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It's all about that
Hindi naman masakit yung hindi ka bilhan ng gusto mo. Hindi naman yun eh. Ang masakit lang kasi, yung palagi ka nalang 2nd, 3rd, or maybe the worst, the 10th or 100th pa. I feel like I dont have friends even though I have a few. I just wang attention. I dont bite. Hoping someone can really understand me. Someone who can listen to me. Someone who sees the emptiness and loneliness in my life.
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Lots of thoughts in mind everyday
Lots of unanswered questions I want to ask to mom and dad. Unending what ifs and how I wish. Unending regrets in my life. How can I fix this?
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"Manong"
The first guy I admire the most when I was still freshmen The first guy I admire the most not only with his good looks but with his genuine talents and skills The way he plays piano The way he moves in chess The way he catches the shuttlecock in badminton The way he spike the ball in volleyball The way he is before. I don't clearly remember how we first met.
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Tonight
Tonight, the three of us just talked Talked about something about life Umiyak pa nga si Monique kasi natalo Natalo ko sa pag susumbong hahahahahaha And tonight, after that skype thingy i feel so better, better kasi unlike dati, dad was so terrible, no wait, more like we were both terrible in talking to each other but now it was so nice. But maybe because it's not about me, it's about my sister. But im not jealous about it. Maganda na yun, yung may pinanghahawakan kay daddy. Siya nalang meron kami eh. Mahirap mag isa. Mahirap.
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Gusto Ko Rin
Gusto ko rin nun.. Nung bagay na yun Yung magandang bagay na gamit nya Yung mamahaling bagay na meron sya Gusto ko rin nung laptop na mcbook, yung apple. Maganda yun eh pang sosyal Gusto ko rin nung converse white shoes, uso eh. Tyaka bagay sa lahat ng porma. Gusto ko rin nung butas butas na pantalon, trending kasi tyaka mukha namang comfy tignan. Gusto ko rin nung bag na yun. Yung givenchy. Cute kasi tyaka ang ganda. Sana makabili ako. Gusto ko rin nung relong yun. Yung casio o kaya yung g schock. Ang ganda at ang sosyal kasi tignan. Gusto ko rin ng journal. Simple lang, para maisulat ko lahat ng plano at mga gusto ko don. Ang simple pero di ko mabili. Malapit lang ang national book store kaso di ko abot ang presyo. May mga bagay kasi na mas kelangan unahin kaysa sa simpleng journal na iyon. Gusto ko rin ng isulat doon na gustong gusto ko na din sumuko na abutin at kunin yung mga gusto ko. Kasi pagod na ako. Kasi baka di ko na makayanan. Kasi pagod lang ako. Pagod lang sa responsibilities na ipinapatong sa buhay ko. Gusto ko lang naman.
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Today I dreamt about..
Today I dreamt about something nostalgic. Nasa bus daw kami and it was our first day of our class and we were on our way home. Andon si miss Aleli (she was my teacher in English when I was still in Dxb) andon rin si Pat, si Bart, si Kevin E. and Kevin R., andon rin si Juneil (he was a schoolmate at upang and idk why is he included in my dream like duh it was so very random) and others basta madaming tao inside the bus and included na rin doon yung bus driver na panget HAHAHAH that was I said in my dream and yung bus monitor na rin. And yun, there was a baby pa nga eh na hinahabol ng aso and malalaking tao. tapos nung pauwi na eh I asked patricia if Burjuman din sya HAHAHAHAA omg then I suddenly remember sa Satwa na pala nakatira si Daddy. Tas yung nagising na lang ako ng hindi ko alam yung address ng pag uuwian ko. Sabi pa ni miss Aleli lumipat na daw sya ng NFPS pero she was still wearing her nfps uniform. Hay it was so nostalgic. I remember when we were still in Dxb. Kami lagi yung unang sinusundo ng school bus and unang binababa after ng mga taga Deira. Minsan kapag naiwan ng bus hinahatid nalang kami ni mommy hanggang school and it was a big help and sacrifice for her na kahit alam nyang malalate sya and makakagastos ng pera eh, still. Tyaka ang nakakatuwa eh mas mauuna ka pang dadating kesa sa school bus. 😂 So yun lang! Hehe 🚎
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