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"I'm not perfect. I can't be who others want me to be"

Only the right person can see that you are perfect that you don't even need changes..

-Shaz-

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Guy:I like you a lot.

Girl:Sorry I don't need a bf.

Guy:I don't love you, I just like you. But what if do?

Girl:You probably won't.

Guy:Why? You're kind,pretty,cute,funny.

Girl:That's the good stuff in me. But you would hate me if you know the bad stuff.

Guy:Everyone make mistakes,even I do. Those bad stuff doesn't make me hate you. That's why I'm here to fix you.

Girl:Many guys say that to me. But none of them actually did it. So it ended up I'm the one in pain and tears.

Guy:I can help you.

Girl:I have my best friend, I don't need anyone else. She is my everything and I wish we could just get married. She is enough.

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I'm not okay, and that's okay..

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Isn't it lovely,

All alone..

Heart made of glass my mind of stone.

Tear me to pieces, skin to bone.

Hello, welcome home....

-Billie Elish-

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"Cause all I want is time to know you're mine, and I want you to know that I'm fine."

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Maybe..

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Sometimes I forget what happiness feels like.

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“friends from pity”

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“i’m human, okay?”

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Measuring days in the spaces between our goodbyes

Learning to wade through the endless parade of our

Same old ‘See you next time’s

But when I close my eyes

The miles melt away

Like you’re here in my arms at the end of the day.

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Treat me like a joke and I’ll leave you like it’s funny

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Humans are fragile creatures made up of broken hearts and broken promises

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#imfinenotreally

I wanted to talk about it. Damn it. I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell. I wanted to shout about it. But all I could do was whisper “I’m fine”.

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#thisislife

And it hurts that I can’t be what everyone wants or what anyone needs and it hurts that I can’t be what I want or what I need because I’m not enough and I won’t be enough and I’ll never be close to enough and I’m just so damn tired.