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🅱️oi

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and now here i am again hopelessly sitting in another parking lot with nowhere to go and not wanting to go home

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Just keep breathin’

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happy birthday someone

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Reblogging for that ^^

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This is a reminder to take your medicine!

don’t forget!

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fp: *has completely valid reason not to be able to talk to me*

me: *still one mad bitch anyway*

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A Small Guide to Journaling by Eintsein

Something you may or may not know about be is that I journal. However, only recently have I gotten the hang of it and stayed loyal to the habit of journaling. Here are some tips and tricks on how you can journal successfully. Hope you like it :)

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remember to cry for help without guilt-tripping. i know it feels like you’ve been abandoned and betrayed, but it’s probably not true, and it’s not okay to accuse the people around you of something they might not have done.

“i guess none of you like me” could be better phrased as “i feel unloved right now”

“but nobody cares anyway” could be better phrased as “i feel insignificant and i need reassurance”

rather than assuming others’ feelings, give them time to explain them. you’ll usually get a much better answer.

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I hate it

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How about both?

There are two types of borderlines:

1) I become clingy because I’m afraid you’ll leave.

2) I become distant because I’m afraid you’ll leave.

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I just want to be comforted* :)

* by my FP

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shoot for the moon. if you fail, get a longer-range weapon and try again

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Being in a relationship with a BPD patient.

1. they will mold into a personality that will seem like your dream girl and will make you fall in love.

2. they will show you so much, more than you’d ever imagine.

3. they will constantly look good and try to impress you.

4. they’re very sexual people so you will probably have the best sex ever.

5. they’re very impulsive and you will love this adventurous and spontaneous side of them.

6. they will give you all their time bc you will most likely end up being their favourite person.

7. they will start act clingy (which can be cute at first) but then it will turn into extensive 24/7 need of your attention.

8. their moods will start changing a lot as they get more comfortable and you will see the bad sides of them.

9. Anger attacks and Panic attacks, that will be and everyday thing.

10. Jealousy will start to build up as they only want your attention to be theirs = Crazy angry violent arguments.

11. BPD patients feel their emotions to an extensive amount. Meaning their love will be ×100 and that will lead to feeling their other emotions ×100.

12. Be prepared for psychotic, manic mental breakdowns which could potentially be very traumatizing to witness.

13. If they sense the slightest of mood change or behaviour change, they will think they did something wrong (potentially leading to a breakdown or panic attack).

14. As much as we can be very loyal, our sexual impulses are high and there is a slight chance in some BPD patients, cheating is a possibility.

15. Every day, Every hour and Every minute is a mood rollercoaster, be prepared to join in.

16. There is a huge chance that this relationship would be the most exhausting relationship ever and might end up with you cutting them off for being a psychotic bitch.

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i hate getting flashbacks from things i don’t want to remember