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Have a john doe

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I drew the viral Miku from Confessions of a Rotten Girl, and she has some truths to tell to ya fellow yaoi fans...

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Creature

Creature ✨

Creature

Creature ❤️

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THESE INSATIABLE ASPIRATIONS MAKE ME WHOLE

GAH !!!!! This was a final project for one of my classes, I went a bit freaky with it teehee. absolutely loved how it turned out the collage part was SO fun to do

close ups and details under cut :)

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funny snowglobe you got there

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Against the Kitchen Floor - Will Wood

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“he would not fucking say that!” then put him in a situation that makes him say it, we wanna see him squirm

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Never realized how literally the lyrics "Shot at the sun with a gun" would be taken literally until I got onto Tumblr.

The first time I tried explaining CCCC I had leaned towards the metaphor part of it. Aka overwhelming emotions shutting down someone's rationale, or something of the like. But at the time, all it meant to me was "the metaphorical version".

Considering Heart and Mind are separate personas (this is obvious), it works both literally and metaphorically. I just wonder if perhaps I - or anyone, really - miss the point of the lyric because we take it so literally. Fanon goes: Heart shoots at Mind. Personally, it was premeditated, I mean he dug a grave for fuck's sake.

I guess what I'm wondering is this: What would the metaphorical version be of Ruler of Everything?

"Juno was mad, he knew he'd been had, so he shot at the sun with a gun." Simplistically, Heart gets mad at Mind and tries to shut him down. Why? He's been had. And what, in this scenario, would "being had" imply? Being tricked or deceived, according to every website I scanned over.

"Well, listen to this, he shot and he missed, and so Juno got what he deserved." Whatever case Heart tried to make wasn't good enough, so the argument was turned back, with Mind being the one shutting him down instead.

"Imprisonment was all that he earned. So let's stop on in and see if he learned a goddamn thing." Obviously, imprisonment refers to apathy. Indifference. Heart learned that it's easier to simply not care than it is to try and fight with Mind because Mind is the ruler of everything. And then the rest of the song is Mind clowning on Heart for thinking he could win an argument, pretty much. "Do you hear the flibbity-jibber-jabber?" This is complete nonsense. Because that's what Mind hears from Heart: nonsense.

In short: Ruler of Everything is just the argument. The BIG one. The straw that breaks the camel's back. An argument that Heart tried so hard to win, and yet still couldn't. An argument where Heart learned that indifference is easier to deal with than caring. And another win for Mind.

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FYI iPhone users!

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“You’re supposed to be dead…”

“Who says I’m not?”

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It's all that you can do.

Links to each piece: Keep Moving Forward. Slightly sappy yap about how much i love tfftt under the cut you've been warned

TFFTT has been really special to me since the moment it came out ... at the time, I wasn't doing the greatest mentally, but combined with something else that happened on the day of its release, it's one of the days I can look back on fondest from that period of time !!! I distinctly remember doing nothing but replaying the MV for an hour straight, noticing every detail i could ... Over time, I've done nothing but appreciate this song even more !! It's inspired me so, so much, and I genuinely couldn't be grateful enough for its existence hehe Part of why I decided to draw these was cause I revisited the song again recently, and reminded myself of why I love it. It still resonates with me a lot, especially when I look back on my past self. I feel like I CAN look forward to the future, at least a little bit. If you actually read all this I very much appreciate it hklsjfdg i just really needed to express how special this 3 minute 45 second mp3 is to me ... :) !!!! Oh yeah also some of the backgrounds which i'm pretty proud of !! ((No bg for Blue cause i refused to turn off my rendering and it also looked pretty bad w/o it shdfklg

Okay buh bye tell someone you appreciate them today !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sometimes instead of a horrid little monk, divine visions of lesbians dance in my head dispensing wisdom

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He fucked my wife👩So guess what❓️I'm gonna fuck the earth! 🌍 THAT'S RIGHT! ✔️ THIS IS WHAT YOU GET,

MY SUPER LASER PISS!!💧💧💧

I’VE COME TO MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️

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Magma doodles from tonight

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Some magma doodles from the past two days, very fun very nice (veldigun!Alex design belongs to @tigerarainbowra-blog ) <3