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Supernatural really said you’re not crazy we just fucking hate you lmao

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wrt the male loneliness epidemic bs i think it's important to discuss how strongly the current western state of affairs isolates everyone. not "just" men. the thing is that men believe they are entitled to their loneliness being amended by women. and when feminism began to show that women didn't have to suffer being in that position, instead of making certain to be someone people (women included) would want to be around, already-radicalized men hated those women, and non-radicalized men became prime targets of radicalization. that's what, in praxis, it means to be a feminist man (or an ally, or a deconstructed masculinity), though: it entails giving up that which you believe is owed to you by virtue of being a man. that's why deconstructed masculinities are as much of a goal as empowered feminities and trans identities.

so, to summarize. men are lonely because everyone is. capitalism, white supremacy, misogyny and other axis of the kyriarchy are set in motion to retain status quo by punishing community and solidarity. men are not especially touched by this phenomenon. but since there is a dissonance between what they were promised by patriarchy and what they effectively access in this case their entitlement flares up, ravenous for upholding the patriarchal edict of "men must be tended to by women, in detriment of women"

there is a general loneliness epidemic. it just so happens that it impugns pre conceived promises of the patriarchy. the answer should in every case be to build community and form bonds that enable us to struggle against isolation and individualism; never to demand that another person or a collective tends to our needs in their own detriment.

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the bucktommy anniversary scene is so so hilarious. they go to the same restaurant where they had their absolutely disastrous first date. buck doesn’t get him anything for their 6 month anniversary. tommy gets him lakers tickets even though buck hates basketball. then says “take eddie if you want” to which buck says “uh… really?” then these girls hit on buck and buck’s like “wow it’s so insane that i’m bisexual. i wonder if my boyfriend of 6 months is bisexual?” it’s apparently the first time he’s ever thought this. tommy is not bisexual though, but he WAS engaged to a woman. and because they apparently never talk about anything ever, this is the first buck is hearing of this. and then it turns out his ex fiancé is abby. then he calls buck a himbo on accident. and then he’s kind of weird and misogynistic about abby. date over.

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the front seat of the car is a type of confessional

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I love you “unlikeable” female characters I love you rude girls I love you mean women I love you girl interpretations of the “Asshole with a Heart of Gold” trope I love you women who get labeled Cold and Unfeeling I love you girls who lash out I love you women who lie I love you female characters who make people mad just by existing

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touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know

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we were meant to live slowly!!!! we were meant to savor moments and feel unabashedly lazy and frolic and smell the flowers and laugh with our entire hearts and love with our entire souls!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for resting!!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for slowing down!!!!!! enjoying life shouldn’t be something you’re ashamed of

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Eddie instantly has 200x more chemistry with someone the instant they call him out on something. That’s why Shannon “invade your workplace so we can talk without being tempted to fuck instead” is still haunting the narrative to this day. That’s why Buck “growling like a guard dog” “you totally wanted to punch me in the grocery store” “tell me about your not-heart attack” “tf is going on with this Kim girl” is his soulmate. That’s why Josh “you’re a guest in this house” is so fun to ship Eddie with despite that being basically one of two interactions they have. That’s why Kim “i see you staring at me” “tell me everything you wanted to tell your wife while I’m cosplaying her”, despite being objectively terrible for him, was weirdly compelling. And that’s why Hot Priest Father Brian “I think you’re punishing yourself” is an instant icon and i hope we see more of him.

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wait he actually for real did beat-for-beat risky business. just saw the two videos side by side ohhh eddie diaz your gay ass enchants me. watching tom cruise dance pantsless over and over again as a teenager until you can accurately recreate the dance on a whim in your thirties. eddie girl i love you BAD and you are GETTING OUT!!!!

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listen not to be a whore on Destiel Nevada Putin day but he looks so fucking good

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imagine trying to go for a little walk in your slutty little tank top and drink your boring little water and all of the sudden. a priest is trying to break down your deepest darkest desires

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josh russo is in gossip HEAVEN right now i wish i was him for REAL. like imagine a few years ago your coworker breaks off her engagement and starts dating this hunky young firefighter half her age which is juicy enough as it is but THEN later on that young firefighter is your best friend's brother who is newly bi and dating a guy who by the way is also double his age and THEN you find out that the guy he's dating IS the guy who used to be engaged to your coworker. i would be GIDDY. and can you imagine if buddie do get together as well. now your best friend's brother who used to date your coworker and also her ex fiance is now dating YOUR ex coworker who you hate and who you dressed as for halloween to mock his new facial hair even though he would never know about it. i would not be able to contain myself i would be telling this story to everyone i met

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Misha at Heaven in Hell Paris in 2010, on 4x03, “In The Beginning”

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simply can't stop thinking about "no offense i'm straight"

vs the reaction to "that very handsome mustache"

it's a beautiful day to allow yourself to be flirted with just a tiny bit by a man who just told you that he can never ever follow through on it. isn't it eddie "straight" diaz

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it’s been said by others, but i just rewatched the episode so i can confirm it’s factually correct.

it’s so unbelievably significant that in an episode called confessions, buck and eddie don’t speak a single word to each other. their confessions are in the negative space. they aren’t ready to share them yet, but the confessions are there.

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the probability of a character being gay if he's never stated his sexuality is like, a good 10%. but the moment someone takes care to write him into an awkward situation where he believes another man is flirting with him and he goes 'oh um ah. no. i'm straight' well haha. let's just say. one billion