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She continued to watch the brunette trying to keep her fear under control. All she wanted to do was grab Belle and run into the forest, hiding them away from the world and the idea of curses and false memories. However, Ruby knew how these stories went, The wolf always lost in the end or was killed. And she couldn’t bring Belle into something like that.

Before she could continue down the path of her dark thoughts, Belle’s hug brought her back to the present. Out of instinct, one arm wrapped around the brunette’s waist and her other hand began to stroke her hair. Ruby kissed her forehead, hoping that she wasn’t crying. It was a vain hope as she could feel tears rolling down her cheeks.

“ I do understand. I’ll be here until you’re ready.” She managed to get out. Ruby knew that she loved Belle but she couldn’t force her to stay. The werewolf wasn’t that cruel. In truth, all she wanted was for Belle to be happy, even if it turned out that it wouldn’t be with her.

Of course Ruby didn’t want to lose her, because Lacey or Belle didn’t want to lose her either. But they couldn’t be together right? Belle was supposed to be together with… a beast. That was funny because Ruby was in fact a.. beast. Not exactly because it was different. Everything was different. And honestly Belle didn’t know what to do or say.

“I don’t know. I think that I just need some time. I don’t want to throw away what we had. It was special.. or it is. And I just need to think. Maybe I even have to figure out who I am and why I turned out to be Lacey. Everyone sort of kept their personality but I didn’t. And that just confuses me a lot. I hope you understand… “ Belle hugged Ruby again, that’s what she always did. And it felt amazing and right. 

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“Granny’s is closed, we’ll open in a bit.” She called out, working on making sure everything was set up for the day.  Ruby put the dishtowel that she'd been wiping the counter with over her shoulder and turned around to face whoever had entered. " I promise if you wait five minutes you can get your coffee."

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Red couldn’t help the whine that left her throat as she listened to Belle. She understood how it felt to be torn but what she knew, is that she loved the woman in front of her. The wolf didn’t trust her voice but nodded slowly, wrapping her arms around Belle. Gently she nuzzled the brunette’s hair, trying to provide a measure of comfort as some tears started to fall.

The wolf was caught off by the kiss but continued it for several moments and pulled away gently. “ I love you. Both Ruby and..me. We love you.” Red stated wanting to make it clear that she wasn’t confused on her feelings. She didn’t want to lose Lacey. “ So what, do we do then? Because I don’t want to lose you.” Red pointed out. Carefully she drew away to look at Belle.

“So... where do we go from here?” She asked, wanting to know what was going to happen.

Belle looked at the ground. “I do want to come.. But I also want to run away. And I don’t know which one sounds better. I also want to hold you. And I also want to go back to who I used to be. Can we… just hold each other for a little while? Until.. Until we’re okay again? “ the brunette didn’t wait for an answer and fell into Ruby’s arms. Or Red… She had gone through so much with this woman, they were getting so far in their relationship. It was all a dream come true. And now suddenly it was broken by something. 

Belle looked up and kissed Red’s lips, out of a habit and mostly because she needed it. “I love.. you. But I’m really confused. I used to love someone back where we come from. And Lacey was madly in love with you. And I don’t know who I am anymore but… I still love you. We just need to think things through. And I need to figure things out. We need to figure things out.. and I just. I don’t think I can live without you. But I don’t know if I can actually live with you either. “

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Red fiddled with her shirt, not sure what else to say. She was torn between the desire to  run away  and reach out to pull Lace-Belle (Belle, not Lacey, she had to remind herself) into her arms. Her body perked up at the words I do before slumping for the rest of them. Right, she was the werewolf who ate her beloved...why would she get a happy ending?

Turning away, she nodded. “ Yeah, I get it. Look, I umm... I should go find Granny and check on her. Are you...do you want to come or...” Red trailed off, trying to ignore the tears that threatened to spill from her eyes. How could she have been so stupid?

Belle sighed, it wasn’t really a nice to meet you. It was a, how awful to lose you like this meeting. But still, some part of Belle felt a strong connection with Red. Or Ruby. Or both maybe. She had loved her, and now part of her was feeling oddly confused about it.  “I think.. I do somehow. But. I don’t think it’ll ever be the same because.. we’re fairytales. I’m not supposed to fall in love with you. I’m supposed to… “ the brunette sighed. What was she supposed to do? 

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100 days with Ruby Lucas/Red Riding Hood - Day 69

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Red wasn’t sure what to say at this point. When she was Ruby, she was in love with Lacey and even had planned to ask the other brunette to move into an apartment with her. Her wolf was whining inside mourning the loss of connection and she wasn’t sure what was going to happen now. “I...Nice to meet you.” She managed to get out, unsure what else to say or do.

“Do you... Do you feel the same way that Lacey did about me?” She needs to know and yet, curses herself for asking about it.

The woman swallowed hard trying to contain her tears. She was in love with.. Red before everything. And now she was Belle.. who was supposed to be in love with someone else. But why did she still feel so heart-broken about this? Why didn’t she want to let go of this woman? “ I’m Belle.. “ she whispered. 

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She swallowed slowly and shook her head. “It’s not Ruby. It’s Red.” Red could feel her own tears prick her eyes before nodding. “You’re not, then...who are you?” Her voice cracked a little but she kept it together.

“Ruby? “ she whispered. “I’m.. not Lacey. I’m not Lacey. “