shaiiiiguy

[shaiiiiguy]

Hello!

I made this account just so I can say thank you to Unus Annus. I am not a writer so i’m sorry for all my grammar mistakes in this.

I want to say that 2019 and 2020 hasn’t been the best years at all. Just last year my father had past away due to alcohol. I have suffered most of 2019 and 2020 just because of it. I went into depression and didn’t think I would be happy again.

Later on in 2019 I saw my mom watch Unus Annus on tv. I’m quite embarrassed to say that I didn’t know what they were and had to ask my mom about them, so I joined in a little late. After that I have been watching Unus Annus regularly with my mom and by myself.

It went well for the beginning of 2020, I moved once and still made sure I had time to watch every video. Then college came by, and it came by fast. I was lonely for my first couple of days, but Unus Annus had always made it better. They were like 2nd parents to me or even big brothers. They were my idols and a big inspiration. Unus Annus have taught me so many things and I don’t think i’ll ever forget them.

They taught me to have fun, try new things, take risks. I wouldn’t have fun everyday. I would say that my life is pretty boring so far. I want to turn that around, I want to try new things that I never tried before. I want to go on adventures by myself or with family. Maybe someday I can find fun again.

They taught me that life is short, you don’t know when that day will come where everything will end. This lesson is really important to me. I didn’t spend a lot of time with my father and never tell him I love you a lot. He would always be drunk so I stray away from him. I wish I didn’t, I wish I would’ve told him I love you one last time, or to say goodbye before he was gone. I got to say my final goodbyes to Unus Annus and it felt like my father was gone again. It hurt a lot, I try to go back to find all the pieces of moments we spent together on last time, but it was gone. Just like how I tried to look back at all the moments I had with my father when they were really gone.

I think someday I will find acceptance. One day I’ll remember everything that had happen on Unus Annus and finally accept that it happened. The end was the end. No stop the clock, no turn back time, no more Unus Annus. I am ready to accept it even if it will take time. Someday it’ll happen.

Thank you Unus Annus for the memories, for the adventures, for teaching me things I needed to be taught, and being my 2nd parents/older brothers.

I was here. We were here.

Unus Annus. Memento Mori.