seungxstar

[seungxstar]

i got a few asks asking me about my writing and how i was, thank you for asking !!

well, to answer (or tmi 🧍‍♀️) it hasn't been the best, i mean, my studies are still studies but now I'm 'working' as i study. i haven't really kept up with swf2 stuff other than my flight to Singapore when Lusher and Tatter were there because I was attending their dance classes. frankly, other than my drafts that have been rotting, there really isn't anything new I've written recently. some anons sent me a ask asking me if i was going to deactivate and honestly, i don't know. i think I'm only on here when i actually have time to check it. of course it breaks my heart that i now no longer have time to do something i loved so much in the past, but that's how life goes. not everything can go in the way one might want it to go.

anywho, thank you for checking up on me 🤍 sorry for the tmi hehe

[seungxstar]

i want to add on. im not trying to say that the blog means nothing to me now (im targetting a few anons asking me if i threw seungxstar away), but it's just that i don't have the amount of free time to be writing and coming up for things, especially with the amount of things on my plate currently, i genuinely don't have the time.

i feel like this blog is starting to get stagnant since i don't really have the time nor the inspiration to write anything anymore. so as of right now, im debating whether to deactivate and let seungxstar go off for good, or to keep it.

[seungxstar]

i feel like this blog is starting to get stagnant since i don't really have the time nor the inspiration to write anything anymore. so as of right now, im debating whether to deactivate and let seungxstar go off for good, or to keep it.

[seungxstar]

HIIIII 🫶

hm

NOVAAAAA HIIII ♡

[seungxstar]

hiya nova !!

how are you doing?

hiya anon !!

i've been well, thank you for asking !

i hope you've been good too :)

[seungxstar]

ihih ml <3

i know that we already talk like every day, but i just wanted to tell you how much i loved LOVED your draft for your chapter 2 of your hospital au ^^

i know it's not released here but i HAD to send you an ask :(

love you :p

- yk who i am baby 😽

ihih luv <3

this part is so real HAHA, glad you liked the chapter 2 draft !! i quite enjoyed writing it too ngl so i might post that here soon but for now mayb it's for your eyes only 🫶🫵

love you too :}

-ofc ik who you are baby

[seungxstar]

my head is boiling with fic ideas but I don't write smut and i can't write good angst.

[seungxstar]

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY NOVA MLLLLLL💞💞💞

omg I did NOT see this

HAPPY VALENTINES ML ❤️❤️

[seungxstar]

how i feel making fics so angsty i think i'd get cancellef if i posted them:

[seungxstar]

take care and rest well ml <3 feell free to come back anytime, ill be waiting for youuu 🤍

바이바이 ! ♡ Bye Bye !

I’m sure you can already guess from the title but yeah… this is my goodbye post :)

Now, if you’ve been a follower of my other blog this probably may not come as a surprise to you but, I’ve been in this slump for awhile and I dont think I’ll be getting out of it anytime soon. I love to write, I always have so many ideas but I just know that I can’t execute them to the standard that I want to.

There are soooo many great swf2 writers here who are incredibly talented and I could only wish to possess some of the talent they have… I won’t name names in this self deprecation post but I’m sure you know who they are. I’m so honoured to have been able to catch their attention with some of the fics I have written 💗

I wish I could write plots like them and have as many people be asking/showing interest in what happens next in the story though I can’t, I guess my expertise mainly lays in writing detailed smut that gets people feeling a certain type of way. I’m glad I could make people feel something with my writing though as I’ve grown as a fanfic writer, I realise that that’s not the main thing I want people to take away from my writing anymore. Maybe I’m too hard on myself but either way - I think it’s best I just go back to reading fan fictions instead. Maybe then I’ll be able to learn something new.

Also, just as a side note, my personal life hasn’t been so great lately and I’ve been getting a lot of bad news so… yeah, writing, as much as I love it, isn’t exactly my ideal escape anymore.

To everyone who enjoyed things I wrote, thank you, to the friends I made here, I love you! And please keep writing, I’ll be supporting from the sides and will be eagerly awaiting your future posts 🩷

If there’s anything readers can take away from this, I want it to be to verbally show your support to your favourite writers, we love the chaotic reblogs and replies, having hundreds of likes are nice and all but in the end? Well, it can feel kinda disheartening at times — let them know what you like about their work! It’s greatly appreciated 🥰

Anyway, this is way too long, thanks for all the love everyone and take care 🙂

Yue 🤍

[seungxstar]

SORRY I'M JUST NOT HERE IN GENERAL PLS

how i feel after disappearing for 20 hours then replying: 🤍🎀

how i feel when my wife ghosts me for almost an entire day😊:

[seungxstar]

what do you say i take you out to the beach where we can admire the blue sea and i'll get you a bouquet of roses and tulips while we admire the night sky :>

- 🐬

oh...............................?

well......

here's something from @allur1ngs .... :)

[seungxstar]

hi nova! what is your favourite colour and flower(s)? :>>>

- 🐬(i love dolphins)

hi 🐬!

my favourite colours are greyscale + blue, as for flowers i like tulips 🌷 and roses 🌹 !!

i'm just a basic girl hehe thank you for the ask anonie !

[seungxstar]

yes i love you 🫶 (ur literally kiera's opp rn)

ignore melody, date me instead i can buy you flowers 😛🎀

• 🎀 anon :)

hello 🎀 anon!

thanks for sending in an ask, and wanting to date me..? but I'm already occupied with my dear wife melody, so sorry but i'll have to turn you down, melody and i are happily married btw.................

[seungxstar]

ignore melody, date me instead i can buy you flowers 😛🎀

• 🎀 anon :)

hello 🎀 anon!

thanks for sending in an ask, and wanting to date me..? but I'm already occupied with my dear wife melody, so sorry but i'll have to turn you down, melody and i are happily married btw.................

[seungxstar]

you anons better stay back ✋ don’t forget i’m still gatekeeping nova😊🩷

melody and the anons in my ask box are fighting an invisible war

[seungxstar]

krissy thank you for this oml

Important, please read:

Hi lovelies! I know that I’ve yet to speak out on this situation and it’s because I too am at a stage of trying to comprehend all that happened and am just like all of us, feeling multiple different emotions and of course, none are positive. At this time I just wanted to remind all of you who may have fallen victim to this, that this is not your fault. As a 22 year old adult, I’ve recently caught myself putting forms of blame on myself but I then remember that I’ve placed multiple warnings that even my blog it’self is 18+ and for minors and men to not interact. I put out content warnings. I did what I could do. Do I still feel betrayed? Of course, who doesn’t?

So firstly: I’m just here to tell the adults here, it is not your fault. It was not your choice, and it is okay and valid to feel how you feel. Hurt, angry, betrayed, disgusted, trust issues? It’s all completely valid. You didn’t deserve to go through this. Just try to remember that on your healing journey. I hope that these words provided you with some comfort.

Secondly: To any other catfishes, minors, both who may be reading this, this hurts people more than you know or may care, but interacting with people and pretending to be someone you aren’t truly does place bruises on us and could even possibly place on yourself. It IS a big deal because we are concerned for your safety. We are not just protecting ourselves. There are people out there who are dangerous and there is a level of respect that needs to be held between adults and minors. This is a huge reason as to why when I type, I’m very serious, because I don’t know your ages and just in case you’re a minor, I respect you enough not to give that same energy back. My point is… Stay safe out there because it’s dangerous. Accounts out there like @badasgirlfriend are not trying to ‘expose’ you or ‘disrespect’ you. They are trying to alarm us to know not to interact with you for your safety and she gets hate for it when in reality, what is she supposed to do? Imagine how much worse it would be if she just kept the information and never told anyone? Seriously guys, it goes deeper than someone just telling others about your age, she is doing you a favor and protecting you. - Side note, but thank you for being informative and doing your best to keep our community safe for all involved.

One last thing, but Melody ( @allur1ngs ) is already fully aware of the situation. As much as it is appreciated that you have tried to update her and also check on her, I would like to kindly ask for you all to leave any discussion about this out of DMs or asks to her as she needs a break herself to process, heal, and move on from this situation. I can back up what Nova ( @seungxstar ) said when Mel has people who are protecting her throughout this, myself personally being one of them.

I love each and every one of you, stay safe out there and once again, this is an 18+ blog and I do not condone men or minors interacting!

. . . ~ ☪︎ꨄ❥krissysays✎