shareof17

[shareof17]

To my girl,

In my growing-up journey, I met you - a beautiful, kind and intelligent student. 2 months later, you and I became deskmates. We both got on well with eachother. Needless to say, you are the best deskmate ever. I felt very comfortable and happy with you. Then, we gradually got closer, as if we had known eachother for years. You are my longest deskmate. Do you remember you even told me to stay away from you and stop sticking to you? I never think this will come true cuz in the extra class, i was still your deskmate. Well, i guess it's our fate.

I believe i'm not a good friend, a very bad one. How many times did i forget you? humm, i regret so much. But you are such an altruistic girl or you didn't even notice it. Sorry for all i did, i regret now. You are bright sunshine in my life. I can confide in you, even now. I share with you everything, including my past and present. You like a notebook to me that i can jot down my feelings, my anxiety and happiness.

But one day, the day i never forget, you passed away. That was a beautiful day, a windy day in the hot summer. I thought this weather signified good news, but the reality was opposite. This was the first time ever in my life, I cried in our class. I just hoped that there was any mistakes, but no mistakes at all. I was really shocked. The day before, i still chatted with you and the next day, you went with no response. I haven't told you yet, that on this day, I made a decision, which is to treat you better to compensate all the vulnerability i made. I made all plans for that summer, for you and me. But it didn't even start, you went. Your leave reminds me: the re-start won't be given to everyone. Maybe I'm not deserved it because you deserved better treatment.

Until now, i still live in regret. I wish everything could be just a dream, so when i wake up, i still see you in this position in our class. Giang, sorry for all i did. Giang, do you hate me because i haven't visited you. But Giang, i scare when i see you, i can't get over this hardship. you won't wanna see me anguished, will you? Our class will soon have a photoshoot day together to memorize our time at high school. You will see us from the sky, right? In your place, are you fine? Or do you reincarnate? hihihihi. if i can reincarnate, I will choose to your life-partner, i promise 100%.

Stay fine my girl, i miss you. In the age of 17, you passed away, leaving us with no response. But to me, you are the best girl in my life.

Your ex-deskmate,

to my girl in the heaven.