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I've never gotten off more on anything in my life than your fic "No Trespassing" like seriously. Shiver me timbers and dick me down stuck in a fence. Who could have guessed but damn, i love it so much. That is all, carry on!

take this as a lesson, you reading this post - if you have a fic idea that you’re unsure of and embarrassed about and not planning to write because “nobody but me will think this is hot, anyway” - I assure you, these people are troglodytes and they WILL salt their nuts over your dirty dirty fantasies. Write the porn. Do it

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hey ru, i was scrolling through my dash and suddenly thought of you. just hope that life is treating u well 💞 luv and miss you !!!!!

Thank you, darling. I appreciate the sentiment. I miss you guys too. I’ve been trying to write while confined to my bed but I’m pretty pathetic these days; I had to trade phones with my dad because mine was too big and heavy to text on all the time anymore. Despite that, I hope I’m able to finish some writing for you guys soon. Thank you for the support and for thinking of me. ♥

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You’re in our thoughts and in our hearts, @starker-stories ♥ Thank you for being a pillar in this fandom and for being someone every single one of us could look up to. You’re an incredible writer and an even better friend, and this news is absolutely devastating. We’re all thinking of you. Please know how entirely loved you are.

To all my beautiful followers and friends of followers in our gorgeouse starker community

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The incredible beautiful inspirational and heart of our fandom @von--gelmini or @starker-stories has become ill very ill and has been given the diagnosis of terminal within weeks maybe days they will be leaving us for ever ....

I am heartbroken shattered sad beyond belief because this was my best friend and a wonderful creator and writer who loved and breathed our special little world I can’t comprehend even a day without this person let alone a life

Please please send him prayers and love and if you have never ever been blessed

To read his work please in his honour do so

By doing this we can keep him alive in our thoughts and our hearts

He is everything to me ... he deserved nothing but the best in this life and after

💔

@starkerforlife6969 @starkercrossedlovers @starkerdayss @darker-soft-starker @starkerflowers

Please

Share and reblog to all the starkers out there

I love you so much my beautiful friend and forever my Peter

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Ruuuu, hope you take all the time you need to get better & feel better and do not feel stressed to get back online/posting/writing/etc, you’re a gem, lots n lots of love to you 💞💘

Thank you, guys. I’m going to be okay. I’m sorry for worrying you. Thank you for the well wishes and for thinking of me. I love you guys, too.

And anon - I promise, I am going to be okay. I know shit is crazy right now, but I promise, I’m not going anywhere.

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Hey!! I have been a long time reader and tuck your insurance company. Is there any way I can donate something to you?? This is some real bullshit.

I appreciate the offer, guys. I’ve had a couple of other people offer as well, so I wanted to clear some things up.

Thank you so much for wanting to do this for me. It really means a lot. But I wanted to clarify, the hard part isn’t going to be coming up with the money. For starters, we’ve filed an appeal with our insurance company to have them reconsider (apparently it’s super common for them to reject BMT’s by labelling them “experimental”) and while that in of itself is going to be grossly expensive, we have a good chance of the appeal going through.

Secondly, my parents are going to negotiate a line of credit with their bank to make up the portion of the surgery that our insurance and savings won’t cover. There’s a very good chance our bank will lend them the money, so even if our insurance company denies our appeal, they should be able to borrow enough to cover what our savings won’t.

Third, we are discussing some other options as well, like getting the operation done overseas where it’ll only be a couple dozen grand instead of hundreds. I haven’t brought this up to my doctor yet but my parents and I will be next week. So, there may be some hope for us there as well.

I’m sorry for the melodrama the other night. I just needed to vent because, while we do have other options we’re exploring, as it currently stands getting me this surgery is going to wipe out mine, my parents’, and my sister’s life savings as well as put my parents into debt literally for the rest of their lives. We’re talking about an absurd amount of money here, and while I genuinely appreciate you guys for offering to help me out, I can’t accept because, well...it wouldn’t work.

I don’t mean to sound ungrateful or throw your offers back in your faces. Please don’t take it that way, my friends. It’s just that we’re talking about hundreds of thousands of dollars, here. I appreciate you all for wanting to help out but it would take every single one of my followers donating hundreds of dollars that 99.9% probably don’t have to make any kind of difference. A go fund me or charity auction or something like that, even if it took off, more likely than not wouldn’t make a dent, and I’d feel fucking awful for taking your money if that happened.

We’ll be able to come up with the money. I’m just sulking because I don’t want to watch my family spend the rest of their lives literally paying for it. I hate this broken system and anyone who defends it. That’s why I was bitching about it the other night. I’m going to be okay and I can’t tell you how much I appreciate you for wanting to help. At the moment I’ve officially taken medical leave from work and I started weekly transfusions on Friday, so hopefully I get some strength back until this surgery happens. It’s going to be okay.

Thank you guys again. I love you all.

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I'm so sorry to hear this. What kind of surgery do you need?

A bone marrow transplant, which apparently in our health insurance’s eyes is only a valid treatment for certain types of cancer, and not aplastic anemia like I have.

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We did everything right

My parents did everything right. They went to college. They got their degrees, got good paying jobs with benefits, they weren’t reckless with credit cards and they started putting away monthly savings before they even got married.

I did everything right, too. I got a job when I started high school, I’ve been working for over four years to save up for college, took a gap year to ensure I’d have enough money to go wherever I wanted.

We did everything right.

And yet my parents have already lost 10% of their life savings. By the time my operation is done, I’ll have lost every dollar I’ve saved since I was fourteen years old. My parents will have lost their retirement fund and the down payment they’ve been saving for their dream home since they were 25. And we’ll still be 100k in debt. Because our insurance company has called my surgery “experimental” and expects us to shell out thousands of dollars in medical tests to prove it’s not.

We did everything right. Everything we were told.

And it won’t make one fucking bit of difference.

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losing purpose pt. 2

the second part of the INCOMPLETE collab myself and @send-me-your-hcs wrote back in january. first part can be found here

WARNING: this is where the fic quite literally plummets into dead dove material, and it will only get worse from here. read the tags carefully, and proceed with caution. if you are on the tag list but wish to be removed from it for future chapters, let me know and i’ll remove your name no questions asked. stay safe x

tag list: @satansterio @blankblankityblank @bris-sins @im-a-goner-foryou @starkaer @shippinggirl2424 @skoldpaddastark @starkly @sadbumblingmess @holyhalehole @rebel13lion39

contains: underage, voyeurism, heavy noncon, explicit talk of father/son incest, degradation, humiliation, coercion, daddy kink, dirty talk, masturbation, come-eating, nonconsensual recording, quentin beck is a disgusting bastard, DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT

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Quentin stood in the doorway of the bedroom, leaning against it with his arms crossed like he’d been there for some time. The thought of that made Peter pale. Oh God, what if Quentin had been watching him the entire time and Peter had been too busy being disgusting to notice? Quentin was going to tell his dad and then his dad would get so angry at him and then -

“I’m only gonna ask this one more time, Peter. What were you doing?”

Quentin’s voice sounded angry, but his gaze… his gaze frightened Peter more than anything. 

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#in my head#tony follows in howard's footsteps#and starts experimenting with the super soldier serum#except#instead of making peter bigger faster stronger#his cells regenerate so fast that his old ones can't die and new ones can't grow#maybe tony does this in an attempt to correct the spider bite?#either way#once he's realized peter is stuck as a fourteen year old kid forever#and therefore dependant on him (since it's his fault)#he takes the only logical next step#and modifies peter to ensure the boy can never leave him#how you ask?#well petey pie#the longer you go without drinking your milk#the sicker you'll become#and the worse your cravings will get#so go ahead#leave#but you'll be back by tomorrow night#begging for it

just remembered this ask and lord oh lord i want to write this fic

I’m a terrible person but imagine someone (idk who) modifying Peter’s genetics so that he a) doesn’t age and b) he needs cum to live kinda like a vampire except the bodily fluid he drinks is white instead of red

“imagine,” you say, as if I don’t already imagine almost the exact same scenario multiple times a day, usually before bed

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Hey guys, sorry for not being active, I know I have a lot of messages/asks/tags to reply to (and several fics to post), but I am currently experiencing some debilitating health issues and need some time to recoup. Hopefully I’ll be back to posting horrendously dark and smutty fanfiction/sarcastic ask replies again in the near future. Until then, I love you, be good, fuck the Russo brothers, bye.

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Sweeter Than Sugar (Ch 3)

Collab fic with @send-me-your-hcs

Summary: Tony is a man of refinement. Only the best, the highest quality specimens get added to his collection. Peter, a beautiful and very rare male omega, quickly becomes his favorite of all his pets. The perfect omega deserves an equally-perfect alpha. (Or: An a/b/o au where pet owner!Tony forcibly mates Peter and Bucky together for his own enjoyment.)

Warnings: Underage, noncon, a/b/o au, dark!Tony, confinement, forced pet play dynamics, forced mating/in heat cycles, minor violence, forced daddy kink, forced feminization, gang r/ape, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat.

ao3 link

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Bucky knows something is going down the moment he enters his kennel, Tony can tell.

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Sweeter Than Sugar (Ch 2)

Collab fic with @send-me-your-hcs

Summary: Tony is a man of refinement. Only the best, the highest quality specimens get added to his collection. Peter, a beautiful and very rare male omega, quickly becomes his favorite of all his pets. The perfect omega deserves an equally-perfect alpha. (Or: An a/b/o au where pet owner!Tony forcibly mates Peter and Bucky together for his own enjoyment.)

Warnings: Underage, noncon, a/b/o au, dark!Tony, confinement, forced pet play dynamics, forced mating/in heat cycles, minor violence, forced daddy kink, shock collars, forced feminization, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat.

ao3 link

Tony wakes up to the video feed and the sight of his newly mated pets grooming one another. It has him sitting up, arms outstretched and propping his torso up as he stares down at the screen. 

Well. 

That was quick. 

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Would youuuu ever write Arvin X Carl noncon from TDATD ? :o maybe ft a little bit of psychedelics?

Psychedelics as in Carl poisoning Arvin? I’d be interesting in writing carvin for sure, but only if that’s something you guys would like.

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oh god this is giving me the nastiest of cravings. I...I NEED to write a fic for this, holy fuck.

This is the most productive I've been in days, here, have the third tdatt inspired moodboard. I read @send-me-your-hcs and @tonystarkisaslut 's comments on writing a dark au with Arvin Russell and I died. And then Ru (can I call you Ru?) electrocuted me back to life only to stab me in the heart with the stories spun from the word asks. Of course @puppypeter solved a very daunting problem for me and now I'm planning yet another work. The devil all the time has ruined me. (And so have these three above, I now have a longing for sad tom.)

I forgot the ship name, just whoosh, gone.

Gracie indirectly led me to one of the names, thanks love.

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this is. good lord. fuck. good fucking jesus lord christ sandwich

Rough first day

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Medicine

“Petey,” Tony says, hating the pained whimper his princess makes, but loving the way the boy nuzzles his feverish, sweating forehead into his palm. “You have to let the nice doctor look at you. He needs to know what medicine to give you so you can feel better.”

Peter coughs weakly and shakes his head, refusing to uncurl from Tony’s chest. “No, Daddy,” he begs in a weak voice, “’m scared.”

Tony’s heart melts into a gooey, sticky puddle. Stephen couldn’t look more imposed upon if he tried.

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Cry

It’s a chorus of joy and suffering the moment they step inside. A gorgeous melody of pleading cries, muffled shouts, moans, groans, whimpers, whines. Peter flails trying to get to his alpha - Bucky does his damned best to wrench the stockade from its base inlaid in the concrete slab, but it holds firm. Peter is absolutely adorable as he reaches for Bucky with both hands, crying out, “Alpha, alpha…!” Like if he calls urgently enough, Bucky will shatter his restraints and come to him.

His little pets are so fucking cute.