FUCK whoever wrote this shit, 😭😭😭😭😭😄😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I need help 😫
Dark
You get used to being sad all the time
The numbness
The darkness of it all
It’s normal
Then one day you become happy
It’s good, bright, the black hole in your stomach is replaced with flowers
And color
And light
But the sad always come back
When it does it hits you like a truck
The black hole is back and the flowers die
The colors fade
It devours all the light inside of you
But this time you aren’t numb
You can feel everything, and that makes it much worse than before
Sometimes you see the light again and you chase it
You would do anything for it
But right when you get close enough and leap, it always slips out of your grasp
And you go falling down and down for what seems an eternity.
I'm tired of being alone, of feeling sad, of having everything just disappoint me, how do u keep going, when all you want to do is just ebb away into nonexistence.
Anybody that has been disowned by their family due to their family’s religion or other beliefs and now for the holidays you’re on your own, I’d like to adopt you if you want :) I love writing silly letters and cards. Message me or whatever. :)