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peace and calm

felt like writing for shinichiro again

It was one of those late October days when the colours flare up once more before they finally fade away - one of those days when you think you can feel a last memory of summer, even though sweaters and corduroy pants have long since populated the streets.

Far from all turbulences of the city, at the shore, the wind was rougher. Invisible fingers pulling at the strands of your hair, ruining every attempt to keep your [frisur] in check. In a calm rhythm wave clashed against land, always taking something with them into the broad sea. Occasionally a car passed by, but none of them would ever stop in a secluded place like this. The idyllic peace was never interrupted so you were alone with the rush of the sea in your ears, the prickled of the last sunrays of the day on your skin and your thoughts in your mind.    

You were used to this, willingly allowed you to be surrounded by peacefulness and nothing alike. What you were not used to was the faint smell of cigarettes which tickled your nose, a sensation unfitting for this setting. Drawn by curiosity your head turned to the side, away from the scenery towards a young boy. Not much further away leaned his frame against his bike. Contrary to the never resting waves and the moving leaves he stood tall and proud, his eyes closed.

Another lone soul seeking for a moment of quiet peace, you figured. This place was your favorite spot but not once did you spot other people. What brought him here? You wondered.

Suddenly he opened his eyes and his black orbs met yours. Abashed your head whipped to the side too fast. Your gaze starred holes into the ocean in a weakly attempt to hide that you had been starring a bit too long.  

“It’s nice here, right?”, a deep voice startled you and made you jump. You heard him chuckle and a breathy “sorry” was heard as he sat down next to you. A polite distance between you. His cigarette fell to the ground and with enough pressure from his foot the little glimmer died. When did he went over to you?

When he opened his mouth to speak you were about to interrupt him, tried to keep the silence for a moment longer but with his first words his voice lured you away from your thoughts and put you on a journey to the unknown.

At the start your mind didn't register his words, instead fell your gaze onto his features. Brighter than the sun was his sheepish smile, his eyes were darker than the night, but it wasn’t uncomfortable or scary. With the sun going down he talked you through the night into a world lit up by moon and stars and for the first time, you thought, you understood what the words peace and calm truly meant.

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is the tr fandom dead or are there still a few ppl out there because i want to start writing again

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send me requests for tr and maybe I'll write again

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I can't remember the last time I checked my tl by now most people changed their layout and content it's so messy

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tr ending was so dissatisfying. happy ending is nice but why making everyone alive again? where did everyones story and character development go or was this all just like a fever dream?

how did the Shiba siblings made up? Stop Taiju after beating his siblings only three times instead of years and tell him it's not to late to stop or what?

akashi siblings suddenly loving each other even though there was tension even before the airplane incident?

izana suddenly a saint?

just no 😭

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Generally feel so bad for Sanzu though, poor kid lost both Mikey and Shinichiro then suddenly turns up in a strange timeline with no explanation.

He went straight to Shin though to try and figure it out, confessed something that must've been difficult to say especially with judgement from others. I think it shows how much he trusts Shinichiro that he knew he would take him seriously/ comfort him.

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each chapter makes me fall in love with him more and more

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I don't know if I should cry over the shinichiro panels, the story or shinichiro first

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twenty first

Shinichiro's 20 consecutive rejections of his confessions and the first time everything was different part 1

It’s been too many years and Shinichiro could barely remember the first time he fell in love with a woman. His naïve kindergarten brain thought his kindergarten teacher would be the love of his life, waiting for him to grow up until he was old enough to marry her. To the little boy she was almost as pretty as his mother – he promised his mother would always be his number one and Shinichiro was raised to keep his word – and even as his kindergarten teacher told him she would be old and wrinkled by then he insisted to love her unconditionally. His grandpa told him wrinkles are signs of maturity and wisdom and from his little experience Shinichiro learned that older people bake the best cakes so his mind didn’t come up with a reason why it should be bad to grow older. For months Shinichiro worked hard and poured his soul into drawing a picture of his future family with his caretaker as his wife in a beautiful wedding dress. His world crumbled down as she carefully broke down the message that she was already happily married.

The second time Shinichiro confessed to a girl was in elementary school. His gaze lingered a little bit too long as he watched his classmate shove some chocolate cookies into her mouth during break. Her fingers and lips dirty with chocolate but she didn’t care as her smile was wide and bright. The little boy wondered if her cookies tasted anything like the ones his mother always baked for his birthday and for a moment he saw himself exchanging cookies with this girl. With fresh flowers he plucked from the school garden he collected all his confidence only to get instantly rejected. Boys are stupid, was her answer.

The third time Shinichiro got rejected by a girl was the following spring. He felt like the king on the playground and even other kids looked up to him. Nearly everyone except one certain girl. With brimming confidence, she climbed up the jungle gym, played superhero in her own world and ignoring the enraged shouts of the other kids telling her that she was supposed to stand on the ground below the king. Shinichiro admired her bravery and wanted to make her his queen. He was humbled pretty soon and later he was glad Takeomi wasn’t with him on this day.

Middle school was prime time of his life – or so Shinichiro thought. When he walked through the gate of his new middle school he felt like another person; different from his lame elementary school self. He was grown up now and also a big brother. With little Manjiro sleeping save in his arms he realized his huge responsibility and he was taking that seriously. Shinichiro was almost an adult. The reality was just puberty. Overestimating himself he confessed to the prettiest girl from class 2-B in front of other older boys and humiliated himself. Not only humiliation but also pain and bruises where the consequences and the fourth rejection of his life.

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why can’t shinichiro be real I want him

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will I ever stop talking about this? no.

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HIS BODY

HIS FACE

I CAN'T

HELP

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OMH OMG LMG K FKDMNSBAVAHVSB SHINICHIRO OK MG LOOK AT HOM IM SCREAMING

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happy shinichiro is my happiness

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the way he is so happy protect my heart he is too cute 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💕💕💕💕💕

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I just love him so much he deserves all happiness in life