shit-jerky

[shit-jerky]

Why do I feel like everyone is lying to me

[shit-jerky]

It’s so fucking hard to live with the constant need for reassurance and validation. Every little word every little action has me worried everyone hates me, or that they’re not telling me the whole truth. It’s exhausting to worry all day

[shit-jerky]

[shit-jerky]

“I want the part of you that you refuse to give.”

— Ellen Hopkins

[shit-jerky]

“Why not take a chance and bet on happiness?”

— Jenny Han

[shit-jerky]

[shit-jerky]

Maybe what I crave doesn't really exist.

[shit-jerky]

I want your everything.

[shit-jerky]

There's so much I want to say to you.

[shit-jerky]

I'm so tired and so sad that all I want right now is to lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat, to calm all my storms inside my head.

[shit-jerky]

at the end of the day i see you as a person who belongs in my life, someway, somehow

[shit-jerky]

All I need you to do is stay.

[shit-jerky]

Will you still want me as time goes on?

[shit-jerky]

my heart has no safe place to rest

[shit-jerky]

what would it take for me to be enough ?

[shit-jerky]

...and then there was you.

[shit-jerky]

I have no one to go to and I feel so incredibly hurt but I can’t stop myself from doing this