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A warm shower,

A cup of tea,

A book that makes you feel good.

My cat.

A nice dinner.

Music.

Warm blankets.

Clean sheets.

Clean teeth.

Warm sleep clothes.

Pillows.

A good night's rest.

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December 8th

we're approaching the last two weeks of the year which means tests tests and tests. I'm lucky because I took mst of them before now.

I studied a little for the test I have tomorrow but honestly I'm not worried and I don't care.

I also tried to do some homework but honestly I don't care about htat either. Instead, I spent some time reading the book I have assigned for the day after tomorrow (yeah I'm late IK)

That's it for today.

These past few have been great though, I must say.

I managed to spent time with family, on my own, I felt soo pretty everyday, I talked to the person I like... I'm happy.

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December 4th

I think I did well on the test, maybe not perfect well but sufficient well so I'm happy.

Yesterday in the end I caught up with history, revised English and its homework.

Today I'm tired so I think I'll just do today's work (homework, readings, studying that I don't want to accumulate) and then I'll rest.

My brain is telling me that I could also start to go ahead in other subjects but I know myself, I know I'll probably already have a hard time finishing this stuff. Hopefully not.

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2nd of December

Every day the end of the year is nearing.

Today I didn't really push myself. First, I had school until 12. Then, I got home and had lunch. After that, I went to an appointment. Finally, when I got home I spent some time with my mum. Now I'm getting started on my homework.

I have to read some pages, I'll skip reviewing today because I have other priorities. And then I'll study for the test I have in two days and for which I'm absolutely not prepared.

Let's get to work.

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1st of December

I hate that Tumblr's colour options are so narrow, I'd love to use a brown, but alas.

I'm back yet again.

November was a fail, but it's normal because I had tried to tackle my biggest weakness: sleep.

And here I'll try again.

This month's objective is the same as the last, but this time I have the Christmas mood on my side.

I'm continually growing. Every day it gets easier and easier. (Thank God)

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One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

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I need to get studying. I'm not feeling that motivated so I think I'll have to change some stuff around. But I'll do it. Trust me.

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I have a test tomorrow (on stuff I should already know) and I just briefly reviewd. I'll just accept my destiny tbh

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November 9th-15th update

I took a break. Last I updated was the 8th I think. It's the 15th. I had a very intense week and I stayed at home for two days (not consecutive) but I didn't skip any tests or anything, I just rested (slept). I really need to learn how to sleep enough because I'm slowly killing myself. I'm always so tired.

I think I'll stop a couple of things from my organisation system because they're not that important right now since I have so many tests that there's always something to study so there's no need, for example, to write down what I'm studying so that I know if I'm behind to recuperate. I already know I am, I can't schedule dealing with it rn though.

Still, I'm happy. I like writing and life and everything. And she's very scary and mean but I love her cause she makes me work and she's passionate and she makes me read and write. She could pick better books though

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November 9th

School was short and fine.

I think I did well in my test.

At home I didn't do much, I didn't even wash my hair. I did start this course I have to do... At least I don't have to pay attention.

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November 5th

I had no tests, school was like that.

At home I did homework for the next day and repeated some stuff but not a lot. I also went to bed late (I think around midnight)

Also I procrastinated today, too.

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November 6th

Tuesday.

I was tested orally and absolutely no one expected that the teacher would test us. It still went well though, that teacher is sooo nice.

Not much else happened though.

At home I did my homework and studied some. I was tired though, and so I procrastinated a lot.

I went to bed at, like 23:00? (Around 7 hours of sleep anyway)

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November 7th

I stayed at home to sleep some. I got to study for my test tomorrow.

I didn't really do much else. Got to sleep at 22:50

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November 8th

I'll recuperate the old ones too.

I spent some really busy days studying, so I didn't really have the time/energy to write these posts.

Going to bed early is really hard actually...

Today I had a test and it should have gone at least fine, hopefully well, but I don't care that much honestly as long as it's sufficient.

Not much else happened at school.

I studied a little with a friend for a test I have tomorrow, and then at home I was tired and cold and I had a headache and without wanting to I fell asleep. I woke up for dinner and did all my homework and reviewing after. It's like 0:30 which is horrible but at least tomorrow's Saturday.

I'm going to bed, night.

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words to use instead of ______

"Very"

Mild: clearly, decidedly, distinctly, markedly, considerably, notably, largely, recognizably, especially, indubitably Moderate: especially, surprisingly, substantially, uncommonly, chiefly, incredibly, obviously, unmistakably, considerably, awfully, wonderfully, particularly Bold: profusely, unequivocally, strikingly, astonishingly, exceedingly, absolutely, exceptionally, extremely, unquestionably, vastly, incontestably

"A Lot" (time)

Mild: often, oftentimes, sometime Moderate: frequently, usually, various, generally Bold: regularly, recurrent, persistent

"A Lot" (size)

Mild: many, much, several Moderate: numerous, bountiful, considerable Bold: multitude, profuse, vast

"Big"

Mild: sizable, ample, large, considerable, great, above average, important Moderate: ponderous, significant, crucial, vast, copious, magnificent, substantial Bold: enormous, immense, colossal, extensive, endless, paramount, boundless, prodigious, imposing, gigantic, voluminous, limitless, essential

"Small"

Mild: slight, limited, trivial, minor, light, puny, superficial, undersized, dinky, negligible, faint Moderate: scant, petite, inconsiderable, microscopic, dwarf, unsubstantial, minimum, miniature, tiny Bold: insignificant, minute, meager, infinitesimal, ineffectual, undetectable, inconsequential

"Good"

Mild: acceptable, favorable, agreeable, pleasing, satisfactory, satisfying, super, able, relevant, accomplished, efficient, reliable, ample, useful, profitable, adequate, adept Moderate: great, honorable, admirable, commendable, sound, splendid, superb, valuable, wonderful, worthy, clever, proficient, qualified, apt, skillful, thorough, wholesome Bold: excellent, exceptional, gratifying, marvelous, reputable, stupendous, superior, exemplary, virtuous, expert, solid, advantageous, flawless, extensive, perfect

"Bad"

Mild: cheap, dissatisfactory, faculty, off, mean, wrong, unpleasant, unwell, low, grim, sour, regretful Moderate: careless, defective, inferior, imperfect, deficient, rough, ill-suited, inadequate, unsatisfactory, delinquent, sinful, unruly, wicked, rancid, grave, harsh, terrible, downcast Bold: awful, unacceptable, corrupt, dreadful, putrid, erroneous, detrimental, ruinous, vile, villainous, diseased, adverse, evil

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November 4th

Today I reviewed on the way to school a little. Then after some classes I had the test and it was not hard (it's with no mark, the teacher didn't even take them).

Got home from school, on the way back I was alone and started studying physics.

I procrastinated from 13:30 to 16:00 and I also took a break at 18:39 through 19:30..... Not as much studying as I wanted.

And most importantly, I'm going to bed at.... 0:50..... Ugh.

Tomorrow I want to go to bed super early. And if I really can't study then I'll go to bed in the afternoon and wake up earlier (doesn't seem a good idea, but better than not sleeping and not studying)