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May all your soons turn into finally.

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the miracle is in waking up every day.

i think about this very often to but to be alive is such a privilege. you can smell flowers, eat freshly baked cookies, lose yourself in the pages of a new book, listen to heartwarming music and read soul crushing poetry, meet kind and funny people, learn something new. i think the miracle is in waking up every day

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all of my memories have holes and i feel like im constantly running out of time.

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Simone de Beauvoir, from a letter to Nelson Algren, featured in "A Transatlantic Love Affair,"

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Simone de Beauvoir, from a letter to Nelson Algren, featured in "A Transatlantic Love Affair,"

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Marcel Proust, from The Complete Works; “Remembrance of Things Past,”

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I take my friendships & relationships very seriously... if i'm always there for you please do not disrespect my loyalty. That's all I ask.

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Teaching my kids to be a good friend because some children don’t go home to love

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reassurance kink bc my brain makes me feel unlovable

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...but the darker part of me wants to scream and say I am not worth it, I am not good. I am not something that someone should wish for.

it is not as if I am bad, either, but I can't accept that I am good. maybe that is my father haunting me all over again. maybe it's the trauma whispering in my ear that I am not worthy of something as pure as this.

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To be loved loudly is all I want from this life