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Finally, An OC of mine to appear.

Okay, it's been too long for this to happen so i made one. It's on Google Docs right now so if you're willing to RP with me, mention me on the dashboard of Tumblr.

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Something funny that happens in the past No.1

Okay real talk about my past. Several years ago, i remember what happened with my OG PS2 copy of Kingdom Hearts that is kinda scratched to hell and back. From what i remember, its right up that part where during the cutscene where (it was at right at the beginning of the really hard final boss fight) Sora encounters heartless Ansem, right?

Well for some reason i thought little me was frustrated years ago when Sora straights up said "That's not true!" and then silence afterwards just this air ambience from the game and that's it. The game's cutscene somehow it just ceases to function at that moment.

For little me at ten years old (I'm 25 years old now), i thought when it happens i'm resetting the game again. I got so frustrated of me having to witness the cutscene again (Back then the OG game didn't have a skip scene option) and again just to see if i can bypass the cutscene problem.

Well little me found ways to bypass it, but it's random. Sometimes the cutscene plays normally as usual and sometimes it doesn't. Now years later while remembering it from back in 2008/2010, i found myself laughing and reminding myself to not scratch game discs ever again. At the time, there's no game corrupting software back then. All you had was scratched game discs that results in funny/horrifying moments when you tried to play them.

In fact, i have a scratched disc of Spyro: Year of the Dragon for the PS1 and what i remember is that it made it into the title screen but the music is gone. Just dead silent and at least the SFX plays alright. I tried to press start but even with my controller is connected it won't take me to the load screen. The game disc is fucked up on my end, oh fucking well i can just buy another copy of the game nowadays and just play it on a PS1 emulator.

Yeah, just something i like to share about after reminding myself about that hilarious moment i had with the game. I wish i've recorded it but i don't have a camcorder at the time years ago and even if i had recorded it, the quality of that video would be shit anyways.

All in all, what we had in game corruption years ago is fucked up, scratched to hell game discs and that's it. Nowadays, we have Real-Time-Corrupter, Vinesauce Game Corrupter and a few others as well. Scratched game discs are a thing of the past, now we use RTC for funny shit.

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Me while making and playing my own modpacks for several games: Am i joke to you?! I'm a fucking psycho who loves to play mods in games! Proceeds to add in a mod that makes the game more fun

Me right now:

funniest adhd thing is when you’re like ugh. doing this simple task would be too hard. guess i’ll do a difficult one instead

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Holy shit, i wish i had the money to collect Trunks-based merchandise but sadly i can't as of now. I'm currently saving money up for a much more powerful gaming pc. Still, this is a pretty good collection of Trunks DBZ merch!

If i dedicate my time to collect Trunks based DBZ merch i will. But not right now unfortunately.

i have nothing to talk about maybe i’ll just post some pictures of my fav figures bc i’m tired and bored after work

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james pleiades "jim" hawkins in treasure planet (2002)

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dragon ball shitposts pt 1/?

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Hello all. I don’t think anyone would want to do this, but I am out of options for myself as multiple sources threaten increasing fees and shut-offs on me. I can’t afford to pay for important things like my phone bill and to keep the bank from taking what little money I have to my name (about $40) because I don’t have enough money in my account.

No matter how much you can give, I will accept anything graciously. Any support at all would mean the world for me, as I am terrified of owing these things money and not having access to essential things like cell service while I’m in the vital transitional period of finally having employment. I’ve stretched myself far and thin since being laid off without warning from my job back in March, avoiding taking care of my personal needs such as hygiene, medical attention and feeding myself. All to make the money I had left last for a little longer.

I made a commission post here—

—exclusively for the sole reason of dealing with financial instability in my near (now present) future. In that time, I have received one single commission, and it is not enough to keep me afloat by any means.

If you are uneasy about donating money by itself, then please consider reaching out to me about my artwork instead. I’d be more than happy to work on something for you in exchange for payment I so desperately need.

If you can’t donate, please reblog this post and/or my aforementioned commission post so others can see it.

Alternative places you can help support me are linked here at paypal, cashapp, venmo, or ko-fi. Thank you for your time.

32.22/1,000

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Upcoming AO3 Fanfic Crossover Announcement!

Well it's that time of this year, folks. I'm currently making an AO3 fic that is based on my day dreams, a strong idea that is floating for a while now, and lots of inspiration. This is a massive crossover between Minecraft Modded and a huge amount of stuff (Including: Hololive, Treasure Planet (2002), Dragon Ball Xenoverse 2 (2016), Super Dragon Ball Heroes, Spazmatic Banana (Youtuber), etc) for this fanfiction that i'm working on.

It's a big project of a fanfic and it contains a lot of swearing and some dark humor so i'm currently working on the first chapter as of right now. However, i'll need a bit of help as soon as i upload my first AO3 fic to the public so hit me up on Discord (selfKaiHarness) for any advice, assistance, heck even a co-creator request would be handy!

This is my magnum opus of a fanfic and i plan there will be a lot of chapters with continued storytelling as much as i can without facing burnout and writer's block. This will be also my first fanfic on Ao3 in a while so i've learned a lot through roleplays throughout the years while making this.

The Ao3 fic is called 'Between Many Worlds Vol 1: Discoveries and Explorations' in case if you're wondering.

Please be patient as i'm working on this fic to the smartest of my degree can handle as well as making sure this fic has little or no grammar errors as possible. Once it's ready, i'll notify you when it's all ready. But right now, it's half-way done in the oven and needs more time to bake.

(Note: I'll never do some smut fics and any kind of explicit fics. Just so that i can comfortably work on my future teen and up to mature fics and nothing more.)

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About to drop a new OC for roleplay purposes soon. Get ready for it!

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I imagine TP would have like $900 million sold on the first month of June 27th 2003, we would've gotten a sequel, a TV Show, multiple games (Including remasters for PC and multi-platform consoles), a world in Kingdom Hearts II (Basically Montressor as a world would be rad), and several others such as officially licensed merch from Disney and Bandai's S. H. FigureArts and the like.

Treasure Planet would've sold like millions at the box office if they released the film in summer 2003, not winter 2002. I estimate the opening weekend for summer 2003 would be like $450 million tickets sold on the first week, a showstopper award, TP character appearance in the Oscars, etc. We would have so much more than this. Yet unfortunately, this is what we got. A movie doomed to failure due to Disney's willingness to abandon 2D altogether and switch to CGI slop later on.

I wonder if the TP would’ve still happened if the financial loss from the original wasn’t so big. I feel like even if they went ahead with producing it, I doubt there would’ve been a lot of money left over to keep the cgi that blended pretty well with the 2d. I wonder if they would have had to turn everything mostly 2d or make the 3d less polished…

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This blog will not RP with 'writers' who use AI.

This goes for anything about your blog by the way. Not just writing, but icons, graphics, anything having to do with your blog. Even if you're not transparent about it and think that the AI is 'so good nobody will notice', people will find out, we always do.

This is a creative hobby. Most rational people will understand that not everyone can have fancy graphics & icons, but that doesn't mean you have a machine pull from 100,000+ stolen & scraped pieces of art & other images from multiple unknowing creatives to cobble something together to supposedly make your blog look 'nicer'.

Either make your own icons / graphics, and/or commission someone to make them for you. There's also plenty of free templates for you to check out that take less effort to find than feeding a prompt that's currently responsible for making life harder for creatives such as us. End of.

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you're allowed to say 'no' to things. if you don't want to write or plot or ship with me, that's okay. maybe you're not interested, maybe you just don't feel like it right now — whatever reason you may have, you don't need to explain yourself or make up any excuses. just tell me straight up if that's the case; i promise i won't be mad at you. and should you change your mind in the future, that's great. if not, that's great, too. just don't ever feel obligated to agree to something you maybe don't want to do just because you're afraid of hurting my feelings over it.

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Multimuse blogs

↳ REBLOG if you are OK with playing multiple muses/switching between muses within one thread!

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► reblog to let your mutuals know that... YOUR RP BLOG IS NOT TIME-SENSITIVE!

...That there is NO time limit or expiration date on asks, memes or threads.

...That your partners NEVER need to feel they have to apologise for not responding to a thread or ask yet.

...That you welcome replies to "OLD" threads and memes, even if they've been sitting quietly untouched for weeks or months.

...That there is NEVER any pressure or obligation for your partners to reply until they feel the drive and enthusiasm to do so.

...That YOU will happily respond to things at YOUR OWN leisure, and you would like your partners to feel comfortable doing the same.

Not everybody enjoys running their blog this way and that's a-okay. But removing the idea that RP interactions are something that can "expire" or that the asks in your inbox have an unspoken "due-date", takes the pressure off of both your partners and yourself and can help bust feelings of stress/anxiety from the hobby. Reblog to let your partners know that you're just jazzed to receive new writing from them, whenever it comes.

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Updated Roleplay Rules (2024)

Okay i have a sudden itch to do roleplay now. The more i ignore it, the itch gets more potent as it goes on. Weird but okay, i can handle this. If you're willing to do RP with me, be my guest and it's on the house for you!

Here's my updated roleplay rules:

I don't like smut RP at all. Don't make me do them or otherwise i'll ignore your request and block you for good measure. I'm also not good with that so there you go.

NSFW is allowed but to a mild degree. Anything that is heavily NSFW i won't do.

Please follow the rules of Roleplay before you send in Roleplay requests! No auto-hitting, power-playing, meta-gaming, godmodding, etc.

I'm fine with underage OCs so as long you are not sexualizing them. I heavily don't condone any sorts of highly illegal shit both in my roleplay sessions and in real life. I will never interact with you if you're in that sort of thing. Expect an insta-block from me if you keep on crossing moral lines here.

I'm mutuals and everyone, however most of the time i'm mutuals-only (those who followed me back). Have some patience as i'm very busy playing games (mostly modded games) and watching movies.

I'm a roleplayer with 13 years of experience, i go from mostly literate to full on novella at times. I take my time roleplaying interactions with your characters/muses, so please be patient while i'm taking my time here. Mood takes into an account here so if i'm not in the mood or having burnout issues you might as well wait until i can get my bearings.

I'm mostly a OC player with a few muses that i can roleplay as such as Spazmatic Banana (Youtuber, i'm a fan btw), Sorcerer (Modded Risk of Rain 2 character), and Chibidoki (Vtuber, personification of brainrot maximus). So if you're willing to have me roleplay a muse that i'm not famillar with, oh well can't do shit in ohio i guess.

I'm extremely in favor of crossover-friendliness so yeah. I fucking love crossover roleplay sessions so if you're in that sort of thing, hit me up if you're bored.

It's fine if you use gender pronouns on my OCs during roleplay sessions but i hate it if you forcibly change the gender on my characters for no good reason. You'll be insta-blocked the moment it happens. I don't tolerate it.

I don't condone the r word in my roleplays ever (you know what i mean by that and no it's not space racism it's something much worse) so don't do it.

Please no minors are allowed here. 18+ only, no exceptions.

Referring to rule 3 here: If you call me out on roleplay suddenly OOC saying that i'm breaking the rules of roleplay when i'm clearly not, i suggest you quadruple check my roleplay posts before jumping into any conclusions. Keep on calling out shit that is NOT rule-breaking by any factors and i'll have you blocked without any second chances. The same goes towards your alts.

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This cosplay is SOOOO GOOOOD! I FUCKING LOVE IT!

@freezepride and I FINALLY got to premiere our Milo and Vinnie outfits for Halloween!!