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122917 2:10 AM

wow okay i haven’t written one of these since february thts wild

anyways so much has happened since then i rly almost wanted to give up back then lmaoooooooo

i still dont know what im doing w my life rn but i think i’m in a better place/situation than i was before

i need to go back to work but i really didnt wanna be swallowed up in three jobs after coming home like i could barely keep up w one job during school and im only used to two jobs @ home

aaaa but i definitely have to work next break /: 

oh well i got to spend time w friends and see lots of movies!!! which i love but i hate spending money 

imma sleep now idk im not unhappy atm im just kinda content

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I like the idea of you thinking about me

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mominique

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022117 7:20pm

should i get up and get food or just continue to lay in bed and starve myself idk but lately i havent been eating that much and its so terrible of me to be happy about that cuz i know its unhealthy but like i really am just tired of being this size u kno my room is still so messy from this weekend but i could rly care less i just really want some hot cheetos rn AND FUCK I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR ANTHRO!! BUT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO DO ANYTHING RN!!! CLASSIC CLARISSA!!!!

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022117 1:30am

im so sleepy but i think imma start posting lil blurbs on this blog again cuz idk but im too lazy to write it in a notebook

my life ! still a mess ! dont know what im doing

but i have realized that ive been starting to like myself more so thts a plus

i keep putting off scheduling my doctors appointment AND my therapy session oops /:

maybe ill do that tomorrow!! i actually read the two short stories that i was supposed to for english yay im glad i did that

but i really need to study anthro and do the cinema write up rip

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