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꩜ . . . for mod midas ﹐ with the sun & flowers

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man of progress

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Renegade renegade renegade renegade

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you want them to text back but that's anxious attachment isn't it. it's just that you can feel on the wind when you're not wanted anymore. when they've fallen out of love in any small part of their marrow. you have a hawk's eye for disharmony. you can tell when she has begun packing her things.

don't be annoying. you want to write: i have never experienced unconditional love as an explanation but isn't that pathetic. in adulthood all love is conditional and it should be. you've been to too much therapy. touch grass. how sappy can you be.

but they don't reach for your hand while they're driving. they forget to ask you how you're doing. the call times no longer read 12:34:19. they're 30 minutes and perfunctory before she says baby please, i'm tired. i need to go to sleep. where in her life do you fit. why is it that you never fit into anyone's life very long. oblong creature with so many needs, spilling up and out and over everything. it's a fucking shame the first time she said she loved you it was for your independence. and now look at you.

hollow pit in your stomach, body shaking. fuck, not again. you're not going to ruin another relationship like this, codependent and toxic, spiraling. and in the other half of your brain: if that's your wife, wouldn't she want to hear it? wouldn't it be fine? wouldn't she just comfort you and you can both move on and nobody dies?

but you're crowding her! read another instagram Positive Vibes Only type of post that talks about calming your heart and your brain and your body. try to sit in silence. the thing is that you do have a life outside of her, remember? go back to it.

great news, your parents fucked you up and now you have no idea how to deal with love. you just keep wanting to be chosen. to be real to someone, all the way through. real and kept. held closely. seen as precious to somebody. why even is that? didn't you always swear that people can and should complete themselves? why are you so constantly driven to beg for love, doglike and barking?

it's just the tiny things. it's just that you have to weigh every silence and sentence like bricks on an exposed belly. you have no idea how to shut it off. every alarm bell in your body saying: this isn't safe. start scrambling. she's already going.

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some quotes from wilbur's nov 16th pov that make me feral

“You know what Wilbur, maybe I am clingy. Because I like my home.” -Tommy

“At the end of the day Tommy, I would say we’ve always got each other but we don’t. Cus if it goes wrong you’re probably gonna hate me.” “Oh”- Wilbur and Tommy

“Wilbur, let's take it back.” “Tommy, you know the rules. If this fails, it's going up.” “We can’t fail.” “That’s what me and Tommy said about the election and here we are.”- Tommy, Wilbur, Quackity

“We don’t want you to die Will.” “Nah plan B” “Wil there is no plan B!” “Niki I’m just telling you there's 11 and a half stacks of plan B.”- Tommy, Wilbur, Niki

“I know you had your points, you went on about your, your Chekhov's fucking gun! I know that that was all, all just talk now! Finally, you did this, and there wasn’t a single explosion.”- Tommy

“Tubbo, you’re a good kid and an even better spy.”- Wilbur

“There was a special place, there was. And that special place did exist once. But even with Tubbo in charge, I don’t think it can exist again.”- Wilbur

“Kill me Phil. Phil kill me. Phil kill me. Phil stab me with a sword, murder me now. Kill me, do it. Kill me Phil, murder me. Look they all want you to. Do it Phil, kill me.” “You’re my son!” “Phil kill me!” - Wilbur and Phil

“There was a traitor, I don’t know what Dream was talking about. There was a traitor, it's me and Techno. And now the server is gonna go into ruin thanks to us.”- Wilbur

“You’ve joined at the dawn of the end of civilization! Welcome! I hope you enjoy your stay. This is directed by Wilbur and Techno, the end of civilization.”- Wilbur

“This sever’s built on blowing up and burning, how are they shocked? How is anyone shocked by this?”- Wilbur

 “My finished symphony, I’ve finished. My great finished symphony.”- Wilbur

“I need to go and see this. I need to go see this unfold. I want to see this.”- Wilbur

“Tubbo! You are president of a crater! Enjoy.”- Wilbur

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YEAGHHH 💥💥 (I am mass reblogging my latest hyperfix 💪)

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Hey mouthwashing peeps.

Y’know how Anya stole and hid the gun when she realized she was pregnant? Straight up refused to tell Curly where it was bc she didn’t want Jimmy to know where it was and get a hold of it if/when he found out?

Remember how Jimmy stormed out of the med bay when Anya told him and Curly went to find him?

Remember where Curly found him?

He was outside of the cockpit doors.

He was either on his way to the utility cabinet to get the gun or already searched it and was about to go look for it when Curly found him.

So he knew the gun was gone and that Swansea had the axe, meaning the only two weapons on the ship were out of his reach.

He crashed the ship *after* he realized he couldn’t just kill Anya, he had to kill the whole crew. We know he crashed the ship so he wouldn’t deal with the repercussions of his actions, but holy shit.

Anya was scared he’d go ballistic and she was fucking right.

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an accomplice turned victim his apology, long overdue

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🌺DAISUKI🌺

More Mouthwashing fanart to come I promise

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HECK YEAHHH 💥💥

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"HEADLOCK" // MOUTHWASHING Animation

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Poor Curly my beloved 🥹🥩

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Mouthwashing if Anya told Swansea instead of Curly

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Quackity tweeted and replied to himself!

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whatever . Btw <- said with anguish