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That's nice. Well as much as I've enjoyed this, I have things to do.

Not quite what I meant although I wouldn’t mind if my impending doom were to be by your hand.

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Anticipate what, your impending demise? 

Come on, don’t be like that. Don’t act like you don’t enjoy it when I do - as if you don’t anticipate it.

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Yea, maybe you should stop saying things. 

Well I’m just saying. 

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What a surprise. 

Hm… Maybe I’m just doing something wrong here then.

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I haven't found that to be the case.

Sobriety, I have found, coincides with bitterness.

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Young and beautiful.

How funny. Usually you’re the one who’s not fond of pet names.

And you?

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I get it, I look very young. It comes in handy in more ways than one, sweetheart. 

I suppose the passing of a genuine pure soul would induce reason to shake a small town like this. 

Of course one can mean something.

Did you now? I never would have guessed judging by your looks.

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Everybody dies at some point. Why should one mean something.

I just turned twenty. When you've witnessed more deaths than your age, nothing stands out in particular. 

Are you sure?

Are you alright, love?

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I don’t. I don’t want anybody else to touch you. I’m silly. I get furious if they touch you.

Ernest Hemingway, from ‘A Farewell to Arms’ (via distincts)

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I don't feel any different so I'll have to say no.

Does that include you?

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Until next time.

Right. Lovely as this has been, are we finished now? 

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What a pleasant surprise it will be for you then.

I haven’t denied it - I’m on Color right now, and I don’t know about you, but I don’t think I’m having a good time. Any other questions? Apparently I’m not, considering you had to tell me about your extracurricular hobbies.

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I'm sick Kyle, we know that. But you're here saying that you've got your life under control when that's just a damn lie. 

Help me understand, really, since – I thought you didn't test your products before you sold em'. I thought they were only for people who needed a drug in their veins in order to have a good time. But you continue denying it so you must be totally normal. And smart enough to know another killer when he sees one.  

Oh, yes, because you’re clearly the best judge of behavior. God, Serena. Your obsession with my relationships and habits and actions and what they may or may not mean is just ridiculous, and, honestly, tiring. What I do really isn’t of your concern, and I didn’t ask for your opinion, so if you’re struggling so much, why don’t you spend more time worrying about yourself and less time worrying about me? 

Sounds like you think I’ll be killing myself either way, so why don’t I do it my way?

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What the fuck Ky, are you really trying to destroy yourself? You're moving? You have to slow down and stop being such an idiot. You continuously reek of elixirs, your sass is through the roof, and you're doing that thing where you start crushing on a girl who's twisted. S'not a good mix. You just got out of a sexless relationship and then the thing happened. I don't know how many more times I have to warn you, because clearly I'm the only one seeing this. Maybe it's because I'm one of the few here that knew you before all this happened, but this isn't you. And I'm pretty pissed about what happened too, and I'm finding very little reason for me to not just return to my old habits, but at least I'm trying not to. You could end up in a not so great place.

Why don't you go live with Yuri for a bit, that outta cure you. He'll constantly read poems and quote books so you'll be bored to death.  

Serena, it’s fine. If you need something to help with your ‘grieving stages,’ then take something, but I don’t have the space or the desire for any of it in the apartments I’ve been looking at. 

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Don't throw anything of her's out this early in your grieving stage. 

Uh, no. I’ve already got my apartment to worry about. Speaking of, is there anything you want of - I’m trying to sort through everything and get rid of what I don’t need for the new one.

Okay.

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I do but I'm referring to when I lived with him for – can't finish that sentence I'll start puking. I'm the only one who keeps that apartment of his clean. Unless you wanna pick up that job.

Stay stable until you can't.

From the past? I thought you still worked and played with Remus.

Fine. How are you holding up?

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Yeah let's not revisit my horrible choice from the past.

How you holding up?

Why bother, you already know.