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Allow me to share the story behind this post:

It was in 2002 when we were third year high school students during Junior Senior Promenade as nobody wants to dance with me even they keep snobbing me which caused myself isolated with them.

The following year as Seniors... I decided not to attend anymore. It was traumatic and this is where I became introvert. This stuff has brought myself in the long run.

The moment that even I have other friends, I never get along with them.

I am being more comforable with online friends most especially Shinjas, Sumo fans especially Our Sumo Family and best of all, DW Chief News Anchor Brent Goff who once told me to never stop shining my light 😁

To my SMDC friends most especially Team APS, I hope you remember in March 2017 during our saturation at SM City Marilao when a gay workmate named LadyGhe Bagohara bullied me by ordering Annalyn Zapanta to stay away from me and subsequently once said, "Carol, wala kang kaibigan" and I replied, "Di baleng walang kaibigan kesa magkaroon ng fake".

Not to mention than I was prone to people who have NPDs.

I told Bamben's sister, Marilou, that if all the girls that he used them for his convenience ended up being friends with him then, I am different. I don't wanna be his friend. I don't wanna see nor talk with him anymore especially when he joked and said "Carol, sa tricycle ka na lang matulog" after giving his best friend's updated registration documents when he was desperately need it... in the middle of late evening in his home.

Well, better to being hated and rejected like Chris did to me than being used by Bamben who have never been straightforward to me because he knew that I would never care for him and his being emotiinally damaged anymore.

Ever!

And to all sumo friends especially haters of Taka Twins (Takagenji and Takanofuji aka Tsuyoshi Sudario), now you know why am I became fan and keep defending them even they were bullies as I see myself on them. This is also I became fan of Kisenosato who once told by Takanohana that we won't be strong if we are not lonely.

Okay, 20 years passed...

I didn't expect from Herson who would make a set-up like this in order to heal everything that was broken before.

Now, I appreciate and grateful towards my high school batchmates. Until the next reunion 💖

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Technology...

#tupperware

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The moment when Bamben kept venting out on me about pandemic crisis that ended myself up brutally schooling him...

Going 52 this September but he remains narcisstic!

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TikTok’s Troubles.

#TikTok #socialmedia #nationalsecurity #CapitolHill #China #CEO

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