what you want. If you want to live, then live." And I, too, wished for that. An invisible power moved, gently surrounding both me and Sung Hyunjae. [...] “I love you, is it?” Sung Hyunjae's hair moved very slightly. For a moment, it seemed to glint like silver. “You noticed, right? The keyword.” “To some extent.” Of course, he knew. “In the beginning, you used to say it sometimes, to me as well.” “Yes, I tried.” “But after a certain point, you stopped. [...] You didn’t even joke about it.” “Well, it’s not something you say easily.” Going around saying “I love you” here and there isn’t quite right. “Isn’t it the opposite?” “Pardon?” “A keyword for saying it easily. As a caregiver, it’s a sentiment you should express more than anyone.” “…Ah.” “But it ironically makes you reluctant to say it.” Saying “I love you” isn’t bad. In fact, it’s a phrase that’s good to say a lot. It wouldn’t hurt to say it habitually every morning and evening. If it’s sincere, it’s a pleasant thing to hear repeatedly. “You’re right. Actually, it’s not a word to feel embarrassed about. Wait, wait!” “I love you, Yoojin-ah.” I screamed instinctively. Goosebumps ran all over my body. “No, I still can’t handle it! I need an adjustment period, ten years at least!” Sung Hyunjae chuckled as he watched me jump up. [...] “I assume there was a restriction about revealing the keyword as well.” “As sharp as ever. But now, I’m free from the system’s influence. The system’s restrictions are more like conditions for guiding, aren’t they?” [...] Now, I no longer had the system or skill window. [...] “The ‘I love you’ I said earlier was more a way to convey my feelings clearly than a keyword.” That you’re precious to me, and that I want to help you achieve what you desire.

– The S Classes that I Raised – Chapter 853

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Truce

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I like to imagine Hua Cheng showing off in the water b4 sauntering up to Xie Lian like an alluring mermaid and postering for a kiss

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"Is this because of Crescent Moon?" [...] "It would put anyone in a terrible mood." [...] Holding my gaze for a moment, Sung Hyunjae took an item out of his inventory. Long fingers put the sound-blocking item on the table with a tap. "Are you worried about me?" "Worried? What's there to worry about when it's you? I'm just-" I stopped talking and closed my mouth. "...Yes. I'm worried." To be honest. [...] "I should thank you." "Ah, what for? I've already received what I was to receive. Besides, for me, it's not just you, but everyone around me. I don't want to lose you." [...] "It's true that the past I don't know of is bothering me, but..." Golden eyes looked up at me. "What I'm concerned about now is another part." Hmm? What else is there? "What is it?" He didn't return an answer. What came out after a moment's silence was something completely unexpected, "Wouldn't it be better for you to get some rest?" "I rested without doing anything in particular, both in the dungeon and since we've gotten out." I'm just talking. I was a little sleepy but I feel fine for now. "Don't change the subject, please." Sung Hyunjae's brow furrowed slightly. His expression seemed - how to say it - troubled. I was even more curious about what it was. Was it something he didn't want to talk about? Why? I thought he didn't care about other's thoughts. Ah... could it be? "Is it because I showed a weak side of myself?" [...] He cared about me anyways. As ever. Otherwise, he would've said so out loud. "From the start, I was and will continue to be imperfect but you know that. So if you have anything to say, just say it. I won't be able to fall apart any further at this point and I think I could accept whatever it is that you have to say." "For some reason..." "Yes?" "I want to lay bare what's inside you. Everything down to the depths of you."

chapter 282-283: Burning's Also Neat

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**tsctir chapter 413 spoilers!!**

“I heard you went to the aquarium with the kids. It’s not far from here, so I’ll ask you out on a date.”

“There will only be empty tanks, though?”

“That’s not too bad either.”

“You have quite the peculiar taste. What kind of date? It seems like you’re ready to drag me along by force. Are you planning to throw me into a tank again this time? If I become one of the fish you raise, does that count as a promotion? It’s better than being a common F-rank, right?”

“With such peculiar taste, it makes me want to put a muzzle on you.”

“You can’t be talking like that while holding chains in front of the kids. Kids, don’t listen. You shouldn’t associate with adults like him. Stay away, stay away.”

GUYS I WAS REREADING THROUGH MY JINJAE SCREENSHOTS AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT HOW FREAKY THESE BITCHES GOT IN THE EARLIER SCENES IM CRYING