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something to lift your spirits 🍸

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In the cramped bathroom stall

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I'm getting too comfortable with sadness; it scares me. Grief lives inside me like my childhood self. I give her the love she never had until it overflows into a flood of tears but she's still afraid and I don't know what to do anymore. she gets further away in moments of happiness and I'm scared of letting her go. so i cling on to sadness like a child in a crowd afraid to get lost; afraid of the unknown.

— 𝓜𝓼. 𝓜𝓲𝓼𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓹𝓮

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do you ever love so much that it turns into the dread of a grief to come?

like a love that transcends far into inevitable loss, and there's nothing you can do about it, so you love anyway.

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Hii I got sick lmao uhh anyways, TDLOSK x FOPANW BABY LETSGOOO

Development Dimmadone as Kusuo Saiki (cuz of the silly glasses lol). Andd Hazel Wells as Kokomi Teruhashi! I TRIED TO DRAW HER AURA BUT IT WAS HARD AF

Anddd yeah that's all yayy

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i dont need a "career" i already have a 9 to 5 its called listening to my music while making flop posts for my three active mutuals

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I'd go back to pick on my old scabbed wound over and over, all too familiar with the pain it brings me. It heals, but only briefly, until my curious fingers start flicking it again, and I am introduced to hurt once more—relearning parts of the wound to find what I've missed.

(I missed you.)

Cool About It (boygenius MV)

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let the night go on a little longer

for if i sleep, tomorrow will come.

oh to be under the moon's shine forever

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Mary Oliver, from a poem titled "August," featured in White Pine: Poems & Prose Poems

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was having a minor crisis but this appeared in my head and it was so stupid it just snapped me right out of it

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i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.

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sketch of an old thing i wrote

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We are so trained to look back on our younger selves and be like god I was so cringe for that 1 meanwhile it was you acting like a child as a child

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i look at my little brother and see all that i ever was. somehow the obnoxious passion in his heart didn't seem so obnoxious as it was in mine. understanding arrives in a place of love, and suddenly my shame becomes grief.

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they should invent a place where i belong

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I spoke to the moon and she already knew all about you. She said my heart beats to the same rhythm as yours btw.

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— unknown