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Myanmar babi.

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No family.

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Sick & tired.

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I have lost too many people in my life.

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I don’t feel it.

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What a sad2 life

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Where is this going?

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I’m tired of everything.

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Today is my birthday and I don’t feel special.

No love letter

No deep talk

No intimacy

No romantic

No celebration

No pictures or video editing

All I got is a common video call (Which is daily routine) and a sentence of Happy Birthday Love with cake and smiley with love kissing emoji. (Too bare minimum)

LDR is not an excuses to make your partner feel special, there’s always a way if you really want to do it.

2023 is the saddest year of my birthday. But I won’t say anything anymore. The reason I throw all my sadness and disappointment here.

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Is this the end?

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I miss my late mum and dad 😔

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What would you do if you found out the person you love was talking bad/make fun with their friend about your family? Especially your kids?

At this moment, I’m totally speechless. How could someone that I trust will never say a bad things about me was actually disrespecting me and my kids behind my back from long time ago and maybe until now 🤷🏻‍♀️

I finally caught all the lies, and this fucking bastard saying he will change and already changed. I will never forget about everything and will never trust again. Too much damaged has been done. It’s not easy to just sleep on this. The wound and the scars will remain fresh.

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The feelings to be betrayed by someone you love. I don’t think I’m able to trust again. Every time I look at his face my heart says “can’t be trusted “. How am I supposed to live in this thought everyday?

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Seeing everyone around me be loved effortlessly by their person.

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“Why you always like this?”

Why I always like this?

You think I want to be like this?

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There’s a time I feel like I want to disappear.

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All the words are remain fresh in my mind. There’s no reason to stay. The love can’t fight a Man’s ego.