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I don't need it

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errday

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im tryinnn

tag yourself im "allow all cookies"

(credit : @ fairyricecake on twt)

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I find it fascinating to look at the bones in my hands

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Just sayin man - the whole dang thing for 160. Not bad. Pricey tho.

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things i want to be

really hot

not poor

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Do you ever feel your fat rolls and get so enraged with yourself and you just want to tear them off of your body but you can literally do nothing about it in that moment.

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me:

my ed:

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hello i am not doing well

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ok so

I started at 212. in August.

I got down to 169 mid december. 

i lost my vyvance prescription and i gained weight.

i was back up to 178 in a week. its been 2 weeks since i weighed at 178 and this morning i weighed in at 173. thank fuck. i havent been doing well. ive been bingeing every goddamn day.

BUT IM FUCKING BACK.

LETS FUCKING DO THIS 

IM FUCKING READY.

SO FAR, 115 CALS DEEP INTO THIS DAY. 

cal goal: under 1,000.

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So my birthday was yesterday.

Woke up late as fuk so I didnt take my vyvanse.

We went the melting pot which is a fondue place.

Boi. I ate so much.

Like a lot ok. Probably damn near 3,000 cals.

But I only ate a bag of gardettos today so like..I'm ok i think 😭😭

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not today!

I would like to let my 3 followers know I didn’t binge

ty ✨

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Eating 700 calories and trying to remember under 1000 calories still qualify weight loss

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Grey Thinspo🌼

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