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"this is like the ending of 'tar', a movie i havent seen and dont plan to"

lol?

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lol?

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I oughta slap your bald head dis way and dat

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there are people who do it every 2 days, they build a habit yknow, theyre receptive to subtle pleasures

it must be so staisfying to drag the people you love into an old-fashioned like YOU HATE ME DONT YOU YOU HATE ME (no sequred we .. we dont) YOU HATE MEEE

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it must be so staisfying to drag the people you love into an old-fashioned like YOU HATE ME DONT YOU YOU HATE ME (no sequred we .. we dont) YOU HATE MEEE

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time for another kino day of deathlike lethargy

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saw three hummingbirds bullying each other in i think a perfect rock-paper-scissors dominance hierarchy

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carer stop caring, carer stop caring, carer stop caring. aww man

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one can autocomplete, to a surprising amount of sadistic bullshit circa 25, the following: "and its just so.. scary and i am so.. le scared.. look i just care!! i just care is that so wrong, that i care about people hurty?" my answer to you.. YES it is WRONG >:) uhh but only in your case, for most people the act of caring goes well for them.. for you not so much

so yeah you need to stop caring, youre terrible at it. stop caring and trust that others will care in your stead, and care better than you ever could

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@transgenderer:

music! at least, music as recently as the early 2010s, it was a whole thing for people to get actually big off soundcloud stuff. idk if its still happening, i think so. altho now i think the place people get big is tiktok which is antithetical to the auteur freak recluse

yeah music counts. i guess i think game kids fetishize "the strange, out-of-the-way production" a lot, like a lot a lot, in a way thats a bit different than the usual signaling-game stuff, a bit more robust maybe

are games the only medium left where you can conceivably get money (actual money) and a following (actual following) as a pureblood auteur freak recluse. if so thats a shame because. i dont lkie most games much

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are games the only medium left where you can conceivably get money (actual money) and a following (actual following) as a pureblood auteur freak recluse. if so thats a shame because. i dont lkie most games much

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having a single small copy of your slogan hidden directly behind the speaker's head is good

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Nicholas Kalmakoff (Russian,1873-1955)

The Triumph of Joan of Arc

oil on paper laid on board

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hello spring gijinka can you stop pouring snow dirt slush shitwater down my boots for weeks on end

spring gijinka: do not let ANYONE judge you for your hobbies yall I AM CRINGE BTU I AM FREE (schitts creek gif)

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i keep "wanting" (or getting an electric thrill at the notion of) a frantic notif to pop from the side of my screen like.. swat teams are running through the city methodically killing everyone, or just my dad goes insane starts yelling at me in allcaps.. is this what people get into combat sports about

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a lot of very different tendencies and emotional states get bundled as "irony-poisoned", this is one of them. and then if youre sincerity-poisoned you see something like this and blindly pick one of those items out of a bag to "explicate" it.. so an obvious case of [see above] is accused of being a case of "people dissimulating a true belief as a joke to avoid sanctions" or whatever, when thats a completely separate thing. there is one sincerity and a thousand different ironies floating in archipelago around it

the actual interesting part of full-anon sites isnt that they lower your self-consciousness but that they lower your selfhood, like you start assuming wildly divergent worldviews, preoccupations, typing styles, essentially out of vague curiosity at which output the site will produce for a given input. that seems like it could only be an outsider's "clinical, empiric" mindset but i think a lot of powerusers on eg. 4chan are relevantly like this.. you do eventually grow to feel its a "toxic" site but for really very alien and nonobvious reasons. like everyone is running gonzo science on everyone elses' group-psychology