seauxsavvy

[seauxsavvy]

jesscmines:

jessamine scoffed, nearly feeling bad for the girl for a fleeting second, but she rapidly brushed away any feelings of regret. part of her could see how she might have gone too far, might have lost reason, might have been exaggerating. but it was easy for her to ignore that part, and focus on her anger. pretend like she was 100% right, and the moral high ground was hers entirely. because recognizing when she was wrong had never been jess’ strongest suit, and even if she did, she rarely admitted to it. she wasn’t about to start now. “ oh, bless your heart, sugar, ” her tone was somewhere in between ironic and angry, contradicting her words, in a way. “ you and i know that’s complete and utter bullshit. but if you wanna pretend, fine. see if i care. but once you end up hurting someone you actually care about, if such person even exists, just remember this: i warned you. ”

savvy swallowed the lump in her throat, butterflies starting to gather in her stomach. forget defending her pride, her pride was getting stomped on by the one person whose blowback she never really fully thought would come to fruition. yes, her and jess never saw eye-to-eye. yes, there was nothing more she wanted to do than call her out for her attitude. and it would feel pretty damn good if sav won the crown rather than jess. but she didn’t think that for all of jess’ talent and bravado that she would be the one to put her into her place. “right. you warned me.” she let out a strained, little laugh. she smoothed out her playbook, staring at the title: Annual Bazaar: Re-do. “guess it’s too bad that i don’t wanna listen.” she said, biting her lip in attempt to push all butterflies down, her tone attempting to sound nonchalant. “i don’t really feel like jessamine saunders should be my life coach, but no thanks.”

[seauxsavvy]

why should we vote for you for winter queen

“ because i’m awesome. i mean, why not me for winter queen? i look great with a tiara on, too, if that’s more your jam. “

[seauxsavvy]

jesscmines:

even as she stumbled backwards, all that jess could do was let out a laugh. a bitter, ironic laugh, but a laugh nevertheless. in a way, she’d gotten exactly what she wanted: a reaction. she’d made savannah feel as she had felt when that stupid fucking play was written. and in that moment of anger and irrationality, she’d wanted nothing more. “ oh, but i have no idea what you’re talking about, ” though her tone made her sound clueless, she had now raised her voice, and aggression was clearly present behind her words. “ this is just a play. completely fictional. any similarities to real people are merely coincidences, right ?? ” her words getting louder as she progressed. “ you’re such a hypocrite, you know that ? going around, pushing people for doing to you the same fucking thing you did to them. ” 

her playbook still clenched in her hand, savannah huffed. the truth was clear. jessamine was right. but she’ll never admit it, no matter how many times jess would say it. sav will never trade her success for the chance to be morally aligned. and it stung. for all of her life, she’s breezed through it writing others’ stories. selective honesty is what it is. her stories are real and ernest, but not hers. she fell silent for a few seconds. she knew when she was defeated, but it doesn’t mean she’ll start humbling herself. “like you said.” she began, voice low. “it’s just a play. nobody ever said that girl was you. i didn’t say that girl was you. maybe ..just maybe, there’s another redheaded southern belle out there who just happens to suffer the same way you do. just maybe, you’re not the only the suffers.” she finished, looking down. 

[seauxsavvy]

☁

> ask meme @jesscmines

☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them .

sav shivered, her light jacket not doing anything to relieve her of the cold that the storm winds had brought. even worse than the storm was jessamine standing next to her. she’d never been a girl scout, but she’s sure that if she was, standard procedure would be to huddle for warmth. but she’ll never - no, really, never - let herself be physically close to her. but it was so damn cold. she couldn’t see a single shelter in sight. savannah and grumbled and turned to the redhead. “if you want us to survive, we should really j-just..huddle together for..f-for warmth.” she stuttered out, her clothes soaking wet already.

[seauxsavvy]

( A, S, K, E )

> ask meme

A - If I'm in love.

“with a particular person? maybe. there’s always love when it comes to me and the people i keep around. but probably not the kind of love you’re talking about.”

S - 2 habits.

“i pick at my hair when i’m nervous. i also tend to always be drunk whenever i’m working on something big - like a play or story for an important class.”

K - What my full name is. 

“savannah rose thomas. i’ve had people call me sav, savvy, savan, rosie, you bitch, little girl, blondie, dumb blonde, among other things.”

E - How many piercings I have.

“only my ears, for now. maybe i’ll have my belly button pierced after graduation.”

[seauxsavvy]

send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse ---

veilled:

alternatively send ‘ + ‘ after the symbol for the roles to be reversed where possible !

✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair .  ❤ = kissing them .  ₪ =  asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them .   ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare .  ♣ = discovering them crying .  回 = patching a wound .  ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .

[seauxsavvy]

BRUTAL HONESTY HOUR.

A - If I'm in love.

B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.

C - How long it's been since I've kissed.

D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.

E - How many piercings I have.

F - Give me any options, like 'hot or cold?'

G - The last person I said 'I love you' to.

H - The last person I hugged.

I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.

J - Are you insecure. What about?

K - What my full name is.

L - If I have siblings.

M - If I forgive betrayal.

N - Favourite animal?

O - Where would I like to travel

P - What kind of music I like.

Q - Favourite flower?

R - Is cheating ever okay?

S - 2 habits.

T - 3 things I love unconditionally.

U - Favourite time of year, and why

V - Big dreams?

W - If I've done something I regret very much.

X - 3 turn ons

Y - 3 turns offs

Z - Ask any question you want.

[seauxsavvy]

are you thinking of asking anyone to sadie hawkins

“jason’s pretty cute, but i don’t know. i’ve never brought dates to dances before. well, once. but then that’s it. but then again, i’m nominated for winter queen so i should totally have an escort, right?”

[seauxsavvy]

do you hate jess or steph more

she scoffed. “i don’t hate steph. i never - i never said i hated  her. jess, though. totally hate her.”

[seauxsavvy]

why did you push jess

“she said something bitchy and i reacted. what do you want from me?”

[seauxsavvy]

[seauxsavvy]

stephaniemichaels:

“ah, i see. well, disagreements aren’t the end of the world. i’m sure you’ll work it through.” stephanie shrugged, apathetic. she had this terrible tendency to undermine other people’s situations, but she hardly even noticed. “why a chair, of all things?” she laughed, rolling her eyes.

sav opened her mouth to say more, but held it back. she knew there wouldn’t be peace between her and jess for a very long time. no use trying to convince steph otherwise. she’ll just let things go on their own pace. savvy grinned at steph, an eyebrow raised. “why not? it’s always a chair that gets thrown, bad girls club-style.”

[seauxsavvy]

“yeah i accept!”

i nominate savannah thomas for winter queen !!

savannah, do you accept your nomination? @seauxsavvy

[seauxsavvy]

stephaniemichaels:

“well, if you have something to say about how jess is, you can tell me. i mean, lord knows that we’ll all be in one room. we both know how miscommunication can fuck us all over in the long run.” stephanie commented, trying to choose her words carefully. she didn’t want another fight to break out. “ well, less of a goody-goody and more of a… can i say it? she kind of has a reputation in this school. i mean, i do too, but not in that way, you know?” she explained, nodding her head at savannah’s realization. if stephanie could have chose her roommates, it would have been everyone but who she was roomed with. 

sav bit her lower lip, briefly flashing back to their argument after her europe trip, but shook it off as quickly as it came. “let’s just say that we just didn’t agree. on a lot of things. we’re just not on good terms. i’d prefer it we weren’t on any terms but i’m just not the luckiest person in the world.” she glanced at steph again. “yeah, i think i get you.” she remarked, smiling. “as long as nobody throws a chair in that room, maybe we’ll survive.” she teased.

[seauxsavvy]

jesscmines:

jessamine merely shrugged. “ i suppose you’re right, arthur miller. i’m truly sorry for ever questioning the magnitude of your work. i’m just an actress, after all. you can’t possibly expect me to understand. maybe you can help me, though. i’m writing this one play for class, it’s about this playwright who wrote about others without their consent, distorting them completely for the whole world to see, and was way too stubborn to apologize, or even simply admit it. and so, she eventually pushed away everyone she knew, and ended up sad and alone. the end. do you like it ?? ” her words were harsh, and though seemingly calculated, had come out in the heat of the moment, but she was too stubborn to regret them, and so simply kept her face stone cold, anger burning behind her eyes.

her smile finally faded and her demeanor changed to one with extreme irritation. the one thing - the one thing - that she’ll never put out to the world ; one she’ll never outright admit because of her own stubbornness and pride and - god, she was the narrator of this story and how can she let things steer out of her control? before she could even think, savannah’s emotions got the best of her like it always did and she clenched the playbook in her hand, stepped forward, and attempted to push the other back. “you’re gonna regret saying that, saunders. like hell i’m alone and sad when you’re the one with more than enough issues!” there was no stopping now, not when she doesn’t feel like there’s anything to lose but her pride. and her pride was going to be crushed down if she didn’t do anything about it.

[seauxsavvy]

cntrlkaitlyn:

kaitlyn: call me kat. i hate my name.

savvy: noted :) i’ve had tons of nicknames over the years. feel free to call me whatever