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this is no world to be happy in

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status2 pakog it gets better. what a fucking clown.

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i feel like im living in 2020 all over again

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it never gets better

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lf: person available for trauma dumping. preferably a stranger whom i'll never speak to again.

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Maklaro akong attachment issues ani hahaha. Wala pay isa ka tuig si Coco sa amoa pero kasakit jud kaayooooooo. Unsa mani oy.

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I'm trying my best to keep my mind sane.

My words of affirmation are...

Coco dying was not my fault. I do not have to feel guilt, but it is valid to feel hurt and sad. Coco was hurting and she has been put to peace. Coco was loved.

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Mura mag bawal ko malipay.

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Maota oy. Laina.

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2022.01.24

미안해, 코코야. 언니가 잘 못했어. 이렇께 가면 못보낼 것 같에~ ㅠㅠ 심장이 너무 아파 어떡하지? 너가 실망 시겨서 정말 미안해~ 평생 기억해줄께.

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yawa kasakit, lord. sakit na kaay akong mata ug tutunlan.

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i can still see it all in my head

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cornelia street

i hope i never lose you

i hope it never ends

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After lovers pt. 2

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

I have already written a blog about this but I am yet again presented by a perplex fact.

It's mind-boggling man jud oy. Like why waht wehn wehre how?

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guilty pleasure: solitude

this thought is long overdue and has been on my mind since i took a time off that day. this being a late update as they say.

throughout my lifetime, i have always valued time for myself. idk if it's relevant but i spend years alone after a break-up. it reminds me that before anyone else, i was only by myself. it helps brush off the thoughts that i'd struggle being alone after being w/ someone for a long time.

this is why although most of the break-ups i experienced were unfair, the healing process never was.

i was again reminded by this earlier last week. i had the sudden urge to go somewhere by my own. and with the weather limiting my options, i had to go somewhere near but i still had space on my own.

it was almost an hour staring at the open field. letting thoughts run through my mind. i was always surrounded by people for the past few weeks and forgot my bimonthly awol. hahaha!

stressing the ultimate misconception: solitude =/= lonely !!

i wanna tell everyone i meet ba nga no departure can scathe a person who enjoys their own company. have fun with yourself, oy! naunsa.

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Up all night ig