shootingstarboy

[shootingstarboy]

There are some days when death seems like a friend you miss a lot. I have been defeated and humiliated in life.

Itna zalil ho gya hu k jeene ka hosla tut jaa raha hai. Allah mujhe maaf kare.

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Fuck this bs man.

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Sometimes I wonder why I am still alive. I am imprisoned in my agony.

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The pain comes in waves. The suffering truly never ends.

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Life is becoming unbearable. Its so toxic.

I can't ask anyone for help even if I want to.

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I can't ask anyone for help even if I want to.

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Not all girls deserve any of your love, but one girl deserves all of it.

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Sometimes you feel so damaged that when you think about marriage you just go like, "nah, no point in ruining someone's life. People probably deserve better."

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my parents never taught me to love myself. now my life is almost a mess and i hate myself.

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ya Allah, even if its taking time, allow me to be a good man. so that i can provide the good things for my future wife, give her and my children the happiness i didn’t get.

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the most beautiful small stories are two broken people coming together, consoling each other and living by themselves at a distance from everyone, helping each other take care of themselves and growing like two plants in a pot.

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some of us are broken so badly by people we call society, family & friends that its a whole anxiety attack to think about reaching out to someone and making a connection.

i mean who would want to take the burden of living with such a traumatized trained-wreck of a person lol.

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wth is wrong with our muslims parents these days man???

they find out their kids are dating behind their backs and they ignore it, but when kids want to get married they throw in family tradition, sociality, family status, job & income.

thats messed up...

where were all these concerns when they were doing haram man wth???

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Sad hours vibing.

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I feel sad. I pray Allaah forgives my sins and admits me to His jannah despite my shortcomings and lowly existence.

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I can't wait to get a proper job and get married. Ya Allaah 😿🤲