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Music that i vibe to my imagination, a short list. (Part 1)

This is just a list of music tracks that i vibe to my imagination in unique ways that i can't describe somewhat. Note: All of the music barely got any views at all on Youtube so might as well attract an audience of people who vibe the same way as i do.

First off, we have Chip Furnace's Morphing Bytes Album with one of their tracks, Mischievous Null by Goodblue77:

This track while playing it gives me a scene of high security, high pressure military complex in space while you're sneaking away as much without raising too much alarm. Trying to hack into the system terminal without anyone looking with this track playing in the background makes a good fit for this situation.

Or you're in the shady area where there's a lot of merchants selling contraband in the back alleyways and you as a detective are finding out their main supply chain without raising suspicion of the overseers of the criminal mastermind system. Pretty cyberpunk-ish i know. ----

Secondly, we have the same album from Chip Furnace's Morphing Bytes album with another one of their tracks, Scandalous Practices by Goodblue77:

This gives me some murder mystery cyberpunk vibes as you're trying to trace a lead into who kidnapped the head officer of a military faction and attempted to cause a war to break out between two factions on earth and on the moon and you end up finding more evidence that leads into a huge scandal in multiple corporate dealings behind the scenes. Hugely fitting track towards any kind of detective work. Also fits a sense of stealth so there's your fitting track for Metal Gear fans out there.

Thirdly we have a new album from Chip Furnace's Morphing Bytes (Corrupt & Chill 2) with one of the tracks, Sleep Deprived by Goodblue77:

This one gave me some Lain inspiration mixed in with Adult Swim/Toonami vibes that i can't shake it off no matter what. This gave me early 2000s Adult Swim 12am midnight bumper-esque weird ass shit that sticks to your mind no matter how much you tried forgetting it'll always stays with you. The bumper in question goes as follows: A computer room littered with monitors, wires, PC chassis littered messily all over this dimly lit room in the middle of the night. There's some semblance of human life, indicated by this aqua-teal glow at the center of the room containing a live female human with long black hair sleeping in the clear cylinder. There is a big wire connected to her body, and another one attached to her head similar to the one scene from (1995) Ghost in the Shell, for some reason all covered in black wraps that cover most of her body. All you can hear from this strange room are rapid typing noises, the computer hard drive writing mysterious data on it, machines working in the background, water noises from the cylinder, breathing sounds before fading to black with the [adult swim] logo. Complete with the text as it ends the bumper: "Let's all love each other again." This Adult Swim bumper has only aired once during February 2002 at Valentines Day. People who stayed up during midnight can hear a very obscure unique music track during 2 full minutes of the bumper, while having odd visuals that resemble a fusion of anime artstyles resembling a mix of Lain and Ghost in the Shell.

It only was considered to be lost media until a youtube video of it showed up in the year 2009 titled, "Adult Swim Weirdest Midnight Bumper - Valentine's Stasis". It's a VHS recording in high quality showing what the bumper is like before it was never aired again until February 2019 where the same bumper aired not once, but several times at random during midnight hours. Then after popular demand, Adult Swim released a full HD remaster on Youtube called, "Valentine's Stasis (2002)". This bumper got the love it deserved and countless fan art was made because of it. Now that is what i can describe the bumper in my imagination with this music. This has vibes of Lain, Ghost in the Shell, and Adult Swim in there. Plus with the air of Lost Media to make it all worthwhile to listen to.

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wtf lmao i love it Trunks, i need to tell you something: Why did you...um...uhhh...?!

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how would you feel if uh.... i drew jim hawkins or milo in the 80s anime style i think it'd be neat idk

Well, i don't mind at all. In fact i love the 80s anime style so much, just go for it! :)

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You wanna know about my comfort characters?

Well, here you go. I have some of them from movies, anime and video games then. It ain't going to be a long one but i've got to share some that are my favorite to be my go to comfort characters. 1. Jim Hawkins - Treasure Planet [2002] Easy pick for me since he's my favorite comfort character of the Disney movie protagonist line. Also he's so cute and a pretty chill guy to meet up with. If he appears 10 years ago in my room, i would've had the best life with him. I have mild autism so things might get shaky for others but with Jimbo? He's MY pup, don't get me wrong i might share a trait that he's most familiar with and that is i tend to do tinkering with things a lot. Also he deserves hugs from me, so there you go. 2. Max Goof - A Goofy Movie [1995]

Another easy pick as well. My second favorite comfort character besides his dad. Max is a very cool guy and i appreciate him for taking risks in extreme sports. In real life i wouldn't be like him, i would get a bruised knee if i ever skate outside so he has more guts that i have. But in turn, he would be a great friend to be with. A nice guy, a bit weird looking but i don't mind his looks. This is a guy that i would hang out with him all the time just chatting about how he likes powerline's music, etc. He's my 90s guy and i love him for all of his flaws and his activities. I may not be into sports but i will appreciate him for all i care about. Max in my books, he's cute yet awkward guy that is fun to hang out with. Oh and he likes rock music so i'll likely give him some obscure rock music from that era to enjoy with.

3. Son Gohan - Dragon Ball Z [1989] (Buu Saga) What's that? A third easy pick for me? Well you get the obvious, but Gohan is a well-mannered dude to easily get the hang of. He might be a saiyan-human hybrid, but that doesn't stop me from having this guy around during my darkest moments in my life. He's down to earth, well educated, and trained by other mentors. If i were you, i would train with Gohan because he can be a great mentor minus the saiyan instincts from his dad. He might have PTSD from a bad childhood (Unfortunately necessary but without him we'd be dead already.), but at least he moved on to have a better life after the events of the Cell Games.

I just wish he would be my school assistant, that way i would have a much better outcome in my life and make my family proud. But i wouldn't be the same, so here i am now. I wouldn't mind living his life with him as my big brother. Not only i would feel safe, Gohan would be ridiculously strong against any kind of home invader of any kind.

---- Now here's my other picks without any reason why they're my favorite comfort characters. Just because i love to share mine and this would take way too long to describe why. 4. Mari Illustrious Nakkinami - Rebuild of Evangelion 5. Aqua - Konosuba 6. Milo Thatch - Atlantis: The Lost Empire [2001] 7. Goofy - Kingdom Hearts [2002] 8. Nue - Undefined Fantastic Object (Touhou) 9. Artificer - Risk of Rain 2 [2020] 10. Argemiawell - Voices of the Void* *It's a joke character i don't care lol

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His BEANS

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I fucking love John Silver so much that i just wish that a captain skin mod exists for him...

OH WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE...

IS THAT WHAT I THINK IT IS?

It's a dream come true for me i wish i can finally cry

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Okay, Kai's gonna start a poll for funsies.

Alright i'm just going to ask everyone a single, yet simple question:

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Goodbye 2024, Hello 2025

Yep. 2024 for me is the writer's block hell because i couldn't bring myself to write shit for months. My creativity is low as hell as i struggled to write my planned fanfiction with countless creative deadlocks and endless stonewalls. The first draft of Between Many Worlds i realized it's a fucking mess, but at least i tried. But now i've started to try again with a much better summary and at least some idea onto where i can go for it. But still, writer's block is fucking hell.

No matter what i do it's bound to stop me from writing at all costs. I have to put my foot down and try to keep writing anyways. There's no good way around it, i'll have to try brute forcing my way through. So the fanfiction i'm working on won't have a release date, nor a deadline just to keep myself sane enough to write it. I'm sorry that is taking way too long to do. Don't blame me, blame writer's block instead.

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Finally, An OC of mine to appear.

Okay, it's been too long for this to happen so i made one. It's on Google Docs right now so if you're willing to RP with me, mention me on the dashboard of Tumblr.

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Something funny that happens in the past No.1

Okay real talk about my past. Several years ago, i remember what happened with my OG PS2 copy of Kingdom Hearts that is kinda scratched to hell and back. From what i remember, its right up that part where during the cutscene where (it was at right at the beginning of the really hard final boss fight) Sora encounters heartless Ansem, right?

Well for some reason i thought little me was frustrated years ago when Sora straights up said "That's not true!" and then silence afterwards just this air ambience from the game and that's it. The game's cutscene somehow it just ceases to function at that moment.

For little me at ten years old (I'm 25 years old now), i thought when it happens i'm resetting the game again. I got so frustrated of me having to witness the cutscene again (Back then the OG game didn't have a skip scene option) and again just to see if i can bypass the cutscene problem.

Well little me found ways to bypass it, but it's random. Sometimes the cutscene plays normally as usual and sometimes it doesn't. Now years later while remembering it from back in 2008/2010, i found myself laughing and reminding myself to not scratch game discs ever again. At the time, there's no game corrupting software back then. All you had was scratched game discs that results in funny/horrifying moments when you tried to play them.

In fact, i have a scratched disc of Spyro: Year of the Dragon for the PS1 and what i remember is that it made it into the title screen but the music is gone. Just dead silent and at least the SFX plays alright. I tried to press start but even with my controller is connected it won't take me to the load screen. The game disc is fucked up on my end, oh fucking well i can just buy another copy of the game nowadays and just play it on a PS1 emulator.

Yeah, just something i like to share about after reminding myself about that hilarious moment i had with the game. I wish i've recorded it but i don't have a camcorder at the time years ago and even if i had recorded it, the quality of that video would be shit anyways.

All in all, what we had in game corruption years ago is fucked up, scratched to hell game discs and that's it. Nowadays, we have Real-Time-Corrupter, Vinesauce Game Corrupter and a few others as well. Scratched game discs are a thing of the past, now we use RTC for funny shit.

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Me while making and playing my own modpacks for several games: Am i joke to you?! I'm a fucking psycho who loves to play mods in games! Proceeds to add in a mod that makes the game more fun

Me right now:

funniest adhd thing is when you’re like ugh. doing this simple task would be too hard. guess i’ll do a difficult one instead

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Holy shit, i wish i had the money to collect Trunks-based merchandise but sadly i can't as of now. I'm currently saving money up for a much more powerful gaming pc. Still, this is a pretty good collection of Trunks DBZ merch!

If i dedicate my time to collect Trunks based DBZ merch i will. But not right now unfortunately.

i have nothing to talk about maybe i’ll just post some pictures of my fav figures bc i’m tired and bored after work

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james pleiades "jim" hawkins in treasure planet (2002)

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dragon ball shitposts pt 1/?