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OOC. i want to get back into some writing here and some of my favourite characters and learn to find balance in life, so i'm going to be archieving this blog and starting over. if you want me to follow you please give this a like, if you want me to move threads i'll definitly consider it but for the most part i'm gonna start fresh and condence my muse list!

[shefatalesarch]

OOC. i want to get back into some writing here and some of my favourite characters and learn to find balance in life, so i'm going to be archieving this blog and starting over. if you want me to follow you please give this a like, if you want me to move threads i'll definitly consider it but for the most part i'm gonna start fresh and condence my muse list!

[shefatalesarch]

OOC. i want to get back into some writing here and some of my favourite characters and learn to find balance in life, so i'm going to be archieving this blog and starting over. if you want me to follow you please give this a like, if you want me to move threads i'll definitly consider it but for the most part i'm gonna start fresh and condence my muse list!

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SHE WAS HARDLY PAYING ATTENTION at least until the moment in which she mentioned a make your own mac and cheese situation. she cocked her head and was nodding her head as she gestured a finger towards kate, "you best not be lying kate bishop." she spoke quickly as she grinned and started forwards as she cocked her head upwards as she licked her lips, "but i am curious, and i do wish to try these hot sauces." she mused as she looked to kate with an easy little grin.

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IT MADE HER LAUGH THAT THE OTHER WISHED TO SHOW HERthe likes of new york at christmas time. hadn’t they seen enough nearly destroying parts of it, although might not have been so bad if not for the unexpected contributions of the infamous kingpin and his problems, what was with this town, americans. “you mean besides that time i tried to kill barton.” it hadn’t been skating by any stretch, no skates, a fallen tree, and … disappointment. heartache even. “you’re not going to let this go ar— fine. show me. but there best be some mac & cheese in this along the way, this city has to have some acclaimed option somewhere, yeah?”

she sighed remembering how they first met ❝yeah, i mean actually with real skates and no plans to murder anyone. the only pain will probably be on your butt❞ however knowing how much the black widows were trained yelena would probably be very graceful. ❝there’s actually a mac and cheese resturant. you can customize what kind of cheese you want, spices, and even 5 different hot sauce❞ kate had remembered how much she had put on the pot of mac and cheese when she had broke into kate’s apartment

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CARINA HAD TO ADMIT A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING would be kind of nice. they deserved it with everything going on and trying to take the next step in their marriage and everything with work, and the changes against pregnancy. carina could use some time away to destress. find some relaxation, and perhaps some comfort, it would be wonderful. “i will admit i am really desperate for the distraction, so yes, yes i am excited and no interruptions.” she spoke, waving her hands lightly. she trusted jo, and her team at the hospital to be able to handle it. “i am just following your lead, mi amor.”

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THERE WAS A MISCHIEVOUS SORT OF GRIN upon her face that she could not help but maya was right. their trip would take longer if she interrupted it with how much she wanted her wife right now. she supposed it was worth the wait? or could be. “okay, okay.” she lifted her hands quickly in innocence before she turned towards maya and shifted some, “but only because i am very eager to be on this holiday where there will be plenty of time for all this.” she mused gesturing towards her giving that thigh one more innocent squeeze as she did.

                MAYA GRINNED a the brunette beside her in the car, knowing full well just how exciting their trip was going to be. The blonde herself was thankful to have someone to share this trip with, even more happier knowing it’s going to be with Carina. “I know just how eager you are to go on this trip my love. Because I for one am excited for this trip as well, to even just spend a couple of days with just you and me.” she spoke, chuckling as she squeezed her thigh again. Maya placed her hand atop of the one on her thigh and entwined their fingers together “ I’m just looking forward to the time, that you and I will be spending on this trip. You and me. With no one else to interrupt our time TOGETHER.”

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HE GAVE A CASUAL SHRUG WHILE SMILING at her simple and clear statement. “well maybes is kinda how my work starts, then ya take the facts and make a proper path.” he mused lightly while he continued to relax. as she carried on to handle another before returning while he chuckled. “as for your big friendly giant there, rather stay away from that right hook, yeah?” he mused bringing his beer to his lips before he set it down and then cleared his throat. “you two have been together a while, eh? where is he tonight?”

SHE LAUGHS SOFTLY, TILTING HER HEAD A bit with a brow arching, “ that’s a whole lot of maybe’s you’re tossing my way. ” gabby points out with a teasing nature in her tone. “ besides, honeybee is a big ol’ teddy bear. more BFG status than anything. ” until someone did something to her that was anything but friendly, or made her uncomfortable, or did something to his friendly. no one could hold that against him though. also didn’t count that he was involved in illegal fighting rings. now that was a topic she didn’t care to talk about. gabby holds up a finger to help a customer real quick then comes back, “ you know i don’t mind your company. it’s nice having friends that recognize boundaries. ”

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MAYBE KATHERINE HAD A POINT TO SOME EXTENT, but she was tired of running, wasn’t katherine? wasn’t she tired of the endless running? so maybe it didn’t have to be mystic falls specifically they stayed in but somewhere, like this would be nice wouldn’t it. “so maybe it doesn’t have to be exactly here but it could be somewhere, the point i want is that i don’t want to …. i don’t want to run anymore” she spoke with a breath before her hand reached up towards her forehead. “i’m tired of doing as we’re told when it might not be what we want.”

        "do you really think that's the reason? if you dealt with the history of this town, you would realize that nothing survives here. staying here would be stupid and a safety concern. nothing is worth dying." especially because death could be expected in mystic falls. they always brew up something that is endangering. "you too will learn. hopefully, it's not going to be too late then."

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HE UNDERSTOOD MORE THAN MOST TONY’S STRUGGLE. so it hardly surprised him that the man sought help in seeking some kind of answer to his pain. he looked to tony and then considered what practices might be best for him to try out? he rubbed his hands together gently and then exhaled softly, “alright i can offer a few options to you. i’ll make a list. how about that? maybe one of them will help, might i suggest even acupuncture? you seem the sort that might have experience or two in that?”

“Hadn’t noticed.” Not true. He had. He didn’t miss much, no matter what might be believed by others. Disappointment, in the outcome, but if nothing could be done, then he’d have to seek another opinion. It isn’t the first time he’s found himself between a rock and a hard place. He shrugs his shoulders. “At this point, I’ll try anything. What do you got?”

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“did something happen to you? something you haven’t told me?” (Mary-louise to Nora)

SHE SIGHED AND SHOOK HER HEAD, because nothing had happened she just … thought maybe there was something more that they could … have then whatever this life was now. what if they actually did what they wanted for once? wouldn’t it …. couldn’t it be wonderful? “i just think we should do something for us, for once, mary louise.” would that be so terrible and awful? she did not think so, but if mary-louise did than maybe things wouldn’t work out. nora was tired of whatever their life was at this moment, she liked it here and after speaking with bonnie, change seemed needed.

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SHE TOOK A SECOND AS SHE SANK BACK and her head fell back for a second. she found herself in a need for silence. she cleared her throat as she brushed her hand over her face while she looked out her window. “yeah, i’m good.” she spoke. “little car sick for a minute, nothing to worry…. about.” she cleared her throat. “must have been something i ate.” she spoke, giving a faint little smile as she looked to him and cocked her head a bit. “we can go.”

@shefatales​ ||  ❝ can you pull over? like, now? ❞

Tim looked over at her for a moment, knitting his eyebrows together. He knew that if it weren’t important that she wouldn’t have said anything, they had been riding together long enough for him to know that. “You good, Boot?” He asked, concern in his voice. She was almost a P2 so he assumed that he could show her a little concern and compassion. Pulling the shop over, he cut off the engine and called it into dispatch that they were making a quick stop. 

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HIS EYES ROLLED QUICKLY before he looked back towards scott and he grunted casual. "alright easy, slim. i'll stop taking your shit." he said as if he meant it, they both knew he would fail to keep the word no doubt. he cleared his throat some and looked back to scott, "want a beer, might help you unclench."

Logan.

THERE WAS A GRIN ON HIS FEATURESbut as he highly amused at ruffling scott’s feathers so he wasn’t about to stop this as he leaned his head back. he shrugged his shoulders, “just grabbed the nearest one.” he offered as he produced a grin. “besides it’s like you want me to take it, fits me better anyway, slim.” he grinned. 

The way Logan seemed to take everything casually, without any seriousness, was definitely getting on Scott’s nerves. And he was trying his best not to show it, not to make a scene of it all. But it was hard, with the way Logan seemed to always go for the guts. No respect for others, least of all him. “I don’t want you to take anything. Not my bike or my coat. It doesn’t look bad on you but it’s still not yours to take. And it’s rather convenient how the nearest jacket you take always seems to be mine.”

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THEY HAD, HAD SO MUCH TIME ROBBED FROM THEM and who could blame them for just enjoying every moment they had now? for embracing every single moment. he raised his brow as he finished sitting up finally and produced a laugh quickly, "i do not snore." he stressed quickly as his head shook as he looked to her once more and then laughed. "maybe a little bit." he grunted quickly his gaze dancing over remus as he reached out and tapped his leg. "lets get some breakfast, yeah?"

Sirius.​

THAT WAS TO BE EXPECTED WASN’T IT?that after all this time why wouldn’t general concerns of that nature arise between them? that this was a lucid dream, an amazing fever dream, a facade of a broken mind or heart or both. remus was not the only one who worried this wasn’t reality and yet sirius knew it had to be for any imagination of this would have been sucked from him no doubt. “i assure you, so long as i can help it, i am not going anywhere.” he confessed, fingers reaching out a little more and dancing along his skin in a gentle manner as he leaned forwards and gave his lips the gentlest kiss he could. “i much prefer it where i lay now, compared to anywhere else anyway.”

“I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else either,” he replied, smiling at the man who owned his heart. Has owned it since they were teenagers. Even if he didn’t admit to it then. Now, he wasn’t hiding it. People knew. And there was no time for lving in fear. Not these days. Not with the darkness looming over their heads. All that mattered was Sirius. “Except when you sleep. You snore. A lot,” he joked. Sirius wasn’t so bad. And besides, having the noise was better than having no one next to him.

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SHE DIDN'T WANT TO CAUSE ANY TROUBLE because it was mostly just in her head probably, a rough night, see things, set herself on edge. nearly botched the whole job but they had done it right so no harm, no fowl? "i thought i saw something." no someone. "someone." she corrected herself because she had absolutely no reason to hide anything from devyn, who was her fresh air, her safe space. "i don't think it was, just looked like ..... it caught me off guard." she confessed honestly. did she even need to say who could catch her so ... twisted like that? she'd shared her horrid history, he knew her. he knew everything about her.

DEVYN LOOKS UP AT HER AND OFFERS A SOFT smile when she signs to him, his head shaking before he waves her off. << don't even worry about it. i handled it. we were just fine. >> he reassures her before taking her hand to get them through the crowd. all he wanted was to be back into their flat where it was more private. thankfully it didn't take long before they were stepping in with the keys tossed off to the side. he turns back towards harper, pulling her close with a soft look of admiration, " what happened out there, hmm? " he inquires in a voice that was roughened from lack of use. " what's in that pretty head of yours? "

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IF THERE WAS ANYTHING THEY STILL HAD IN COMMON it was that their father had hurt them both. he had betrayed talia for oliver as the favoured take over, and given her to him as a bride as if she would ever want that. she did not even like men, but her father wouldn't hear of it. so the least she could do was offer her sister a moment of speaking, right? she gave a tiny sort of small and nodded her head ever so slightly as she straightened and ensured she remained in her spot. "we can talk, yes, sister." she nodded her head before she glanced over her shoulder before she looked back to talia once more. "shall we find somewhere more private?" where they could speak with ease, perhaps unheard.

"Nyssa," is all she'd say in return, not to keen on seeing her sister again. A part of her was still jaded that their father hadn't handed over the League to her like she'd been promised. Oliver Queen was — not even worthy of that particular title, let alone the assassins that came with it. Though, from what she'd heard he dismantled it. Or at least attempted to. If that was the case then she would have a lot of work to do. Once she took it over. She knew her sister had her own life, her own responsibilities, and Talia would gladly take over the whole thing. If she could convince her sister to hand it over. Even though she wasn't too keen on seeing her again, she could at least be civil. They were family, after all, and she'd rather have her sister in her life than their father. Ra's had already shoved her aside, she wasn't about to let anyone else do that. "Not to cause trouble," she told her sister, shifting from one foot to the other. Everyone assumed that's why she was in town. "I was hoping we could talk. Maybe about the League."

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OH HOW THIS PUNK REJECT PUSHED HER BUTTONS and she wanted to knock him down hard. how dare he even speak to her like this, who the hell did he think he was? he was a nobody, a hoboo in the making, who would burn out by graduation if he even made it that far. maybe he'd overdose one day and be found by a gutter. "believe it, i wouldn't say it otherwise. please, i wouldn't deal with anyone highschool age, their product is weak." she stressed to him while her head tilted and she blinked a few times. she made a noise of frustration, "i'm so over this conversation." she spoke waving a mancured hand between herself and him while her head cocked. "where's veronica, hm? or did you do something to her, ted bundy?"

@shefatales / CONT.

    𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐨𝐧𝐞  𝐨𝐟  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬𝐭  𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞  𝐡𝐞  𝐡𝐚𝐝  𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫  𝐦𝐞𝐭,    the  shit  she  said  about  her  friends  was  truly  the  worst  kind  of  stuff.    with  friends  like  heather  chandler,  who  needed  enemies?    no  wonder  veronica  always  seemed  so  drained  or  on  edge.    with  a  girl  like  this  constantly  on  her  case  about  things,  she  would  be  so  much    happier    with  heather  chandler  out  of  her  life.    the  mention  of  drugs  makes  him  roll  his  eyes  and  he  doesn't  even  care  if  it's  obvious.    it  was  unoriginal  and  boring.    she  could  at  least  try  to  come  up  with  interesting  lies  about  him,    "    do  you  believe  the  shit  that  comes  out  of  your  mouth?    or  are  you  looking  for  a  new  dealer  yourself?    "    jd  smirks,  not  backing  down  because  girls  like  heather  chandler  didn't  intimidate  him  at  all.    there  was  true    monsters    out  there,  she  was  like  a  feral  alleycat  that  needed  to  be  put  down.    hand  moves  into  his  jacket  pocket,  pulling  out  a  cigarette  and  lighter,  placing  it  between  his  lips  and  lighting  it  quickly,  blue  eyes  dark  as  he  looks  over  at  her,    "    have  you  ever  had  an  original  thought  that  doesn't  sound  like  it  was  written  for  the  mean  girl  in  a  john  hughes  film?    "

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SHE HAD LEFT THE FALCON IN HIS CARE which had been rather exicting definitely. he was a pilot, and he certainly had a few ideas for improvements that could be made. she was an exceptional ship, but also showing her age, right? even the falcon needed a few upgrades. he paused when he heard her voice address him and had to admit he shouldn't be so surprised by her reaction, yet he was. he paused before his body began to shift towards her, "what? a few improvements, nothing to fuss about. they're gonna be great. they're necessary."

@shefatales ; poe    /    𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 ; 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆.

    "    𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝  𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝  𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤  𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐧  𝐧𝐨𝐭  𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤  𝐢𝐭!    "   rey  exclaimed  as  she  looks  at  the  state  of  the  ship  that  she  had    𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝    poe  to  look  after,  she  was  unsure  how  chewbecca  let  this  happen,  but  she  figured  that  poe  probably  acted  so  quick  that  chewie  had  no  chance  to  stop  him.   she  had  been  so  focused  on  jedi  training  with  general  leia,  that  she  maybe  hadn't  noticed  how  reckless  poe  was  being  with  the  ship  that  meant  so  much  to  her,   "   seriously,  poe,  the  falcon  needs  to  be  treated  with  respect,  what  are  you  doing  to  her?    "

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beautifulnigtmare​:

jennifer laughed ❝you sued me! you wanted to use the name the media dubbed me, to make yourself more popular. i was defending myself in court.❞ she couldn’t believe how delusional she was being, not realizing what had started that court battle ❝unfortunately since you attacked that courtroom and i had save everyone, i can dress in sweats with my hair covered, and i am recognized. however whatever i can keep private, i will.❞  

SHE HAD DONE ALL OF THAT but well if she had liked the name she should have claimed it faster right? she had avoided it. she exhaled and gave a casual scoff while gesturing, “you are .... b o r i n g.” she groaned quickly. how could someone who could be so popular and infamous be so ... flat and disappointing? her arm gestured and her head began to shake, “what a waste of ... everything. honestly you’re so disappointing, not even worth fighting honestly. like i wouldn’t want to break a nail on SHEHULK.“ she spoke the name dragged out and deep with a wave of her hands.