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🧸24th, 25th, 26th January🩰

I missed a few days because I was so busy I got home late everyday, but I was still productive.

On Friday I was out all day for school and an event and I got home very late. Also, I made a new friend!! It seems crazy but I guess stuff like this can actually happen. I'm pretty sure we have the same taste in a lot of things. There are so many people I want to get closer to.

Saturday was not a bad day at all, actually it was nice. I saw someone nice on my way to school, everything went well and I even had fun with my family and my cousin who I hadn't seen in a month in the afternoon. That was nice. However, I also got a mark I feel I didn't deserve on a test. I made so many very stupid errors, I should have gotten almost perfect, but I got a barely passing grade. And usually I'm very good at this subject, actually one of the few who is, one of the few who does the homework. I literally passed it to half of the class once. So that upset me. And I also lost a couple of things I really needed and one of my books which I desperately need because it has all my notes. But I'm sure I'll find it tomorrow and I'll feel really stupid.

Today I had a great breakfast, I washed my hair before lunch and I was quick and efficient. The food was good. Then I had tea and sweets (so good), a nap, I read a little, and finally I got started on homework and studying. Tomorrow I have a test, and the day after as well. I have to study a lot tomorrow because I haven't started yet but with the thought of the book I couldn't concentrate.

If I don't find it I'll print some pages for now and then ask someone for their notes. But that won't be necessary because I'll find it.

It's kind of early and I'm going to sleep. I washed my face, my teeth, I have my pyjama on (I lost the bottom though and I'm using shorts which is such a bad idea) and I have done all my homework and studying and I'm growing.

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how I felt going to college by choice on a Sunday cuz I can’t study at home💪🏽

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15 Days Productivity Challenge 🐧

DAY 10 26/01/2025

WHAT I DID TODAY

♡ Helped mom with laundry and other household chores.

♡ Read unit 1 (Crystal Structure)

Screentime Studytime

(suffered from horrible cramps, so couldn't study much)

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slow rhythm of January stream forward

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I think the "view previous reblog button" is the path to a magical travel, going through time and people, letting you see what way a post has come.

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I must sleep. Sleep is the mind-healer. Sleep is the big-life that brings total ability to fucking do anything. I will face my bed. I will permit the blankie to pass over me and snores to pass through me. And when sleep has gone past I will turn the outer eye to greet the new morning. When the sleep has gone there will be everything. Energy and will to live will remain.

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Today is a nice shower and washing my hair but it's short (usually it takes me 1 or 2 hours, today it was only 30 minutes!!).

A good story.

And a cup of tea with sweets before starting homework.

I have so much to do but I'm also happy. I don't care if I fail, these are the actual important things.

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🧸23rd January 🩰

Thursday.

I slept 8 hours but still at school I wasn't able to focus that much...

After lunch and some reading (still ffs, I have yet to begin reading books) I started studying but I wasn't really motivated and I got through like a page that was fairly simple and then I read another two that were really hard to understand (two out of three).

Finally, I downloaded one of those study apps and put on the chronometer along with some light no-lyrics music and I finally read everything, went back to some stuff we had skipped though it was important to be able to understand the next part, which meant that I was able to more or less understand those three hard pages. And even though I felt like giving up at half, though I wanted to stop and do something else for a bit, I continued studying until I finished.

I'm so happy about that!! I hope it'll make tracking study time easier. I swear I have no idea where it goes.

I must admit though that I took a kind of break in the middle to finish writing a thing, which was good for me, but it really was neither related to school, not that important.

I truly believe that timer will save my life because it really makes me aware of such things.

For tomorrow, I have a way too long day ahead... It's 23:15, one hour later than yesterday.

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🧸22nd January🩰

I'm starting to think that the month should go first. Mhhhhh.

Anyway, today. School. Then Mum. Then a little bit of homework. Actually I basically didn't do anything.

I think I should download one of those cute apps to time studying so I know how much time I'm spending and value it. And actually use it. For the rest, today I read a lot of ffs, but I barely used socials so that's good. I prefer ffs to socials. The next step is reading books instead of ffs. So for tomorrow I'll try to read the book I have for school for February as much as I can.

My main problem is that I don't really know where my time goes, even when I do sit down and start studying. Also, I'm really slow. I hope to fix these problems through the timer because I found that for hair washing it kind of worked. Maybe it didn't actually reduce my time but I believe that it helped in cutting uselessly long parts, which is what I hope to do.

After all, spending five minutes on a minor detail is harer when you see the time passing in front of you.

(For some people it might be anxiousness inducing, but I barely feel anxious for anything really, so that's great. If you want tips I can give them, though I don't promise anything)

Also I'm going to bed "early" (22:15)!!!

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my heart breaks a little every time I see a commenter say “Sorry for my bad *insert language name here* it’s not my first language” under a post (especially when they made zero mistakes which indicates they are insecure because they’ve been criticized a lot) because what are you sorry about??? knowing more than one language??? improving yourself??? being able to understand AND communicate your thoughts in a foreign language??? honey you ROCK. (🪨) make those mistakes which you can learn from and if the grammar police replies correcting you instead of actually answering your comments then invite them to learn your language!!!! and call them out!!!!

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introduction !! ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

જ⁀➴ haii my name is mysha this will hopefully be a girlblogging / studyblr / yapping account

ೀ lil about myself: i'm 17, mixed but from the uk, doing a-levels this year. i do art sometimes and just wanna be able to better myself through this account ૮ . . ྀིა⁩

ೀ likes : anime and cartoons in general, mlp, sanrio, slushy noobz, yttd, sally face, deftones, newdad, haikyuu, south park, adventure time

dni: bigots, racists, zionists, anyone who discrimates basically, nfsw (sounds obvious ik but still)

i hope to make some friends, my dms and asks are always open !! ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა

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100 days of ghibli life: day 6/100 [ 20 of January of 2025 ]

🧹 —

🌳 admired the early sunshine coming from my windows + journaling

🍜 —

✍️ knitting with grandma

🫖 tea while listening to turkish lesson

🐈‍⬛️ —

🏔 video call with friend

📚 turkish (L5) + russian (duolingo 18 minutes)

🏃‍♀️ 38 min

🎈 enjoyed watching a theology lecture with my dad

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🍂 21.01.2025 // I went to my english lecture in the afternoon then cleaned my appartment and studied a bit more.

I also finished The Wave and I'm thinking about the next book I'm gonna choose. I have a lot to read hehe

I wasn't as productive as yesterday but it's okay! I was able to do other things :)

📖 The Wave - Todd Strasser

🎧 Devil Town - Mother Mother

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🧸20th & 21st January🩰

20th

Short school day, I was kinda miserable and I was falling asleep in class. At home after lunch it was 16. I scrolled social media a bit before finally deleting my most used one and dropping my phone cause those things bring me no enjoyment.

I then went to my mum with a blanket and we spent some time together. It was sooo much better. We also ate sweets.

I then poured myself a cup of milk and after she left I did my science homework on the floor, books on the couch, sleeping cat on the table along with my phone and some music. I actually managed to finish it all and finally understand it.

Then dinner and I went to bed late.

21st

Another miserable morning. I was soo sad, almost crying in class and I don't even know why. But then it got better. At home, again after lunch I started my homework and finished English and Science!! Then I danced around a bit, I washed the dishes and prepared dinner but it took me so long (I suck at cooking. It was 23!!!) that I'm going to bed late again.

I swear tomorrow I'm skipping dinner and going to bed at 18. I don't care what. I'll finish my homework in the morning.

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intros!

hey y'all! I'm new to Tumblr and this is my lil blog!

about me (from my carrd!) : I'm an entp 3w4, I'm studying biomedical engineering and cs. some general hobbies of mine include: studying foreign languages (I'm fluent in English and Somali, can speak French, and am learning Arabic + Korean), programming, video, astronomy, poetry, literature, visiting museums and observatories, making Pinterest boards and playlists, reading (especially dystopian), art, kickboxing and weightlifting, and all things food.

I'm actually not sure yet what I want to post on my Tumblr, but I'll start with some of my favorite pictures, and then I'll probably also share writing, my cats, and recipes :)

here are links to my pinterest and spotify too