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The real truth about it is there ain't no end to the desert I'll cross

I've really known it all along

Mama here comes midnight with the dead moon in its jaws

Must be the big star about to fall

Mama here comes midnight with the dead moon in its jaws

Must be the big star about to fall

"mama, here comes midnight, with the dead moon in its jaws"

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Kiss me goodbye Pushing out before I sleep Can't you see I try? Swimming the same deep water as you is hard The shallow drowned lose less than we The strangest twist upon your lips And we shall be together And we shall be together

Kiss me goodbye Bow your head and join with me And face pushed deep reflections meet The strangest twist upon your lips Disappear, the ripples clear And laughing breaks against your feet And laughing breaks the mirror sweet So we shall be together

So we shall be together

Kiss me goodbye Pushing out before I sleep It's lower now and slower now The strangest twist upon your lips And I don't see And I don't feel But tightly hold up silently my hands Before my fading eyes and in my eyes your smile The very last thing before I go The very last thing before I go The very last thing before I go

I will kiss you I will kiss you I will kiss you forever on nights like this I will kiss you I will kiss you And we shall be together

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what a legend

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Jodie Foster, Ted Levine, and Brook Smith on set of "The Silence of the Lambs" (1991) in 1990

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"You will not be disappointed. She's my most beautiful creation. I have shaped her for success." The Substance (2024) dir. Coralie Fargeat

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Ashley Laurence as Kirsty Cotton in Hellbound: Hellraiser II (1988)

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So I've fallen into a bit of a tenth anniversary seasonal depression (tbf though, for me that's just this quarter minus the modifier of anniversary) because ten years ago this time I was in the barracks at Corry Station in Pensacola in a nonstop loop of peak Tumblr pop emo core bullshit. But it was at this time I discovered Modern Baseball in particular and played Sports and You're Gonna Miss It All hourly when I could as a young 19 year old finding out who I am outside of a DOD number and dealing with such and the early adult years throws of romantic angst and being away from home. At that time, no soundtrack was better. Shout out to those guys, and Holy Ghost that aged with us a year or two later once we got our shit a little more together but had plenty to worry about. I pre bought Holy Ghost on bandcamp and listened to it for the first time on my mom's truck stereo with friends while home on leave on a joyride, and that may be my Perks of Being A Wallflower moment where we were forever, and my youth turned into a full fledged adult.

Tldr; remember your youth still and what caused those feelings, I'm out here fighting to remember who I am a lot and shit like MoBo 10 years later does it for me

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Actually, pretty solid

this is my flow chart for what emo album you should listen to depending on your mood. if your current mood or favorite emo album is not pictured let me know and i may create a sequel

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Jason Lives: Friday the 13th Part VI Directed by Tom McLoughlin (1986)

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Sadako, the female ghost from The Ring, appearing at a japanese baseball game between the Hokkaido Nippon-Ham Fighters and Yakult Swallows.

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jennifer's body (2009) orphan (2009) the substance (2024)

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Yeah now we've entered the back pain stage

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"I can't hold enough of you in my hands."

~ Franz Kafka