shadoobee

[shadoobee]

Hey if a friend lies to you and you choose to stay friends with them that's absolutely ok and amazing and I support it bc you get to make up your own mind on the situation and all but please don't be sad if they lie to you once more or if you discover past lies that you two haven't communicated yet. You don't deserve the extra sadness. You've already payed the bill and now you shouldn't pay extra money for a desert you didn't like + you've already payed for in the past. It's supposed to sound like a healing friendship and not a blackmail attempt from Sadness. Thanks, good luck in your business and I love you.

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I tell you I keep reading this as "the rambling bog" and i am considering changing it that way atp

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I'd love to find the comforting peace this blog brought me a few years ago. No need for anybody to be with me. No need for anybody to answer my messages. Of course loneliness was unbearable but it is today too. Yet today I am dependant on other people, on things, words and actions that I can't control. They're hurting me much more than loneliness does. I have turned into a fragile glass statue that I myself can't even touch and that I give to people who can't understand clear enough to tell me what's the shape of that statue.

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My little sister's new boyfriend got a tattoo for her about a month ago and he wanted matching tattoos so he decided to get uh. The tattoo on her ankle of her ex boyfriend's name that she hasn't gotten covered up yet

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No I don't want to study for the finals I want to make people feel seen with my art!! I want my friends to know we're together in this freaking boat!! But also if anyone actually sees my art I may cry

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The tailors at Colonial Williamsburg made a suit for their cat

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Not really nsfw but more like nsfhw. Not safe for homework. Cause wth was this class

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Coming soon to Tumblr: a button on posts that allows you blast the 'pain3' sound from Half Life (1998) directly at the poster

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I think I want to post my drawings. Why don't I? Why should I be scared? It's been so long since the last time I did

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Friend tried to tell me things the implicit way. Obviously I didn't understand something correctly or missed what they were trying to tell me. Friend withdrew from me one random day when everything was fine between us just the day before. I try to explicitly tell Friend they need to tell me what I did and why they stopped talking to me so I can 1) try and fix what I did/the relationship or 2) learn from my mistakes. Friend said they are fine and nothing happened. What !!!

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Does anyone know how to escape those moments where you have to do something easy and you don't remember how to so you stress out and you can't do anything anymore and time passes twice as fast as usual. You don't even know if you're hot or cold or hungry or anything and you're just. Not doing

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"why is EVERY song about love" I'm begging you to dig just a tiny bit deeper, there's literally thousands of songs that aren't love songs. You don't even have to look for the most obscure underground artists ever, the fucking Beatles of all people have a song about a guy who kills people with a hammer

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Hey, no homo, but I am sitting on the broken swing set out back in the perfect, quiet, 2:00am blackness and picturing the softness of your voice and the darkness of your eyes with such perfect and terrible clarity that it feels like I'm choking on my own heartbeat.

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if i were a drink i’d be cherry vanilla coke

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Yet I am so glad it's not earlier tho. I am absolutely sick of waking up at 5-6am everyday for 3 years. I feel privileged when I wake up later

Waking up at 7am to go to a class I have nothing interesting to learn from but if I don't I'll loose my scholarship is insane

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Waking up at 7am to go to a class I have nothing interesting to learn from but if I don't I'll loose my scholarship is insane