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How do I stop feeling like this about OC x Canon I can’t get any shit done without zoning out

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xreader fic is so inherently healing like

do you love yourself? no? that's okay this character you love loves you back. are you kind? that is why they love you. are you patient? that is why they love you. are you a coward are you shy are you brave are you bold are you bratty? that is why they love you. you are loved and you will not be punished for seeking love. you are loved and you will find it here in these words.

do you love yourself yet? no? that's okay this character can love you until you do. this character will point out the few traits you can relate with yourself (your smile, your laugh, you brattiness, your whimsy, your strength, your sorrow) and tell you that they love that about you until one day you can love it, if not yourself, too.

do you love yourself yet? no? but you're starting to accept that you can be loved? that there is something in you- your awkwardness, your bashfulness, your straightforward mind, you ability to heal, your ability to fight- that someone could look at and learn to adore? well done. you're right, this character does see that and adore it. you may not love yourself just now, just yet, but now you see right? That there is something to love in you?

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cw for implied suicidal ideation

imagine your f/o offering to wash you up after you've fallen into a depressive spiral. You've neglected to take care of yourself. You've isolated again. Your f/o isn't mad or disappointed that you've failed to look after yourself. They're just very worried that your mental health has taken a dive to the point you can't stand up on your own sometimes. It's increasingly concerning how much hurt you've directed to yourself and to others to keep away because you think you deserve to suffer alone. But your f/o isn't easily convinced to leave you be.

they prepare a bath and go in with you. they gently lather your body with soap, carefully clean your face, taking it slow to not hurt or shock you. they scrub shampoo and conditioner on your hair. it's a quiet moment for the both of you. nothing to hear but the water running and splashes every so often. you close your eyes trying to keep calm and just let yourself breathe in this moment. you've been pushing them away too. neglecting them.

but your f/o isn't bothered by the gap. they're just scared that it'll extend with time and they might not be able to see you again. to see you happy again. you're alive now. that's a first step.

they wash the soap clean, making sure to not miss any part. they dry you off with a warm towel and brush your hair. you're alive now. that's all that matters.

they guide you back to bed if you'd like. they've promised themselves to keep a closer eye on you now. it's eating you away. they need to help you as much as they could. they don't mind doing it again. you're alive now. you should be tomorrow.

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Some selfshippers are non-sharing because selfshipping is an outlet for feeling like they are chosen out of anyone else and are utterly adored above all by their F/O(s).

Many selfshippers are emotionally and physically isolated, have low self-esteem and confidence, have relationship hang ups, mental health issues and many other things, and they selfship for comfort. And that is so beautiful and an absolutely healthy and acceptable coping mechanism.

And unless a non-sharer is specifically invading a double’s personal space to invalidate their feelings and ship? Or encouraging others to mistreat doubles on their behalf? They are fully allowed to denounce all other ships with their F/O(s) and refer to themselves as their one true love.

They’re allowed to hate that doubles break that sense of immersion and feel insecure and jealous. They’re allowed to express that on THEIR pages. They’re allowed to call them dupes, they can say that they’re jealous as long as they’re not singling out anyone by name. It’s everybody’s responsibility to block whatever they don’t like to see and simply mind their business.

If one feels uncomfortable because somebody affirms and comforts themselves by calling themselves their F/O’s only partner, then they can lend some empathy and compassion and imagine how they must feel in turn. Selfshipping is inherently self indulgent and hence selfish! Let people do what works for them as long as they’re not forcing it onto others.

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finally snuggling up in bed with your f/o(s) after a long time being away from each other. you listen to their heartbeat as they hold you close and kiss your head, mumbling just how much they missed you into your hair.

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"Okay man, *unfolds my wretched hands to reveal your brain guy*"

The two with stars are referenced from drawings done by @chloesimaginationthings. Also please uncast your horrid spell.

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makin a new s/i + backstory moodboard

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This is your protagonist, everyone. This is the man sap that we’re supposed to cheer for.

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imagine your f/o following you around like a lost puppy <3 maybe they're a little clingy, they just don't wanna be away from you <3 <3

p.roship dni this is not for you

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being horrified at your f/o’s acceptance of the bere minimum or even below that in a relationship and wanting to treat them how they deserve to be treated, full of respect and love and so much more— if they ever end up admitting that they believe they don’t deserve the work you put into being with them, or any other insecurity they might bring up, they’re always comforted by your reassurances even if you might not feel like enough for them, either. it’ll take time for them to get used to your love or really feel at peace with the fact that they deserve this, deserve you, but right now they’re sure of one thing: they love you immensely.

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deep slow kissing with your f/o. imagine it and thank me later

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Pick an F/O

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Do any self shippers want to be my test subjects in tarot readings? Like “what does your f/o like about you?” readings…

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Imagine your f/o kissing you mid-sentence:

Maybe you were rambling about something that you're really passionate about, and they suddenly reach out and turn your face towards you, then lean over to kiss you on the lips, cutting off your sentence. They pull away with a gentle expression, pure adoration in their eyes as they tell you that you're adorable.

proship/darkship/neutral DNI

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I made a uquiz for f/o nation lemme know what y'all think :3 (is my first time making one...)

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imagine you and your f/o :3

proship dni