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LEMONADE + 7 stages of grief (insp. 1 & 2)

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didn’t think it would feel like this. sucks that it turned out to be this way, i cant help but question the universe, or whoever is out there. I don’t know whats meant to happen. I keep on searching and asking for signs.

This really really really sucks. I am ashamed, disappointed, and slightly stressed out. But maybe this is for me? I was in a really good place and was constantly happy. We all know life doesn’t work like that. It wouldn’t allow me, or probably anyone else in this universe, to live like that. I was starting to get comfortable and proud I felt like nothing could go wrong. I was doing the bare minimum, I worked hard for nothing. I had to feel this. I should realize that nothing ever gonna get handed to me without putting out effort.

So for now, Im gonna let myself suffer, be sad, and cry myself to sleep. After that, Im gonna regroup, actually think about the future, and will step up to a better tomorrow.

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Shawn and Alessia 🧡

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Look at you, living everyday without the person you thought you needed.

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a puppy holding puppies 🥺

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Ned: Hey man, I know how you and Mr. Stark were close. I mean he’s freaking Iron Man and he saved the entire world. At least you should look on the bright side.

Peter: what’s the bright side?

Ned: At least you’re not going to be checked in multiple times like he always done?

Peter: Yeah…about that…

Ned: What?—

Carol flys down and lands next to Peter: Pete, is this guy bothering you?

Ned: W-W-What——

Wanda flys majestically next to Carol: Peter you forgot your homework.

*Pepper, Valkyrie, Hope and all the other women avengers appear*

Peter: Yeah, I got moms too.

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Jake is our reaction every time Tom Holland smiles

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Iron Man (2008) | Avengers: Endgame (2019)

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What a serve 👏♥️

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It can be addicting! Honestly I’m a psych major and lowkey I’ve thought about doing research on “fangirls” and why they become so attached to certain a person or persons they’ve never met like is just because they like the craft they make or does it have to do with something like loneliness or issues from childhood?? I’ll let y’all know

I think it’s everything. The way they’re marketed is to cater to us lonely gals so it creates this sense of fulfillment that we don’t get, and once the void is filled we don’t go looking for it. So when the artist does something we don’t like, it pains us because we begin to depend on them. I want out.

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BABY, I’M FREAKING OUT

COIN | 9:30 Club | 02.08.2019

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coin - new york, ny

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I think this is the audio y’all are talking about (I reblogged it A WHILE back and literally scrolled through my blog for about 20 minutes to find it for your thirsty asses, you’re welcome) 😂 love y’all, stay thirsty 👍 (Submitted by @thequeensardine )

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I know a girl, she’s like a curse.