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…can you do that?

-walks into his apartment-

  -chuckles- Yeah that sounds like him. He said he wanted a tiger-roo for his 3dr birthday. Then he told me that I’m smart enough to make that happen.

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Freaked out with glee. Though, he loved the kangaroos…. I called him an aussie and he called me a yank…..

-walks into his apartment-

Uhm….yeah. Blame Buster but I also though you two could have time together. Just you two. Have some daddy son bonding time. -smiles a bit- Did he get all happy when he saw the tigers?

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So that's what you were? I took Aven to the Zoo. He's already passed out.

-walks into his apartment-

-sighs- Well….he was right about one thing. I do feel a bit better.

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I'm going to go see what Aven has picked out for us.

No…thats not what I meant. I meant till we can work things out between us. I want you to be apart of their lives. I want us to be okay, be better then what we were…-looks at him- I didn’t mean you not be here at all.

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*glares at tails* of course I'm going to fucking stay. He's my son! So is that child growing within you. They're both mine and I'm going to see them!

….you don’t have to stay. I mean I like that your here, but we can tell him….something or…..I don’t know. I just wish things were different.

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*nods* go on… I'll still be here. *waits till Aven's gone* It's sad I have to keep promising I'll be here.

  Aven: Maybe but that’s what siblings do. Auntie Betta said that she fights with her brother but she still loves them. Tails: Aven….why don’t you go find a movie we can watch, yeah?

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I think you guys are going to fight a lot.

  Aven: -shakes his head- No. I’ll be a good boy Tails: I think they’ll be good, Ant. Diamond is an adorable little ball of sass but what little girl isn’t. -chuckles lightly-

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What are you going to do when Diamond comes back? And the baby? You two are going to be fighting for attention aren't you?

  Aven: Suuuurrree. -smiles the points to the ground- Down. You and papa have to talk to. Tails: -smiles a bit and looks at them-

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Shh you shouldn't have said anything… daddy and papa still are figuring things out.

Tails: -blinks and blushes a bit I-it’s okay. -starts cleaning up the kitchen a bit-

Aven: -giggles- Daddy and papa sittin’ in a tree! K-I-S-S-I-N-G!

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Hey bud…. *Picks up Aven before he leans down and Kisses tails. After a few seconds realises what he did* o..oh um… sorry.

Aven: Daddy!! -does grabby hands-

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Hey big guy!

Aven: Papa? Why do you always wear a hoodie? Tails: Cause its cold. Aven: Oh….

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Why did you tell him about me? If you were scared? 

  I was just scared back then. -shakes his head- Look I don’t wanna start another fight, okay? But back then I was just scared. Scared that you may hurt me or something. I know thing are different now but I really was just a scared 13 year old who had not a fucking clue what he was gonna do.

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Yeah. It really is. -smiles-

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Yeah… it is nice isn't it?

In time maybe -puts his hands on his belly and looks up at him- It’s nice to just talk to you, Ant….

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You'll be running Tails… I have faith in you.

  -chuckles- Doubt it. It kills me to walk from the bedroom to the kitchen. It makes me what to curl up into my wheelchair but I know I can’t rely on that thing forever. 

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You look good Tails. You'll be running around in no time.

  You getting out of my hair is one of the last things I want but okay. Well I’m gonna go ice my legs. This whole standing and walking shit hurts my legs still. -small smile- So uhm…goodnight, I guess.

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*gets up and smiles nodding* Thank you. I promise as soon as Aven wakes up tomorrow and we've had our talk I'll get out of your hair.

Tails: -peaks in-  Told you. I don’t think he’ll ever learn to read ‘cause the moment he hears words he out like a light. -looks at him- Anyway, I uhm..put your pillow and a blanket on the couch for you…