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for some reason when i listen to american idiot i picture the lucky star dance, so i bring you faggot america friday

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Your fifth most recent emoji is what your soulmate thinks about you

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realistically guys im literally just this high schooler who doesn't ever get enough sleep and people are usually chill with that

until they find out I've got a billion genders [because not just one feels compete yet] that are constantly being added or changed

I can't stay my age when I'm stressed [or sick or tired or whatever the reason may be] and they instantly assume it's for kink reasons especially if they find my wishlist

I struggle a lot with day-to-day things that I shouldn't because I'm not open about my months-long depressive episodes

I'm not in touch well enough with my feelings and that's overwhelming but when I get overwhelmed it's usually paired with frustration so I naturally get angry when I feel too much at once

the front I've made for around my friends might be the closest I've ever felt to genuinely being open about who I am as a person, but even then I still have things to hide

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Tumblrs super glitchy atm

Half of my stimboards have been marked as potentially mature and this has been happening to others too :[

Including my birthday post which was just about cake and confetti

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aw :<

okay I thought someone was going through the sfw agere tag and making them all as mature or something so to know that's not the case is nice at least! :D

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I find it funny whenever Nintendo announces a thing with Miis and advertises it with miis that look normal. And are like “you can make your friends and family in this game :)” shut up we both know people will be making the Cockroach from Monsters VS Aliens

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AT LEAST A YEAR BEFORE EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE AU

Sayori: *scribbling some poem that she definitely isn’t gonna finish*

Monika: *jokingly* “Keep looking so good ima have to touch you.”

Sayori: *slowly looks over at her* “…what..?”

Monika: *three hours later thinking about it, it may not have been all joke..* “Uh oh.”

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Put those pads away you SLUT

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"If tampons should be free, then so should my diabetes meds."

Yes? Yes they should be? Your life-saving medication that you need in order to live for a condition you were born with should be given to you at no cost?

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sayonika my fave..

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lil doodle from the other day born out of an overwhelming annoyance that for some reason body hair is associated with masculinity despite Everyone Having It. so why not draw a cute hairy girl about it

[image description: a drawing of a tan-skinned woman with brown and blond dyed hair pulled into a ponytail and copious body hair and stubble. she is smiling and doing a peace sign gesture with her hand. next to her is text saying "body hair has no gender!" end id]

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To my uk trans people and allies out there.

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what ddlc did yall play

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honestly i gotta be skeleton bitch

Every Queer Friend Group Has:

-Ancient Warrior who desperately needs therapy

-Slutty They/Them

-Tragic Starcrossed Lovers

-Lesbian who knows Victorian flower language

-Skeleton Bitch

-Bisexual Gamer Gf

-Son of Lucifer

-Bread

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can you imagine that? can you put yourself in her shoes for a second?

she can't see you. she can't hear you. she can't interact with you in any way she can understand. it's fundamentally impossible from her perspective; you exist on an entire other level of existence from her. and she still gives up everything for you, because she has nothing else.

and at the end of it all, she has no knowledge of what's on the other side. she's blind and deaf, talking endlessly to a void that she trusts is listening. that she hopes is listening. she hopes you're still there. you have to be, right? you have to be real, right? you have to be there. you have to be. you can't say anything, but you have to be there. she knows you're there. it has to be true, and, and...she knows you'll say something eventually. she knows you'll answer her eventually.

after all, all this time, all this work! you have to know she's here, she's calling, aching for you! you have to know she trusts you! trusts you to answer! you have to know she's waiting for you! she's been so clear, she's been so committed, she's done everything she can for you!

you have to be there! you have to be...

you...you're still there, right?

you're here, right? you're listening? you're...?

can you hear me?

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WHOEVER IS REPORTING MY AGERE CONTENT AND MARKING IT AS MATURE IM GONNA NEED YOU TO KNOCK IT OFF THIS ISNT AN AGEPLAY BLOG GET OUTTTT

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i slice the bread, and i feed myself again.

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sayori!!!