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everytime I hear “things will get better” it’s like being told the same fresh lie over and over

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Haven’t posted on here in a hot min like it’s been so long

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אני אקרע לך את איבר המין

?? 😨

[sett1ngsun]

Can you do the bsd men dick hcs again but with Fyodor, Nikolai, Sigma and Oda?

Of course!! Sorry this took a while :) I’ve been on a break for my mental health after relapsing a few times lol anyway-

FYODOR:

-6.5 inches would be a fair guess I think.

-a light pink tip and it’s a little less than average in thickness.

-well kept because I feel like he’d grimace at any kind of dirtiness.

NIKOLAI:

-5.5 inches and he’s quite thicker than average.

-carpet matches the drapes.

-he probably has a small tuft of hair but other than that is very well kept.

-pink tip that’s kinda sensitive.

SIGMA:

-7 inches.

-on the skinnier side.

-shaves a lot.

-a lilac kinda colour for the tip.

ODA:

-6.5 inches.

-ITS DEFINITELY VEINY

-he’s very well kept to be honest, but he doesn’t shave all that often.

-he isn’t too sensitive but when you find the right spot he will moan literally so loud-

-his tip is very pale.

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DAZAI NSFW HEADCANONS

-dazai is a kinky bitch.

-I feel like he’d be open to MOST things like obviously not piss or vomit but bondage, spanking, degradation. I feel like he could be into that.

-I feel PM! Dazai would be experienced with a knife just like tracing your skin with it, maybe guns too. And oh, if he isn’t experienced with lighters-

-He just finds the glow of the lighter against your skin so mesmerising.

-I also kinda feel like before he settled down, he had a lot of one night stands, especially with people in the PM. He definitely hooked up with Chuuya- /hj

-I feel like ADA! Dazai would still have the occasional hook up don’t get me wrong but just less.

-When it comes down to it, he probably has the occasional quickie but he prefers to take his time with you. Like if he’s frustrated about something then it’ll probably be a quickie but if not, he can take a few hours.

-as I said in my last post, he’s definitely 8 inches. He gives big dick energy. And he knows it.

-I feel like bondage is his go to though like he’ll tie you up (although he isn’t gonna turn down being tied up himself)

-99% of the time he’s dom but sometimes he’ll switch it up. Even when he is a sub, he doesn’t really act all that like it. It’s mainly because he doesn’t want to be in vulnerable positions so he needs to trust whoever is top.

-he isn’t the roughest. In fact, he’s pretty sweet like he will constantly cater to your needs and ask if you’re okay with literally everything he does, but he still can get pretty harsh with degrading and with how much overstimulation he puts you through. Just tell him if it’s too much.

-he’s usually too lazy for aftercare, but if you weren’t having sex at night, he’d probably carry you to the bathtub.

-also he’s a thigh man. I’ve said what I’ve said.

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Tumblr is NOT letting me reply to people which is kinda annoying so

@iluvamy i do know how long 10 inches is because I have experience and it’s why not everyone in my headcanons is 12 inches. I have seen everything from 5-12 inches. My guy friends have also told me that 5.5-6 inches is average-

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BSD DICK HCS

including: dazai, chuuya, atsushi, Akutagawa, Kunikida, ranpo, fukuzawa

DAZAI:

-id say that dazais dick would be around 8.5 inches since he radiates that big dick energy imo but I don’t think he’d be like 10’ or whatever.

-pale pink tip, veiny but not too prominent.

- average thickness. not skinny but not thick. just in the middle.

-sensitive.

-well kept. you wouldn’t be inhaling his pubes.

CHUUYA

-7 inches solid.

-he doesn’t really radiate the same kinda energy as dazai or kunikida but it’s still on the bigger side.

-quite skinny.

-coral pink tip, no veins.

-the tip is sensitive but the rest isn’t as much.

-hair is on the wilder side.

ATSUSHI

-4 inches. he gives me tiny dick bratty sub energy. maybe 5 inches.

-SKINNY.

-red tip, no veins, like prominent red.

-super sensitive.

-i feel like he wouldn’t have any hair.

AKUTAGAWA

-carpet matches the drapes.

-6 inches.

-he gives me average size vibes like he’d be on the thicker side but average in length.

-PALE like a purply-pink tip and he’d have veins.

-not sensitive.

KUNIKIDA

-9 inches. radiates big dick energy like nothing about this man is small.

-thick. like above average for everything.

-no veins, not that sensitive, pale tip.

-well groomed. like hardly any hair.

RANPO

-7 inches.

-thick and he brags about it. like he is proud of his dick and you go king. self confidence!!

-veiny, pink tip, very sensitive

-well groomed

FUKUZAWA

-6 inches

-idk he just doesn’t scream above average but no way in hell is this man 🤏

-THICK like EXTRA THICK

-tip is more on the lilac pink side, not sensitive, not veiny.

-not groomed well

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KARAOKE ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

chuuya x reader

(you happen to get a little too drunk and confess your feelings to chuuya while doing karaoke with dazai)

✎ warnings: alcohol, intoxication

Your head was buzzing and it was as if you weren’t exactly conscious, just floating around in a dream. Dazai was already grabbing your hand after downing a few drinks himself. At the karaoke bar, you had invited Dazai, Chuuya, Akutagawa, Atsushi, Yosano as well as a couple others from both the port mafia and ADA. However, you were the ones who had been more active the whole night.

After a few drinks, Dazai pulled you up on the stage. You had picked a favourite of yours: ‘Me and Your Mama’. You had decided on a duet. More like Dazai had wanted to join in. Chuuya took another sip at the expensive bottle of wine he had bought . Atsushi cheered with Yosano as you stepped clumsily on stage.

When you were ready, you pressed play on the song. Suddenly, all the memories of the past three years flooded back to you, all in quite an emotional way. See, the port mafia and ada had become quite close, which is how you met Chuuya. Seeing as you both had a quick temper, it didn’t require much for you to get along. Often, you would partake in annoying Dazai together.

And then, you would start to notice the slight brush of a hand when he would walk you home. Or the soft glances when you were laughing at a joke. And even the way he would never get mad at you- unless you’d put yourself in danger. Yet, that was more a concern than anger or annoyance. Sometimes he’d even play with your hair or give you one of his hats. Maybe if he was feeling particularly affectionate you’d get matching hats.

It’s not like you were anything more than friends, but all these actions had just caused your feelings to deepen. It was like being stuck in mud. And you were just sinking. Drowning. Meanwhile, Chuuya was standing there and watching you drown.

Don’t think he hadn’t notice your quick glances at him and the way you loved to give him little tokens of your appreciation for even really small things. Like the time you baked blueberry muffins and gave one to him. Or all the times you’d fell asleep on his shoulder on the way home. His feelings had also shifted from somewhat neutrality to ‘if anything happens to you, I’ll destroy everything in a 50 mile radius’.

The beat had dropped. It was time for you to take over. You cleared your head, well at least as much as the alcohol allowed you to. Chuuya placed the bottle on the table, leaning back on the couch placed in front of the stage. Atsushi watched in awe as you grabbed the microphone.

“Do what you want!” You sang down the microphone with a sigh.

“I’m telling you..” you gazed at Chuuya with heavy eyes. “Let me into your heart.”

He coughed, pretending that he’d choked on his wine after receiving a weird look from Akutagawa. It seemed nobody else was noticing the way you were directly staring at him while singing the lyrics. Finally, you pointed at Chuuya, running out of breath and mind spinning. You were black out drunk but you just hadn’t passed out yet.

“Can’t stand it. Back handed.”

Yosano nodded knowingly. You had come to her originally about your problem with Chuuya and she had warned you, quite seriously. But, you were having none of it and decided to shoot your shot.

“They wanna see us falling apart!”

“You know that I love you.”

Chuuya inhaled sharply, unable to control the warm feeling in his face. Was it the alcohol? Or was it him loving you?

There was a collective gasp at those words except from those who had seen this coming. Especially since you had been singing random rock all night that had no correlation to love. Suddenly, it felt like a truck had hit you in the head and you collapsed onto your back, blacking out entirely.

“Chuuya, seems like you’re the one getting them home tonight!” Dazai exclaimed with that shit eating grin that was enough to make Chuuya scowl.

It didn’t deter him from being there when you woke up, kissing your forehead. “I’m glad you told me how you feel last night.”

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panic attack ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

dazai x reader.

��┈➤warning: panic attack, anxiety, mention of self harm (nothing too detailed)

having a panic attack already wasn’t ideal but especially not right now when you were recovering from a fight in a dodgy side street. luckily, dazai happened to also be there due to your mission. as you clutched your chest and sunk against the wall, he glanced back. why weren’t you following him out of the side street?

then, he realised when he saw your body sink to the ground. you brought your knees straight up to your chin, breathing unsteadily. dazai immediately rushed back, kneeling beside you. your mind was foggy and all you could feel in your bloodstream was anxiety. knowing your behaviours, he took hold of your hand gently, rubbing it with his thumb.

“can you still move?” he asked. you tried to stand but your legs failed you. he stopped your fall. you sunk back against dazai, who carefully brought you to your feet again but now with his arm firmly against your waist to steady you.

“try slowing your breathing, okay? when we get to the agency, steal some of ranpo’s snacks,” he stated. you nodded with a smile, trying to count your breaths. it wasn’t too far away from the agency and you knew that the best place to rest would be there due to safety reasons. the thing is dazai was the only one to know all about your anxiety including how you coped and why they happened. In fact, most of the time there was no reason for the sudden surge in adrenaline. However, when there was a reason, it was usually due to claustrophobia, crowds, constant loud noise or something that made you feel like the world was collapsing in on you.

you also tended to tap your foot against the ground or sit with your knees up to your chin. when they were too draining, you used to take the needle from your bedside table and scratch at your body with it. that, however, has stopped since dazai moved in. now, you were able to stay and watch a movie with him, eating snacks and falling asleep together late into the night.

so when you arrived at the agency, dazai was already urging you to sit by him while he finished paper work and hold his hand under the desk. you weren’t really an open couple in public and most people at the ada hadn’t figured out that you were dating. you preferred to keep your affection behind the door to your apartment. while dazai finished off his paper work, you rolled over to where ranpo was working. he had two lollipops beside his computer so you quickly snatched one to his annoyance.

“I’ll pay you back later,” you grinned, rolling back over to where dazai was working and grabbing his free hand. ranpo gave a knowing sigh and shook his head. of course, he was the first one to figure it out; then, he took every opportunity to poke fun at you two or shake his head. licking your lips, you unwrapped the lollipop and started licking it.

now that you were no longer alone, maybe these panic attacks were slightly easier to handle.

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-would just like to say I have diagnosed anxiety and suffer with panic attacks on a regular basis. my aim here is not to romanticise anxiety. when i read fanfictions that include anxiety or depression, it feels comforting in a way and that is what I aimed to do with this. not to romanticise it.

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MASTERLIST

BSD *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

╰┈➤ dazai

୨⎯ "panic attack" ⎯୧

╰┈➤chuuya

୨⎯ "karaoke" ⎯୧

╰┈➤ranpo

╰┈➤kunikida

╰┈➤akutagawa

╰┈➤yosano

╰┈➤atsushi

GENSHIN IMPACT ੈ✩‧₊˚

╰┈➤diluc

╰┈➤Beidou

╰┈➤kaeya

╰┈➤yelan

╰┈➤ningguang

╰┈➤zhongli

╰┈➤childe

╰┈➤thoma