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Here where it should be

It’s time you tell everyone the truth,

about your heart that’s frozen in time.

Do it quickly like pulling a tooth,

even better, let me do it with rhyme!

That pretty pink thing in your chest,

not known for doing anything drastic.

As it is not even real, you know it best,

it’s simply made out of plastic.

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How far would you go?

Would you wait for me

at heaven’s door?

Would you come with me

through the gates of hell?

Look for me in another life?

Search for me in paradise?

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STORY IDEA

title: a shot of sorrow and heartbreak

“One day, your playboy antics are going to come back and bite you in the ass. You are going to fall in love and no one will take your feelings seriously. If not for that, you will end up all alone when you’re old and grey.” - best friend

“Yeah, whatever, I don’t think so.” - dude

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“Where are you? I need you. I think I lived my life trying to prove you wrong; in spite of your words back then. You were right all along but it was always you. And now you’re gone and I’m alone.” - dude sobbing at his best friend’s grave

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Season’s cravings

I’m sick of the temperature dropping,

hearing the crunch of pressed snow,

seeing the moon in the early afternoon.

I’m ready for the temperature increasing,

seeing the new buds open,

hearing the birds in the early morning.

I’m sick of the temperature increasing,

hearing the birds scream,

seeing the plants die in the heat.

I’m ready for the temperature dropping,

seeing the snowflakes fall,

hearing the sound of christmas carols.

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This might come as a surprise but I have stopped writing these recently. There is so much going on in my life at the moment and I don’t have any time for it anymore. Don’t worry about me though, I’m still writing other things. If you would be interested in reading anything else - poems, short stories, some thoughts, ideas for dialogues or other stuff - please let me know. I have enabled asks and submissions. Thank you for listening to my thoughts and taking part in my personal therapy so far!

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tag yourself - types of heroes

warrior: would rather die than cry in front of a crowd, always bracing themself for the next hit, taking one deep breath before going crazy on the battlefield, learning by being thrown around a lot

magical: easily mistaken for the bad guy, wanting everyone to dream about them, not ready to run athletically but will run from their feelings forever, quite willing to sacrifice anything to win

royal: still waiting for their new shiny toy, wearing glitter and jewel studded clothing unapologetically, waiting for the inevitable comeback of their evil uncle, the type to sell what others are buying

chosen: knowing nothing about anything is their default mode, tired of hearing all the love calls and hero worship they seem to be getting, keep them waiting at no cost, making their loved ones run from them

hybrid: conflicting personal interests, only needing a touch to understand other’s emotions, wearing a devil’s horns and an angel’s wings with grace, quite the dancer in the dark, their sanity’s driving in circles

involuntary: drawn to the river and forest, would rather blend into the background if they could, liking to be independent and to belong somewhere, getting back up no matter how many times they fall

fool: their kind unassuming soul constantly being played with, having a quick fight or flight response, not yet feeling the vertigo, meeting up with their friends to drink and play card games

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tag yourself - flame colours

orange: won’t admit to being comfortable in their mysterious circus, a from the flame into the fire kind of lucky, sleeping on easy decisions and making life changing ones spontaneously, never ever alone

yellow: the type to fall into hero worship, so clumsy they are fighting for their life, not the type to make mistakes recklessly against all speculations, looking like a happy golden retriever

red: seeing the beauty in sadness, on level seven hundred eightythree on their sudoku app, into watching the x-files for comfort, telling their lovers they hate them to save them, dreaming about alternative realities

white: ready to mess with someone else’s stress, wanting to be let out and set free, doing everything to satisfy their bleeding heart, constantly testing their heart with crushes on mysterious people

green: happily riding the merry go round at amusement parks, somehow manages to stumble into opportunities whenever they need them, quite the expert at falling out of love, will not worry unnecessarily

blue: spinning other’s world out of control, knowing what to do if they had to choose, booby trapping their safety passwords, not taking the word of strangers seriously, seems warm but surprisingly coldblooded

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tag yourself - top five words of december 2021

folklore: knowing quite a few weird and brutal tales for children, heading for the storm without hesitating, appearing to be ethereal until they open their mouth to make sarcasm a whole new language

addict: does not know how to walk away, looking for more ways to earn plenty of money to spend, playful habits always kicking in as a default mode, even an increased pace it’s never fast enough

translucent: always wearing some sort of shimmery nail polish, on a high when the base is kicking, about to stop waiting for the toxicity to come back, not wanting to go where the light is bright

A-: nothing feels better than being alone, resenting that they hate that their lover is happy without them, seeing people they used to go to school with and pointedly being ignored, eating up their feelings

mad: ending up at the same restaurants and bars whenever the go out, unable to do anything while seething with rage, still struggling to find a limit at the question of go or stop, bewitched by their hunger

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tag yourself - types of tattoos

abstract: in between a dream world and reality, letting themself fall down every now and then just to practice getting back up, great at letting themself go with the right beat, known to challenge themself

fineline: not limited to work within the lines of possibility, will treat everyone with the respect given to them, getting straight to the point when they propose something, not really into the whole he said she said

dotwork: hearing the drums in their head all the time, really into Disney movies, not into playing games for attention, liking it to watch people being people interesting, no care in the world, smiling when in pain

colour: knowing all the necessary wordy adjectives to describe their feelings, madly in love with having claws and teeth to bite back, an alien in between normal people sometimes, set on wanting a chandelier

blackwork: no distinction between black and white necessary, uncaring regarding the greatness of something and sticking to their own opinion instead, has one ex they think about when drinking mulled wine

geometric: these scary faces seem to be mirrored without the need of a mirror, a lot of things do not seem to make sense at first, following their own body rhythm at all times, not worrying about the competition

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tag yourself - geographic types

forest: won’t let others break their friend’s hearts, can’t get enough of the drug-like caffeine, clearing their throat as a type of warning, crawling back to their poisonous lover, let’s not be caught on fire

field: coming home from work and getting that instant relief at the sight of their bed, waiting for their partner to give them the green light, creating their glorious empire out of mud and dirt

city: definitely has a day mode and night mode for their behavior, going to light it all up one day, nothing but a lost cause, late because they’re stuck in traffic again, not wanting to accept they are the one at fault

ocean: swallowing up all negative feelings and never bringing them up again, nothing on their mind, peacefulness within violent waves of the oncoming emotions, learning to let go of toxic love

mountains: manipulated words no longer dictate their actions, emotions going up the hill slowly and coming down crashing at once, can and will threaten others to ask them out on a date

jungle: sharp claws ready to slash anyone they encounter, wild animals running wild, stronger due to all the stuff meant to kill them, definitely not dependent on love or the implied affections of it

desert: their oasis resembles a dark empty room, blinded by the bright sunlight, it’s all or nothing, they just can’t be won by slight advances, overheating even in their short clothes, can go both extremes of the scale

polar region: all ambitions are now called untouched territory, ignoring their mental health issues, struck by the sensations of nature, not quite ready for that question and answer session

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tag yourself - types of immortals

vampire: rather standing shoulder to shoulder with one of their own than with an outsider, still curing their broken heart, waiting for others to give them that nectar voluntarily, chewing on young love

fae: these eyes are just not ordinary, has everyone wrapped around their fingers and controls them like wooden dolls, will not apologise for making anyone anxious, going to every party they hear of

spirit: looking at the moon to cure their wanderlust, their opinions are very much not for sale, no one knows what they are waiting for, breaking another’s soul is good entertainment to them

cyborg: used to be normal but afraid it won’t be enough now, glad their times of regret are over, does not want to be in the spotlight, seems to have steam coming out of their ears when they are angry

science experiment: chemistry with chaos going through the roof, taking forever to grasp what has actually happened, thinking about their past and getting the chills every time, not wanting to fall in love

AI: confused about the right answer to the complex math question from years ago, worshipping the words and not the idea behind them, straight up living a deja vu, their own biggest fan out of habit

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tag yourself - linking words

hence: cynical since birth, keeping their eyes wide open during the night, loving to wander through grand garden to center their feelings, holding back savage words behind blood red bitten lips

nevertheless: loved despite their maniac disposition, starting with reckless behavior early in the morning, the look in their eyes while looking at people changes over time, making up their mind to stay the night

besides: into making their significant other mad, going over the edge because they just want more, has people fall over their feet with a flash of a pretty smile, does not pick up at the first ringing tone

subsequently: not naive but somewhat impressionable, copying others to make sure there are no mistakes, wishing for humans to stop making all that noise, born with quite the cheeky attitude

therefore: staying strong and reforming themself to be better, complex structured mind towering over their heart’s beliefs, not going to think about the breakup at all, involuntarily tied to the screen

evidently: busy breaking hearts and then making their owners breakfast afterwards, brushing off the hate like pollen, doing well in a certain academic field, putting a spell on their superiors without even noticing it

furthermore: beautiful just like a poisonous flower, never stop researching and almost handing their paper in late due to this bad habit, no amount of words is enough for them to describe their feelings

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tag yourself - top five words of november 2021

nails: prioritizing self care measures even with the little time they have, finally paying attention to their mental health again, best take their own advice, their friend groups self-assigned therapist

rushing: catching the next train just is not enough, clicking on the wrong emoticons, coming off as unapproachable due to their fast step and strained expressions, oh how the tables have turned

movie: rushing down the dark stairways to get to the restroom and back quickly, quite excited for paying for almost half an hour of unnecessary advertisements as well, no fight in them left to fight emotions

accidental: forgetting to check the spelling of a document before handing it in, finding a great apartment, by surprise sending an important mail without filling in the subject line, burning their fingers a lot

cheap: willing to do a lot of things for free stuff, wet hair due to the rain, know to fall for the convenient people, not wanting to cause any harm by playing around, never quite getting the eyebrow shape they want

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tag yourself - guardians of light

Easter Bunny: pretending that they are not scared to walk through a graveyard, their decent posture is helping intimidate their enemies, cannot help their fragile ego, tell no one but they are great with hula hoops

Sandman: not to be played with, the MVP at charades, gentle soul giving way to seldom savage behavior, winning all the arguments with little to no words, knowing how to handle deep emotions

Jack Frost: potential like a diamond in the rough, quite the stereotypical maverick, please don’t laugh at them for their and your own sake, making their off road path through life, starts prank wars habitually

Tooth Fairy: don’t be manipulated by their siren like appearance and actions, mind their sharp claws, having a lot memories with strangers, only very colourful clothes are included in their wardrobe

North: can and will threaten any one that hurts their friends without being prompted, has a soft core under their hard shell, secretly mischievous, collects shiny things like a greedy magpie

Pitch Black: staying in their creative center and only coming out once in a full moon, wanting to be loved by someone, babies their kind of vicious pets, not showing their jealousy, misunderstood and playing it off

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tag yourself - writing styles in word

formal: telling others to shut their mouth instead of speaking ill about people,so not sorry for not living up to expectations, their well-done-smile makes people want to change for the better and improve

coloured: did their thesis on impressionism regarding Monet and his techniques, can’t sit still for long, sometimes imagining to be history in the making, eternally grateful to social distancing due to COVID

bold: always walking like a fierce warrior queen, patiently waiting for their enemies unhappy ending, shouting with their inside voice, gets mistaken for a goddess due to their ethereal presence

cursive: very into the noir aesthetic, their sweet taste might surprise the ordinary mind, embarrassing moments and failures too often, thinking of their mistakes, just wanting to talk sometimes

underlined: holding it all together quite desperately, looking at their face might blind you, already planning the next party at their current one, promising to be early and managing to be late every single time

crossed through: ready to love, feels like one of many fish in the sea, waiting for a champagne shower, looking at the clock over and over, actively wanting another human being to be around all the time

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tag yourself - types of birds

crow: mistaken for a messiah sometimes and for an omen on other days, everyone has a crush on them, finish what they start and come through when necessary, their words can hit you like a gunshot

ostrich: what a sweet decalcomania, still has that taste of love on their lips, not even wanting to talk just trying to kiss ya, getting ready for the last dance, lucid dreams and uncontrollable nightmares

puffin: the official hufflepuff of their friend group, easily startled, the one to be called when something very specific is needed, loving everyone’s beautiful and ugly faces, perfect until the math class starts

magpie: looking for a new surname, has a glint in their eye while discovering the glint in other’s, malefactor of a spell admirers are under, ain’t someone to play with, the personification of dreams come true

chicken: grooving to 80s music, waiting for has favored seats for every class, that big boom to steer them off course, turning all their bad ideas into reality, never feeling like the psycho they actually are

peacock: could have sworn they were in a dream, kindest sweetheart who somehow comes off as rude, watching rain fall on a stormy autumn afternoon, please always answer when they are calling

pigeon: affectionately called a little brat, really into summer flings, class clown type of person, out until late in the afternoon of the next day, does not let anyone kill their vibe, seeing their escape in a person

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tag yourself - top five words of october 2021

backpack: bag always overflowing with unnecessary appliances, still struggling to understand the rules, confidence walking out the door, taking a shot at life to see where it takes them

instruction: short and straight to the point text messages, no room to live like they want to, their heart gets thrown around a lot, almost reaching their breaking point, there’s just no time nor room to chill

reward: the first bite into the cream of a sweet pastry, seeing that high score on an assignment they put in their all, quite into feeling dangerous in a nonviolent way, talking about people with stars in their eyes

bittersweet: memories flashing through their head late at night, cannot treat their lover right, biting down on a lemon before taking their shot with someone, pleading their senses to come back home

nonstop: going on about their day step by step, that one friend with ambitious goals to pursue, their patience is hanging by a thread, asking others if they think about them with a predatory glint in their eyes