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We all die alone

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House of Gucci (2021)

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It feels like a hot iron pressed up against my chest.

My worst fear in full manifestation.

Perhaps it was that fear that guided me here, but nonetheless it's been a painful experience.

My heart races to the thoughts that im trapped here

That my responsibilities and commitments have handed me a life that isn't my own anymore

What control do you have at the feet of everyone who's supposed to love you, but leaves you feeling desperate for care.

Is it too much to ask for the simple delicacy of happiness? Is it even true outside of idolizing delusions of one another?

I'd hate to think these experiences have ruined the idea of love. As for I'm still the same 11 year old binging every hopeless romantic novel I could get my hands on.

I cannot disappoint that girl, can i? Or must I lay to rest my childhood ideals of being heard and cared for in the arms of another?

My heart hurts and is incredibly heavy

I'm very lost in this world at the moment, but I'm searching for myself again

I must figure out what I want and how to do it, before It is too late

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Even though I stand by what I said about loving the femme fatale archetype and the villain ladies, I don't really like the whole female manipulator trend that is trendy online, it is just stupid. Because being manipulative and deceiving only works with strategy, and strategy only works if it is discrete and seamless. And I do not think you achieve that by creating a certain type of post airing all your unhinged and mentally unwell thoughts. I say this with love, drinking cherry juice from my skull glass that I got for Halloween. Enjoy the aesthetic but do not destroy yourself.

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Narrow-minded catastrophe

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Karmatic learning

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Turkish agate 😍

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Watch "Cage The Elephant - Come A Little Closer (Official Audio)" on YouTube

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Watch "INZO - Overthinker" on YouTube

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Highly debating removing the past energies existing within my hair by doing a big chop but I've found such strength in resistance of these thoughts in the past

Decisions

Decisions

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Idk man

I'm feeling kinda unloved rn lmfao

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Wondering which songs I listened too in my past lives