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i am the worst and i know I went back and forth on this but i really cannot be on this blog anymore with all the things that remind me of why I left. So I'm going to be using the original blog idea. which i will link here when it is done.

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i've been quiet, because i've been struggling with the anniversary of my friends death being tomorrow, which is why i have not been writing on here. just a lot going on but i should be back soon to do replies.

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@wcrriorhearts asked: Perhaps that’s all marriage is. Presenting an appropriate facade.(aemma)

DAEMON LOOKED TO AEMMA, a mournful look in his eyes at the statement. Aemma was so sweet...So good. She didn't deserve this life that she was settled with. Forced to be married to a man she DIDN'T LOVE. Forced away from him.

He shook his head, slowly approaching the love of his life, taking her hand in his. His touch was gentle, nothing rough or hard behind it. He didn't want to have to be the one to explain this to her, that she was ABSOLUTELY CORRECT. But it didn't have to be more than that.

"It is." He admitted. He never lied to her. Not about anyting. "But it doesn't have to be any more than that." He offered, a hopeful look in his lavender hues. "But know that I...this? Will never be a facade. For as long as I live, this will never be a facade Aemma."

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I’d love to Rp with you

𝑶𝑼𝑻 𝑶𝑭 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑨𝑺𝑲𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑱𝑱﹔𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑨𝑪𝑪𝑬𝑷𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 ！

Thanks for the ask! When I decide on whether or not I follow a blog, I look for muses that they write. If there isn't and easy to find link to the muses the mun on that blog writes, sadly I likely won't follow the blog. That being said. I'm more than happy to look over a list if a list is sent to me, and make my decision to follow based on that. Hope you have a lovely day and so sorry this took a few days to get to get to this ask. This is not the only blog that I run and so sometimes asks will take a few days to get to.

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@asshaid asked: 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓. 𝑻𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒗𝒊����𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉. 𝑻𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅.

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕. A visible sign that she was frustrated. As was expected almost among those born into the royal family. Rhaenyra was not spared the spoiled trait. And that had not changed when she was shown how the people of the realm truly though of her father's decree. It had been made clear to her that she was going to need to fight. But Rhaenyra was no warrior. At least not yet.

"Do I not show conviction in my persuit of what's rightfully mine? Have I not shown what I am WILLING to lose in order to see to it that the realm is protected?" All she had wanted was to avoid war. That certainly had gone HORRIBLY wrong.

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feeling my lady muses tonight so feel free to send some memes for my ladies and lets get some threads going.

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The agreement with Laenor was supposed to be something that they would all benefit from. Laenor would get to follow his heart, and she would get to follow her own. All they needed to do was have one child. Where Laenor had failed to perform...Ser Harwin had stepped in for her husband...It left rumore at the behest of the Queen, her stepmother and former friend about their parentage. As if to add insult to injury...The one person she wanted to see was nowhere to be found. It wasn't his fault...She knew that. But she'd never felt more alone while being swarmed with the prying eyes trying to poke holes in the story she was desperately trying to hold together. All on her own.

Rhaenyra sighed, looking down before nodding, and only after a moment of forcing back her tears, looking up at him. "I know." She spoke quietly, taking a step closer to him in the hidden tunnels they were forced to meet in. "I was just so lonely today." And all she had wanted to do was introduce him to his son.

@sesikudadaryti : "so how long are you going to avoid me?" - to harwin from rhaenyra please!

"I'm not avoiding you," Harwin protests. Maybe he's been avoiding her. Just a little bit. He feels guilty about it, at least. "I didn't want to give any fodder to rumors. You ought to be able to enjoy the prince's first moments without people speculating." He hasn't even gotten a chance to meet his son yet. It hurts to have not had the opportunity, but he'd heard some talk about Jacaerys having dark hair and had, admittedly, panicked. He feels foolish for it now, dropping his gaze for a moment before he looks at Rhaenyra again. "I'm sorry. Truly."

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*/W3STERLING is a private multiverse, multiship roleplay blog for LADY JEYNE WESTERLING from GRRM's works and based off headcanons.

PENNED BY JJ.

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*/OOC POST.

i still have robb's blog, and may move him to his own blog, because his muse seems stronger than others (jeyne as well...but i need to figure out a url for her.) i'll make a decision tomorrow but it's sounding like that.

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The young King paused, scoffing a bit as he turns to look at her. Jeyne had a way of being as insistent as his mother could be, without causing him to be so annoyed by it. There was a reason of course, she'd stolen his heart. That was BOUND to soften the Young Wolf's heart right?

He turned to face her more fully when he felt her hand on his shoulder, letting out a bit of a huff before turning and wrapping his arms around her. War was NEVER simple. He knew that much. But he'd gone and made it all the more complicated by taking a wife in the middle of it all. He had to continue pressing forward, stopping would ruin EVERYTHING, but he was indeed feeling the pressure on his shoulders. "Alright," He conceited with a smile, moving to take a seat. "But you'll be joining me for the evening?"

@sesikudadaryti asked: a sick king is no good to anyone. there must be no weakness. no vulnerability. - to robb from jeyne

"A   dead   king   is   no   good   either.   Even   the   gods   take   a   rest   when   they   need   to.   Why   not   a   king?"   Her   hand   on   his   shoulder   is   insistent,   hoping   to   pull   him   down   that   way,   to   understand   that   her   insistence   comes   from   a   place   of   worry   regarding   him.   He   cannot   exhaust   himself   or   else   it   will   end   badly   for   them   all.  

"Sit   down.   Rest.   I'll   bring   you   some   food   or   I   will   bring   your   mother   here   and   she   will   be   worse   than   I   am."   And   they   both   know   that   is   the   truth.   Lady   Catelyn   was   fierce   in   her   conviction   and   perhaps   the   one   woman   allowed   to   pull   a   king   by   his   ear   and   scold   him   like   a   child.

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NETFLIX'S   THE   CROWN   SENTENCE   STARTERS.   all   sentences   on   this   meme   come   from   the   hit   show   "the   crown",   the   netflix   original   series.   themes   of   monarchy,   royalty,   god   are   present   so   keep   this   in   mind.   change   pronouns/names/locations   as   you   see   fit.   

I am aware that I am surrounded by people who feel that they could do the job better, strong people with powerful characters, but for better or worse, the crown has landed on my head.

To do nothing is often the best course of action.

Who we are is not what we wear or what glitters. It’s the spirit that defines us.

You understand, the titles, the dukedom. They’re not the job. She is the job. She is the essence of your duty. 

People are so rarely what they seem.

To do nothing is the hardest job of all. And it will take every ounce of energy that you have. To be impartial is not natural, not human.

Who wants transparency when you can have magic? Who wants prose when you can have poetry?

 An ordinary young woman of modest ability and little imagination. But wrap her up like this, anoint her with oil, and hey, presto, what do you have? A goddess.

No man should be punished for love.

People have to be angry at someone. But as leader, one cannot simply react to everything.

That’s the thing about unhappiness. All it takes is for something worse to come along and you realize it was actually happiness after all.

What kind of marriage is this? What kind of family? You’ve taken my career from me, you’ve taken my home. You’ve taken my name.

With this family, when you’re in, you’re never quite sure that you’re in. But when you’re out, there’s no doubt at all. You’re out.

How many times can this family make the same mistake? Forbidding marriages that should be allowed. Forcing others that shouldn’t. Paying the consequences each time

It is not my job to govern. But it is my job to ensure proper governance.

To give ordinary people an ideal to strive towards, an example of nobility and duty to raise them in their wretched lives. 

Too much character, an excess of character.

Why does everybody think, just because we’re royal, we like fine dining? Don’t they realize we’re savages? 

A sick king is no good to anyone. There must be no weakness. No vulnerability.

Self-pity won’t get you very far. You’ve just got to get on with it.

We can’t be everything to everyone and still be true to ourselves.

I’d like to be a queen of people’s hearts, in people’s hearts.

Nothing wrong with a coronation. Under the right circumstances.

That is what people want in a leader. To show conviction and strength. To lead.

I am Queen, but I am also a woman. And a wife.

People do the strangest things when they’re unhappy.

Power is nothing without authority.

There comes a time where one must draw a line in the sand.

There’s no such thing as a blameless party in a divorce.

Too much knowledge can be a dangerous thing.

We all desire equality, but here’s the thing. We were not born equal.

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ITV'S VICTORIA (2016) SENTENCE QUOTES. all of this quotes are taken from across all of the seasons of the tv show, victoria. themes of monarchy, royalty, history and period drama are touched and so this meme might not be for everyone. change pronouns and names as you see fit.

You must go out and you must smile. You must smile and wave, and never let them know how hard it is to bear.

Any damn fool can be Prime Minister, but to leave behind a thing of beauty, something like this, something that people will marvel over centuries from now, that’s worth living for.

When people are hungry they fancy themselves radicals.

True love, in whatever form it finds itself, is just as hard to lose as it is to find.

The problem with a scandal is that the mud does not always stick to the right people.

In the proclamation, I am referred to as Alexandrina Victoria. But I do not like the name Alexandrina. From now on I wish to be called… Victoria.

Sometimes in life we have to do things we do not wish to do.

I’m afraid the truth is vastly overrated.

I know that I’m young. And some would say my sex puts me at a disadvantage. But I know my duty, and I assure you I am ready for the great responsibility that lies before me.

I find myself in a difficult position. I am a Queen and a wife. And to be a Queen I must rule. Yet, to be a wife, it seems I must submit.

A man’s imperfections are considered part of his character, whereas a woman’s flaws are evidence of her unsuitability.

What of worth has ever been achieved which did not inspire fear?

Try to remember what you’ve got. Not what you had.

The public are won over by resolve. If you believe in something firmly enough, they will too.

Sometimes a man must do what he believes to be right. Sooner or later.

Perhaps that’s all marriage is. Presenting an appropriate facade.

People will believe any story if it’s told well enough.

Nothing that makes you happy could ever be wrong.

Men only call women mad when they are doing something inconvenient.

Jealousy is a most tedious emotion.

It’s always easier to give advice than it is to follow it.

It is what corrupts the aristocracy, to have no occupation.

It is hard to be dignified when your feet are six inches from the floor.

It is a mistake to make one’s mind up about a thing before one’s tried it.

Illness is for people with nothing better to do.

If the people get into the way of making kings they might get into the way of unmaking them.

If our children are going to be of value, it is their duty to be the best. Our duty to make them so.

I want them to love me. Otherwise, what is the point?

However many mistakes I have made, or perhaps I’m yet to make, I know I am a better monarch than you could ever be.

Everything changes, Victoria. Except us.

Everyone deserves a second chance.

Every woman sometimes dreams of escape.

Am I simply a vessel to be protected because I am carrying precious cargo?

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lines taken from various characters and events found in  american mcgee’s  game  ,  alice : madness returns  ( 2011 ) .  feel free to change pronouns   ( he , she , they , i , etc )   &  tenses as you feel necessary .

“ another day  ,  a different dream perhaps ”

“ i know what’s real ”

“ i know i’m guilty of something ”

“ punishment hardly ever suits the victims of a crime ”

“ you’ve used me and abused me  ,  but you will not destroy me ! ”

“ i want to forget ”

“ it’s not a dream  ,  it’s a memory ”

“ how is one to find her way ? ”

“ i didn’t kill my family ”

“ i’ve not come back here looking for a fight ”

“ i’m not afraid to die ”

“ when you’re not on edge  ,  you’re taking up too much space ”

“ threats  ,  promises  ,  and good intentions don’t amount to action ”

“ every picture tells a story .  sometimes we don’t like the ending .  sometimes we don’t understand it ”

“ delusions  ,  too  ,  die hard with memory ”

“ only the savage regard the endurance of pain as the measure of worth ”

“ forgetting pain is convenient  ,  remembering it  :  agonizing ”

“ a secret is only a secret when it is unspoken to another ”

“ different denotes neither bad nor good  ,  but it certainly means not the same ”

“ how fine you look when dressed in rage ”

“ is our situation not dismal ? ”

“ every adventure requires a first step ”

“ only a few find the way  ,  some don’t recognize it when they do — some don’t ever want to ”

“ everything’s a nail  ,  is it  ,  miss hammerhead ? ”

“ forgetting’s just forgetting  ,  except when it’s not ”

“ a good guest does not overstay  ,  a perfect guest stays home ”

“ who benefits from your madness ? ”

“ what you claim not to know is merely what you’ve denied ”

“ authority must be obeyed  ,  or it must be overthrowned ”

“ you shouldn’t ask questions you know the answer to ”

“ make your survival mean something ”

“ memory is more often a curse than a blessing ”

“ the past must be paid for ”

“ you’re as randomly lethal and entirely confused as you ever were ”

“ return to whatever hovel’s home to you ”

“ your presence here is unwelcome ”

“ everyone here has an excuse for doing nothing ”

“ this world is not so either  /  or ”

“ what’s true of the living is often true of the dead ”

“ this life is full of random death ”

“ death is the ultimate equalizer ”

“ all have the right to be eaten ”

“ you’re not that good a liar  ,  and i’m not that stupid ”

“ your madness will be punished ”

“ come to receive your punishment then ? ”

“ the damage is done ”

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*/OOC POST.

just wanna give a heads up that this blog is going to technically be LOW ACTIVITY. there will be times when the muse is high, and times when the muse is not so high. a queue will also be used for a big chunk of it. i MIGHT do a mains call, and those wont be queued...but we shall see what happens. just wanted a quick update after doing some work here for the night. i'm excited to be back.

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*/RMC.

like this post for me to go through your meme's tag and find a meme to send to your muse from one of mine (or one of yours if your a multi.)

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*/PC.

like this post if you would like me to come into your im's to plot a thread. unless people come to me wanting to continue threads, i think i'm just going to start fresh. this will allow me to see who wants to keep writing so we can get stuff going. the current muse list is in my pinned post and subject to change.

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fictalmultitude is now sesikudadaryti.