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Kakatapos lang ng birthday nya, kaninang umaga okay kami ulet. Kakaayos lang namin mula don sa nakaraang away namin. Ngayon di ko lang agad nabati, di lang ako nauna bumati sa kaarawan nya, pinarusahan na naman nya ako ng maghapong malamig na pagtrato nya sakin. Hindi ko na nararamdaman yung init ng pagmamahal nya. Ganon ba kalala yung kasalanan ko? Ganon ba, para parusahan ako ng ganito araw-araw? Ganito ba nya ako kamahal na kaya nyang maging malamig sakin habang pilit ko syang sinusuyo at nilalambing? Hindi naman ako manhid e. At oo sana nga naging manhid na lang ako. Para hindi ako nakakaramdam ng ganito. Para hindi ako nagrereklamo. Ginusto ko to kase minahal ko sya pero tama ba? Tama ba na halos araw-araw na lang? Tama ba na maging ganito na lang kami lagi? Ginawa ko ang lahat para maging deserve sya pero kung hindi pa din enough, hindi ko na alam gagawin ko.

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Summer dream

Posted with permission of the artist:  Kuichuu

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Indonesian friend

I have an indonesian friend, a boy indonesian. I met him sa online game na nilalaro ko. Sa game na yun, madaming scammers, trollers, users, and posers. I haven’t seen the face of this indo friend ever since we’ve known each other (until now, but it don’t bother me at all). He helped me all throughout the game, he adopted me to his guild and absorbed me as “katiwa-tiwala” or “senior guild member” which is unusual to be awarded for a newly recruit like me.

Ayun nga, 2015 yun. Ngayon 2017 na. We’ve shared a lot of topics lalo na sa poor lovelife nya. It’s just cute kasi filipina yung jowawers nya and kapag may post na tagalog yung girl na yun tapos may nagcomment na boy, pinapatranslate sakin. I did it as he asked but at the same time parang ayoko sana kasi nga hindi maganda yung result. Coz the girl was cheating on him.

wait inantok ako bigla, imma chill for now

*poof*

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Just today, may napatunayan na naman ako sa sarili ko.

I’ve been really used to think na in every move I make, there will be consequences. Yeah yeah. Karma.

I can still remember the times that I have done ridiculous things and it goes back to me tripled times as bad as I have done.

But today is really different and I think you’ll find it cutie weird.

Checking ng exam, and mali yung check sakin ng checker. My score was 10 but should be 9. Dahil wrong spelling nga ako. Gusto ko din sanang hayaan na lang para atleast mataas sa 80% ang equivalent. In the end, napagdesisyunan kong aminin yung mali sa prof ko and I’ve told him my real score. HA HA sayang pero it would be more than sayang kung babalik sakin ng masama yung karma.

Well yeah. about karma cutie weird. Here it goes. Habang tulala ako naglalakad pauwi. Nagiisip ako na nahihirapan ako sa bag ko sa I decided magtingin-tingin ng pwedeng ipalit (kahit wala pa akong pera, and besides aalamin ko lang naman yung presyo) Kaso puro corny (not my taste like) so naisip ko mag-ukay (even I know medyo mahal pa rin  kahit UK UK lol) and then may nakita ako na type ko! I asked the lady kung how much, I was shocked kase maganda pa yung look, MEN! ITS NAYNTI PETOT! 90! PHP! 90PHP! Binili ko na XD and I feel so lucky about it. Kasi magiging useful ito for me.

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Alternative Universe #1 - The Lee family

I have 3 alternative universes (for now) with different pairing possibilities in each one (including one with the original canon ships, another with non-canon ones and a third that consists of a mix of the previous two), so be prepared for many Lee family portraits in the future XDD This fanart was made by my good friend LadyMid0ri, so in case you want to post this somewhere else, make sure to give her credit, ok? Rock Lee’s and TenTen’s OC kids in this universe were created by other members of my LeeTen fanclub, here you have their original designs… - Daiya Lee , created by  MetaruRicecake.

The oldest sister and the straight-minded member of the new-gen. Daiya is very similar to Tenten, personality wise. She’s passionate about ninja-tools and collects weapons from all over the world along with her mother.

Though she is most similar to Tenten, she also has personality traits from Lee. She is very easily touched and appreciates every little thing people do for her.

- Temawari Lee , created by  B-Gemini

Temawari has always shown a behaviour that resembles her father’s, so she isn’t as mature or feminine as Daiya. She is always hyper excited about everything she does and shows a joyful and positive personality.

Just like her mother at her age she has no interest in love, marriage or boys. All she dreams about is to train 24/7 and to learn from Gai-sensei. - Yasu Lee , created by  B-Gemini

The only boy among the Lee siblings and the young genius of his generation. He likes to play it cool all the time since he was chosen to be Lady Tsunade’s student. Yasu’s goal is to accomplish his parents non-achieved goals.

He loves to read and study, and secretely keeps a special edition of his father’s books, but if you ask him he will deny it. Yasu is a bit of a tsundere.

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WOA!

“Sakura… you are simply amazing.”

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It feels hurt and I feel like waking up from it

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It is like a dream.

Everything I wanted to happen in real life was happening.

Where there is someone making me feel contented.

Where someone is really loving me back.

but then again.

It was all a dream.

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I feel like im dying

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It hurts. It really hurts 

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It’s like I am torturing myself

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They’ve never thought about me. And if one day I passed away I hope atleast in that one reason they could atleast think of what i’ve been through

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After all, no one could understand me. Why bother explaining my whole existence?

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I've been afraid I've been away too long Every city whispering your name Won't ask you to wait But darling when I get home I'm hoping that you might still feel the same

I only dream beautiful things about you So waking up always seems to hurt And I hate goodbyes, But I will try to make them work If you choose to break my heart when I return

And If you go, I think I'd understand It's not that easy holding my hand But you should know, that I miss you all the time And I wish that I could tell you But I can't be where you are

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For 10 seconds naramdaman kong tumigil tibok ng puso ko. Hindi ako makahinga sa mga nabasa ko. I don’t know what to really think about this shits. Sobrang napapagod na ako kakaisip

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Ayoko din naman maniwala sa iniisip ko na may iba syang gusto. Minulat ko na din sarili ko sa paniniwalang ako lang talaga mahal nya, pero may malaking difference ang treatment nya sakanya at sa akin. Ibang-iba at sinasaksak ako nito.

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It’s sweet when someone remembers every detail about you - not because you keep reminding them - but because they pay attention to you.

(via dryyoureyes-startbelieving)