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guys im having the worst dysmorphia/dysphoria combo ever gas me up in asks. Or wherever LMAO

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thank god for my bf doing his shot and then immediately taunting me about how bad he wants to give me one too 😵‍💫😵‍💫

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t made me learn how to top i guess

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yet another gym update

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Happy Trans Day of Visibility!

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they invented a fleshlight that can smoke weed

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tboy in heat that gets his fix anywhere he can.. grinding against his bed, his pillows, his furniture, his hand being overworked every time he’s alone, completely insatiable and stuck in his rut.. i want to be his relief, but not before becoming his new object of desire.

i want to catch him embarrassingly pleasuring himself but unable to stop in front of me. i want him to desperately latch onto me close enough that i’m able to smell the overworked sex drive off his skin. i want continuous pleas leaving his mouth as he falls to his knees and humps at my boot. i want his weak hands prying at my belt buckle as he crawls on top of me. i want him tugging at my shirt as he bounces in my lap emulating being fucked by me. i want him to bring my inattentive hand to his heat and leave my fingers slick after pathetically grinding into my palm. i want to look at him with object-like indifference as he throws himself at me before i let up and help remedy his ache. after idly watching his need consume him, i’ll replace that ache with a new one.. a ruined, used ‘til exhaustion, but finally satisfied ache.

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teach me how to fight. laugh at me for how weak I am. fight me time and time again until I can punch you. put me to the ground until I can start fighting back. and then go harder. make me build muscle and go to the gym. make me you rival

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I need someone to hold me down and inject me with testosterone, I need to have the decision taken away from me by force, I need to be stopped from mulling over the possible side effects and downsides and instead stripped of my autonomy and forcibly stabbed with a needle. and I need them to murmur sweet encouragements the whole time as the metal slides in, the plunger is pushed, and the holy clear liquid is emptied into my body.

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its rlly funny that the current crop of content for forcemasc is either inspiring but rather erotically void motivational posters, or just saying "be gross and disgusting and violent" like thats what men are supposed to be.

the real sensual appeal of forcemasc, to me, is someone grabbing you by the hair, looking you in the eyes, and saying "I know what you are. And I'm going to drag it out of you. And you're going to love every second of it."

it's having someone not only affirm your internal view of yourself, but demanding it be brought to fruition at their hands. Someone who's completely uninterested in the girl-shaped shell you've been living inside of, and wants to extricate you, raw and wanting, from inside of it. They want to mold you like clay in the image of a strong, confident, beast that knows how to obey.

it's having your body examined and sized up, being praised for how far you've come and getting punished for backsliding. it's getting called a 'good boy' every time you take your shot straight-faced. it's tussling in the backyard and getting that little smile when you stand back up instead of tapping out. it's building your tolerance, your confidence, layer by layer until that shy, scared little girl inside of you that people forced you to be is gone, and all that remains is a very, very good boy.

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finally get to take pre-T out of my bio :)

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A quick guide to being a combat boy !

💥 Eat well, get your protein, and work out your entire body. Don’t just focus on the gun show. Strong legs and a sturdy core will keep you on your feet longer. Don’t be scared to put on some weight.

⚠️ Kick your fear of getting hit. Shying away from potential damage will take the fun out of fighting. Don’t be afraid to take a few smacks and punches, guard your vitals and enjoy the rush. Taking damage is a skill like any other.

🧨 Find ways to get your combat fill day to day to keep boredom down. It’s hard finding people who are down to break your nose, but surrounding yourself with likeminded scrappy dudes can help you build up to it. Arm wrestle, play pain tolerance games, spar, instigate, and keep the competitive spirit alive

💣 Minimize your solo self-destruction. For many of us, it’s impossible to fully kick our habits, but do your best to not weaken yourself more than necessary. Don’t do your opponent’s job for them and don’t give them an easy fight.

‼️ Quit apologizing. Don’t stop to apologize after every hit, this is a two sided fight, you both want this. Keep your momentum and stay relentless. If you must apologize, do it over drinks later.

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thinking of being the other pov w/him tbh

my mind keeps getting flashbanged with images of his pretty little face shoved between my legs and it is severely limiting my cognitive functions

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chat I'm getting on t soon and I'm so afraid but so excited. Drop anything in the comments I need hope that I'm not wrong lmao

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crazy pump from the other day..