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[seemehowiam]

i hope every single one of you outlives these hateful fucks on the news right now. i hope each and every one of you is able to find joy and support throughout these tumultuous times and i hope you get to live so fiercely as yourself. i hope you wake up one day to news that you’ve outlived those pieces of absolute shit and whether that brings you joy or relief or hope or what have you, i hope you live to see that day

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you are allowed to be happy before the work is done.

if you do not allow yourself to feel happy while the work is being done, then why fight for happiness in the first place?

there must be dark to be able to treasure the existence of light, and vice versa.

Sorry about the rant I'm just SO sick of this "we have to be on all the time never look away if you aren't upset about politics and traumatizing yourself watching people die on Twitter you're wrong and complicit and evil" like I know things are fucked and we need to stay angry but we can do that while also taking a minute to crack open a cold one with the boys or have gay sex or get tipsy at the line dance, we HAVE to have joy to remember why the fuck we're refusing to give up in the first place. Fight like hell for your loved ones and then also go home with them to smoke weed and drink sweet tea and make biscuits covered in honey and butter please, please don't deprive yourself of joy, you're allowed to be happy BEFORE the work is done. You're allowed to be happy.

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Need you to know that you adding “#oh yeah. #this one had a lil kick to it” to my poem that I posted really made my night haha <3

oh dude yeah, no problem! i'm glad it made your night!!!

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2025:

delete instagram (& keep it deleted!!)

any movement is better than no movement. take (short) walks do 10 minutes of yoga etc

say no when you want to

write more things down

eat fruit

its ok. its ok. its really all ok I promise that it is and will be ok

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— Arion Boldon (X)

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nothing makes me feel as alienated as sitting alone at home while my family spends time with each other without me.

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Every time I say ‘it is what it is,’ a small part of me dies. But it is what it is.

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I can’t settle for some mediocre relationship I want passion and real love and if it can’t be found in this life I’ll wait for it in the next because sleeping next to someone every night who doesn’t truly understand you or your heart is like dying a small quiet death every day

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despite, despite, despite.

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i need these so bad

COLORFUL SUN CATCHERS

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spending time with ppl who love u will save u

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the ultimate goals for this year are to stop caring too much about what people think of me and to stop letting worry eat me alive

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my earnest hope for 2025 is that everyone embraces being a little weirder and freakier and less judgmental bc we will all be better off for it like to charge reblog to cast

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"oh, welcome back, new year's sense of mourning! i thought i had outran you this year!" i say in tears

"no one can outrun me. i am the ghost of things come and gone, and of things you'll never get back." the mourning replies.