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anyway, happy munday!

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SMASH OR PASS - ME.

smash or pass !! - accepting

"i want to say smash to piss sirius off, but i also think you're smashable without pissing sirius off. does that suffice?"

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/anon smash or pass thea ♥

smash or pass !! - accepting

"smash. over and over again. everywhere. all the time, really. is this your way of asking? i'm always ready for you, love."

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Smash or Pass lmaooo

smash or pass - accepting !!

" -- this feels like a trap. this is a trap isn't it? fucking hell." there's a pause as he takes in a deep breath and drags his hands down his face. "smash. not that i'm going to, so please don't kill me. anyone would be blind if they thought lily wasn't gorgeous."

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Send Smash or Pass + a name and my muse will say if they would smash or pass on that person.

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anyway, yes. hi. meme call??

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remus is not afraid of selena gomez. no matter what his blog title might imply.

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𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚋𝚒𝚊 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚘𝚗 𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚋𝚒𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚣𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢... 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑟𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛.

private and selective remus john lupin. from the world of harry potter. 21+ only. minors and personals do not interact -- i will block immediately on sight. mutuals only. extremely anti-jkr.

this blog will explore the life and times of our favorite soft hearted werewolf remus lupin.

verses include canon and alternate timelines. crossover friendly. oc friendly. unfortunately not duplicate friendly.

this blog will contain triggers like ( but not limited to ) the following: ptsd, depression, anxiety, suicide ideation, body horror, sexual content and more. please read rules before following.

rules. bio. verses. memes. ask. blogroll.

written by berry, she/her, 29, PST. promo credit. template credit.

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private and selective remus john lupin. from the world of harry potter. 21+ only. minors and personals do not interact -- i will block immediately on sight. mutuals only. extremely anti-jkr.

this blog will explore the life and times of our favorite soft hearted werewolf remus lupin.

verses include canon and alternate timelines. crossover friendly. oc friendly. unfortunately not duplicate friendly.

this blog will contain triggers like ( but not limited to ) the following: ptsd, depression, anxiety, suicide ideation, body horror, sexual content and more. please read rules before following.

rules. bio. verses. memes. ask. blogroll.

written by berry, she/her, 29, PST. mains: @dementrd | @everbloomingsoul / @wizardingsouls | @oftriwizards promo credit. template credit.

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here's the situation my friends.

i've been going through and having a lot of anxiety. work has been going through a lot of changes. some things in my personal life has changed. change is really hard in general, and i specifically have an extremely hard time with it. i've had little to no energy to do anything, and i've desperately been trying to write but my anxiety is getting in the way of me publicly posting things. i'm still trying to be here, but it's honestly been really hard.

everything is going to be going into my queue. my queue is currently on pause and i'll start it when i feel like i've gotten through enough of my stuff. i'd offer to write stuff on discord, but at this point i'm struggling there ( for the most part. there are a select few that i've had no issues with because of comfortability level and what not ). this doesn't mean anything. this doesn't mean i don't have an interest in interacting. this just means i've developed a relationship with these people and muses off tumblr. i promise, i still want to write with everyone here. i'm just having a really hard time publishing any of my words publically -- and honestly i find myself getting upset about things that i shouldn't be getting upset about?

i don't know how long it's going to take for me to feel comfortable again, all i ask is for your patience and understanding. you are more than welcome to reach out to me and ask for my discord. i'll be much more responsive there. i'm so sorry. i promise i'll be back. i just need some time. <3

berry.

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Send 👀 to know if my muse finds yours attractive!

Specify muse for multimuse blogs

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happy birthday remus john lupin !

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i've got three more days of my six day work week and i'll finally have two days off in a row. i promise i'll be more active. i'm just so fucking tired.

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hi, yes. like this and i'll go through your memes and send you a few. <3

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hi yes. who wants a lil smol lyric starter?

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hi yes. who wants a lil smol lyric starter?

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UNREQUITED,  FALSE ASSUMPTIONS  &  PINING  PROMPTS 

TO EACH OTHER

❝  i love you.  and i know you don’t feel that way about me and that’s okay i just.  i wanted to get to say it at least once.  ❞

❝  what are you talking about—   of course i love you?  ❞

❝  but i do love you.  i always have.  i just thought you didn’t feel that way so i never said anything.  ❞

❝  look i…i do care about you.  a lot.  and i wish i could love you that way.  i really do but i just,  i’ve never seen you like that.  ❞ 

❝  …you love me?  ❞ 

❝  why didn’t you ever say anything?  ❞

❝  i did!  i loved you.  and i thought you didn’t feel that way so i moved on.  i’m with someone now.  why…why did you wait so long?  ❞

❝  why did you wait so long to tell me how you feel?  ❞

❝  i love you!   okay?  i’ve been so fucking in love with you for longer than i can remember.  ❞

❝  you should have told me how you felt.  ❞

❝  actually i…there was a little while there where i had this horrible crush on you.  if i’d known this was how you were feeling i would’ve gone for it.  ❞

❝  please don’t say it.  i know you don’t love me.  i don’t expect you to,  but just.  don’t make me have to hear you say it.  ❞

❝  i’ve loved you for so long…i don’t remember what it was like to not be in love with you.  ❞

❝  i can’t say no to you.  and it’s just not fair.  ❞

❝  please,  don’t be cruel.  i love you.  like really love you.  so if i’m just some passing curiosity for you…don’t.  don’t say anything at all. ❞

❝  you don’t get it.  i want the whole package with you. i don’t wanna be some fling you forget about in a few months.  ❞

❝  do you know how long i’ve waited for you?  ❞

❝  i don’t need you to love me back.  i just want you to be able to accept that this is how i feel.  ❞

❝  why did you think i wouldn’t love you back?  ❞

❝  will you just slow down a minute!  i’m trying to tell you i love you too.  ❞

❝  i wouldn’t have been messing around with anyone else if i knew about this sooner.  ❞

❝  will you stop crying so i can kiss you already?  ❞

❝  honestly i’d never thought about it…i just need time to think it over.  ❞

❝  i hadn’t ever taken the time to think about it.  but…that doesn’t mean i couldn’t love you.  ❞

❝  i just need to know.  do you love me?  or have i just been making this all in my head?  ❞

❝  i love you.  please don’t say anything yet.  you don’t need to say anything. ❞

❝  no—  they weren’t lying.  i do.  i love you.  but i didn’t want you to find out like that.  i didn’t want you find out at all,  actually.  ❞

❝  look can you just forget about it?  okay?  yeah i’m in love with you.  big deal.  it happens.  ❞

❝  yes i love you.  i’ll get over it.  ❞

❝  are you…are you really over me?  cause,  that’d actually really suck because i’m not over you.  ❞

❝  look,  i know you love me.  but you shouldn’t.  ❞

❝  you are far too good to love someone like me.  you’ll find someone better.  ❞

TO/FROM A THIRD PARTY

❝  if that’s how you feel about them why not just say it?  take a chance.  wouldn’t you rather know one way or the other?  ❞

❝  this whole time i didn’t see them…i didn’t see what was right in front of me and now it might be too late.   ❞

❝  i love them so much it hurts.  ❞

❝  love shouldn’t hurt this much.  this whole thing is just consuming you in a way that isn’t healthy.  ❞

❝  you either need to make a move or let them go.  ❞

❝  this isn’t good for you.  you can’t keep pouring yourself into someone who doesn’t even know you exist.  ❞

❝  you do see how they look at you,  right?  ❞

❝  don’t you realize they’ve been in love with you for years?  ❞

❝  they love you,  dumbass.  ❞

❝  look i’m so fed up with everyone knowing you two love each other except you.  go kiss them or shut the fuck up about it.  ❞

❝  just take a chance.  you might be surprised.  ❞

ACTIONS/SCENARIOS

[ CONFESSION ]  for sender to interrupt receiver’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ CONFESSED ]  for receiver to interrupt sender’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ STOP ]  for sender to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but receiver grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ STOPPING ]  for receiver to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but sender grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ CONFRONTING ]  for receiver to confront sender after a third party told receiver that sender is in love with them. 

[ DRAMATICS ]  for a near death experience to drive receiver to confess their feelings to sender. 

[ SEE ]  for receiver to be hurt and realize sender loves them because of the way they’re taking care of them. 

[ EAVESDROP ]  for receiver to overhear a conversation where sender talks about their feelings for them. 

[ HUSH ]  for sender to ramble about their feelings and how they know it isn’t requited only for receiver to put a hand over their mouth so they’ll be quiet long enough for them to explain they love them too. 

[ AWAKEN ]  for receiver to not think they feel the same way but realize after a simple hookup with sender that they’re in love with them to. 

[ CASUAL ]  for sender to want to sleep with receiver to get it out of their system.  but receiver winds up catching feelings to because of it. 

[ TENSION ]  for muses who have been pining for each other to finally have sex for the first time. 

[ BREAK ]  sender can’t take it anymore and kisses receiver out of nowhere. 

[ FREE ]  receiver can’t take it anymore and kisses sender out of nowhere. 

[ TRY ]  sender has confessed their feelings and receiver tries kissing them to see how they feel.  

[ TRYING ]  receiver has confessed their feelings and sender tries kissing them to see how they feel.